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Let the slow dance of the warm candle light melt your worries.

Let the smell of roses and incense seep into your mind.

Taste the sweet chocolate and relax every muscle, hypnotized by my eyes.

Let my hands move onto your sholders, feeling your thoughts unwind.

Feel my lips on yours, pressing and loving

Knowing that these lips are yours till the end,

This body is yours this soul is yours

Don't lie or try to pretend.

Let me kiss your neck

Making you surrender to my intensions,

Your focus must be on me, only me.

Seeing, knowing everything around you taking in all the deminsions.

Let me Love your pain away

Let me caress your broken heart,

I'm here for you know, and I will always be

Forever helping put together what was taken apart.

Return my pleas

and pity my questions.

Let me hold you, let me love you.

let me answer my minds obessions.

Look at me now and you can see my pain inside

You can see the past on my face

All these years I have somehow been searching for you

For whom which these thoughts I am sated with to erase.

Just let me have you

I want the comfort of your arms and the love on your lips

I want the look in your eye

I want to be the one to mend your heart when it rips.

Listen to my heart beat falling in a daze

Feel the heat from my lips as I draw near,

Release everything you had worried about

Forget every fear for I am here....

if only she could believe the words he said.

if only there was truth in the letters she read.

she's looking for more...

but she doens't know what's real anymore.



she's the girl you said he gave his heart to

and the who can't seem to keep it.

she's trying to be the friend he needs

but she doesn't know how much longer she can fake it.

trying to give him more love than he deserves,

how much is it all worth?



she's the only one who's always been there.

she's the one who doesn't need to prove she cares.

he wants to be noticed by the world...

he doens't realize he's the world to that girl.



she cries "Lord, can't you hlp me out?

why can't he see how much he's hurting me?

Lord, let him let go of his doubt.

even if it's not with me, just let him be happy."



she doesn't know how much longer she can fake it.

they don't know if they can make it.

but they try anyway

and they both ask God not to take their love away.



he wants to be noticed by the world,

he doesn't realize he is the world to that girl...

Black tears build up in my eyes then fall

Everytime you pass me in the hall

Afraid for you to catch me alone one day

Because of the things you used to say

I wasnt ready, you said you would rape

I try to hide from you but theres no escape

My every move is pierced by the razor of your eyes

I still remember your hands moving up my thighs

Touching every inch of me

In frount of them, for all to see

Watching as you touch

Trying to get away, my hands you clutch

My body goes numb and aches with pain

In the hall crying I remain

In my hand, a shiney silver blade

Leaving nothing but scars to fade

I kiss my wrist, and cut deep into the vain

Screaming so silent, feeling the pain

I watch the pink valley, slowly begin to flood

Drowning in anguish, filling with blood

I run over and shut the door

I begin to shake as I slide to the floor

Gazing at the pain that I released from inside

The pain you leaft me, I try so hard to hide

I lock it away, the truth never told

A river of red, so still and so cold

I give the razor another twist

Screaming, bleeding, scaring my wrist

I watch the crimson blood pour out and dry

As I close my eyes and begin to cry

My wrist stained red my lips turn blue

I hide the pain, so you never knew

How I really feel inside but if you could only see

not even you could ever love me

Every night I run and hide

take the strike and fall and cry

all of this, because of you

the only thing, I know to do

make me laugh and dry my tears

hold me close, erase my fears

no, you'd rather hurt me

be mean, and desert me

make my cry, and make me pissed

but isnt this what I wished?

insult after insult and screming involved

yelling, and swearing, nothing I hate at all

its the only way I hear your voice

the only way I talk to you, its my choice

I'll call just to hear you breath

then hang up, cause thats all I need

then I smile, and my eyes glare to the side

I laugh, and see a razor in the corner of my eye

I love you , should I ignore you? or just give it time?

I can't think straight , this love, my heart controlls my mind

but my heart tells me to stop, and my mind, to go on

this battle, of pain, my mind has won

this I don't understand, my heart tells me to love you

but my mind, it says to continue and the pain to go on too

in love my mind, tells me to stop

in the sick game of death, my heart, I forgot

I see you and smile, but I cry cause it hurts

I cut and I'm happy, I can't turn it into words

you are my drug and I need you, I'm addicted I know it

but everytime I talk, I blow it

I swear I'll buy yoou the world, I'll hand it to you on a silver platter

but you'd throw it away, because it doesn't matter

I'll get you the sky

its better off if you never ask why

She seems so perfect, so strong,

But you have no idea how you've got her all wrong.

Even in the summer, she wears long sleeves,

To hide the scars so no one sees.

She just feels so worthless,

It's her own happiness she seems to dispossess.

She's turning into what she's pretending to be,

And no one's there to hear her plea.

Of hope and a scream of pain,

A cry for help so real and plain.

That nobody's hearing at all,

Yet nobody knows that they're watching her fall.

Now it's all over and they all ask the question,

Of how they couldn't have seen her depression.

And if there's anything they could've done,

Perhaps ended it all before it begun.

Maybe fix it all before it ended,

It's all happened in a way no one intended.

But it's over now; she's where she wanted to be,

Now, in school, she's not just another absentee.

Her whole world knew her and loved her just the same,

She was lost to the world with just herself to blame.

Still wearing her long sleeves on a hot summer's day,

And she will always be remembered that way.