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None of this feels real. Time continues to elapse and the heartache you left me with continues to grow. So sick of this continued struggle, faking a smile, hiding the pain, trying to go on like nothing is wrong. I am hollow inside, nothing but a fucking empty shell. I gave myself to you, everything that i was. Lonliness is all that i have left, bitter i have become. What do you have left when you've run all out of tears? Everything hurts. Trying to maintain, just to survive one more fucking day. So cold inside, so tired. How nice it would be to just lie down and sleep forever. I want to erase it from my mind; every fucking memory, every kiss, every caress, everything of your existance. Do you hear me crying? Do you see me broken? I lost myself; once again. Who am I without you? What hope is there for a lost soul? Wandering lifelessly? All alone. I need you. Shuddering, it hurts so bad. As my love for you lingers, so will this wretched life.