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Your depression

fills me with depression

i want you to be happy

but without you

i cant be happy

so whose happyness

is worth more?

mine or yours?

If only i could have

my red headed baby boy and

my red headed love

the joy it would bring me

to be able to call

both the men i love most mine

to hold my baby boy

while im in my true loves arms

I lay in my bed

and cry

i shut my eyes tight

and pray this is

just a nightmare

and when i open my eyes

i'll be in your arms

and you'll kiss me

and tell me you love me

and everything will be ok

I watch raindrops

drip down a window

they remind me so much

of the tears

dripping from my eyes

i go outside to cry,

as the sky crys with me

the rain, hides my tears

so no one knows

just how i feel

if i hide the pain

maybe, just maybe

it will disapear

I dont know why

i cant explain

but through all the pain

and all the hurt

my heart still

breaks

when im with out you

but when we're together

my heart is whole

it doesnt bleed

but instead sings

your name over and over

I keep thinking of

how much i love talking to you

how good you look when you smile

how much i love your laugh

i day dream about you off and on

replaying pieces of our conversation

laughing at funny things

you said and did

i"ve memorized your face

and the way you look at me

i catch myself smileing at what i imagine

i wonder what will happen

the next time we are together

though neither of us knows

what the future holds

i know one thing for sure

your the best thing thats happened to me

and i love you

I want a guy

who calls me beautiful instead of hot

who calls me back

when i hang up on him

who will stay awake

just to watch me sleep

the boy who kisses my forhead

who wants to show me off to the world

who thinks im pretty

without make up on

tho one who is constantly reminding me

of how much he cares about me

and how lucky he is to have me

My heart is still yours

It will always belong to you

You say I'll get over you

But NO i will never

I LOVE YOU

AND ALWAYS WILL

Your smile makes me melt

Your voice gives me butterflys

Your eyes tell my heart to beat faster

Your touch makes me quiver

I miss you when your gone

When im with you i have everything

Even when i have nothing

I love you

And want to be with you

Forever and always

love hurts

depression bites

stop the pain

end my life

kill me now

off with my head

blow my brains

slit my throught

just stop the pain

..love hurts....

....and sometimes kills....