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Bitterness holds me back and anger rages inside of me. Determined to change what I cannot, im running in circle's, shielding myself from those I love. afraid of what they might think, afraid of rejection, afraid to show myself. Inside I am so alone, but outside I am in the crowd. I ache for those I love, everyday saddens me more and I am left without. My life is not my own anymore, they control it, constantly judging me. I am so tired of walking on eggshells, wanting so much for normality to take it's place in my life again but the outcome looks bleek. Im running closer but can never catch up! I have given them what they want and still they will not go away. Way way down inside, I need out!!!

Drip drip the sweet things in life are the sounds of your pain. Fight you will but you will die. There are no happy endings, no light at the end of this tunnel, only hurt and anguish. Inflicting soul you will not rest, time does not heal your wound. You have been broken for a reason you fuck! Zipping up the reality is nothing when you are in the chair. I will eat at you like a cancer, you are my victim, fuck you, your not going anywhere. I see you for what you are unlike so many who think they know but have no clue. I am above all that is you so fucking deal with it cause you have no hope. Are you finally able to taste what you cannot have, its good isn't it....

Universal apocalyptic love, lust nevermore..I hated you today, yesterday, and tomorrow..smelling your stench like a hound in the night, open wide and don't kill to loud...fucking you while your fucking the world, got to love it! Dream of all who will be in the line, but open your eyes to the one's whom are standing right in front of you...live for eternity and die for today, tomorrow, and yesterday.

Turning blue cause all i do is think about you, i just don't wanna know, to afraid of where it might lead me. Ive been here before, this darkness is so cold. Find me my love, take my hand and guide me thru this hell that ive stumbled upon, without you im lost...come crashing into my little world cant you understand that what i wanted what i needed was you.....

the touch of your immaculate dream pours into my soul so strong.

whisper into me the entry feels so good, deep penetrations the vibrations are almost to much to bare, we will make it all right to stay wild and hold on to the hope and fear it feels so good.