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How?
08:06 Jun 01 2010
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I sit with them, try to get along with them, but letting them see the true me would be a mistake. It would land me in an even more anti-social state, it would make them keep their distance. It's hard to act like them and fit in when I constantly see their auras glowing around them, smelling their blood when one of the females gets too close only to give me a "hello" hug. They do not know, and probably will never know, but I will keep it that way, for their safety and mine.

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miserya13
10:07 Jun 05 2010

same here..................! you know what.......? i feel the same.......... but the only difference is .... i always pulling my self away from my friends.... and i don't let certain people to be part of my life......that way i would never be hurt or harm......! i'm just protecting myself.......!

toxicbite
12:38 Jun 21 2010

Hello, I am toxicbite (you may call me toxic).

I would like to offer you a suggestion.. try talking to one of them and if they are understanding then they are a true friend, if they think you are "yanking" their chain... then they were never your friend.

I hope this helps.

yours respectfully,

toxic