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i'm running

i try to hide

but it keeps finding me

i keep running

only to buy time

to repeat it over again

the pattern

the cycle

at the end i know i will perish

that's not what i'm afraid of...

i'm afraid of losing the one thing i love

my love...

show me what it is like

take me there

make me feel

make me like what you are

turn me

i don't care about my life anymore

i understand that you want me to live on

but i don't

so just do it

please

i see no other way

it's either this or put me out or my misery

please

you can't justify life, me well at least i can't

explain the reason for refusing my request

please

i don't understand

i can't understand

i won't understand

you love me?

well why won't you let me make my own decisions?

oh...

when you look at me you see a practiced smile

you clearly see nothing wrong

you commonly think that everything is perfect

with me...

just by looking at me that's whay you think

but looks are very 2 wayed

you see a happy girl with a bright future

when under all of that is a monster

my past can explain

i suffer threw pain

not many people would understand that

and the few that do, they die

i can't say much but i can say this have two views of people...

some times i just wanna kill myself

like put a razor blade to my neck

or why don't i try staking myself threw my heart?

i hate my parents

i hate the world

i hate my life

they never listened when i spoke

the only ones that listened are my friends

now i'm close to death

i speak out again

no one listens

now it's all too late

i'm dead

and for once in my life i'm happy

for myself...



[ death is true freedom and for my own true happiness]

COMMENTS

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Protopet
19:04 Aug 09 2010

this is good. I have felt this way alot also

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MARYLOVER
04:37 Sep 22 2010

It is beautiful. I fill that way sometimes to.

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