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Would it be wrong of me
If I said, all I want right now
Is to be able to hear your voice?
Would you say that
I'm making the wrong choice?

Would it make you angry
If you knew that
You're the only one on my mind?
Would there be a chance that
You'd respond in kind?

Would you be disappointed in me
If you knew you were
The only one I wanted to see?
Would that thought alone
Have you wanting to walk away?

Sorry, I can't help the way I feel
Your presence makes life feel real
You're like a wish come true
My only precious dream
Is of you

I fell in love with you
At first with just a glance
I always wished I was
The one who was
Given a chance

You're my first thought of the day
And the last at night
What else could I say?
You're a heavenly sight

You're like a unmatched angel
In a mastered scene
An unrivaled beauty
That's rarely seen

Pretty hot and tempting
Since the very first day
No matter what you claim
This, I'll always say

From the very moment
When I first saw you
You were truly gorgeous
The sentiment's never changed
It'll forever remain true

With eyes as blue as
Heaven's skies
And a soul endowed
With breathtaking allure
Beautiful, yet pure

Someone that brightens my day
Just by hearing your voice
"Cause for me, there's no one else
There is no other choice

You're the only one who makes me
Feel complete
Like my life's not just stuck
On repeat

That there's meaning to
To waking up each day
You mean more than anything
That words could ever say

Nearly three decades
Still wishing you were the one
No who I try to find to replace
There is none

Honestly, here we are now
A little over 28 years later
And there's still no wish
That's remotely greater

You'll forever be the only one
That's on my mind
You're a breath-taking vision
Truly one of a kind

I love your smile, the beauty in your eyes,
The way you're not afraid
To speak your mind while remaining kind

If I could have one wish come true
It would be to have
the chance to be with you

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DEAvENSILENCE
03:54 Jul 24 2026

That is sweet.

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Cadrewolf2
06:02 Jul 24 2026

wow amazing

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Adain
10:08 Jul 24 2026

You lent your heart to the words you gave to the Vampire's Rave.

Beautiful.

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I need something, anything
A new idea for inspiration
'Cause all my current thoughts
Lead back to a relation
That felt like an accusation
One from which I could
Really use a vacation

I'm not trying to blame her
(Hard not too when
She was barely ever around)
Don't want to cause a stir
(Fuck it, she left me in
The lost and found)

But, moving on from there
I'm bored
I want to write something new
If I only knew
That it be this hard
To find a clue

I wanted to ask around
But no one's making a sound
Did I make everyone frown?
I get that my life's upside down
Although the view isn't too bad
From the ground

It's not like I'm asking for
Someone's life story
Or try to hog another's glory
Just asking for a helping hand
Guess I'm just too bland

So, here I sit
Not knowing what to write next
(I'd rather it not be about my ex)
At this point I'm vexed
(It kinda feels like I'm hexed)

Anyone feel like helping out?
I promise not to scream and shout
Though I might break down and cry
Just kidding, that part
Was definitely a lie

But honestly, is anyone remotely
Interested in reading what I write
Anymore?
I'm not trying to keep score
Just wanting to figure out
What's in store

Should I keep pursuing
Something new to write?
Or should I just quit
And call it a night?

Does anyone have any advice
Or should I just find
A new vice?
To pass the time
While my inner mind
Treats my existence
As if it's a crime

Guess I'll have to wait and see
Whether or not someone responds
While I remain trapped in my head
'Cause, why not
It's free

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Adain
08:50 Jul 23 2026

Do you have memories of a deep love? A deep laughter? Tears? Tears are the best of all to write for? Tears deserve words, rhymes and songs.

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Just in case you're unaware
The last time I saw you
Was the day that
I physically and emotionally
Walked away

I'm done with all the pissing contests
You can handle more alcohol?
I just wanted share a drink
You brought up alcohol tolerance
So fast that I didn't have time
To blink

I'm over being treated as something
That should be left as nothing more
Than a hidden secret
That if ever made aware of
Would only cause a fight

I will not remain with someone who
Only wants me around
When my usefulness seems to fit
Outside of that
I was just someone you chose to
Forget

I'm through with waiting around
For someone who rarely
Made a sound
Leaving me to feel as if you didn't
Want me around

I don't get why you acted
As if you truly cared
Was it a thought
Of losing control
That had you scared

We're you so emotionally Numb
That you never even thought
There'd be a day of you
Not being able to have someone
Under thumb

There's been a few people
That said
I should have walked away
From you
That I should find someone
New

Not that you'd care
But to be fair
The relationship
Was probably no longer
There

If you truly no longer
Remember me, it's fine
A line wasn't crossed
It was erased
But if that's a lie
And you actually do

Then I'd have to thank you
And give you credit
For finding a way that's new
To have our relationship
Blamelessly through

It's amazing how a three letter answer
To a question that you
Almost didn't have the nerve to ask
Can give you something to
Look forward to

But when left alone with the voices
Within one's own mind
Inner peace becomes a presence
That's almost impossible to find

Inner thoughts such as
You're nowhere good enough
For who you want to see
Why not keep to yourself
And let them be free

Being optimistic becomes a daily chore
Equivalent to being locked
Inside of a closed store
Simply left wondering if anyone
Would want to open the door

Most of the time's focused on an answer
That has already been said
Struggling to ignore the thoughts
Within one's own head

One thought stating, you already have your answer
The other asking, what if you're wrong?
With yet another questioning
Are you sure you even belong?

Not sure what to do or say
So I just sit here and silently pray
That the that was given
Comes true someday