Underlying depression, have to crawl into my room
Underlying depression don’t want to know about the moon in june
Outside there’s a cavalcade of clowns but they`re bringing me down
With underlying depression
Underlying depression and it’s starting in my backyard
Underlying depression, and these times ain’t even so hard
Lord I was born with the blues and my blue suede shoes
And underlying depression
Underlying depresslon and there’s ust nowhere to turn
Underlying depression and things just seem to turn in on one
Sometimes I’m stuck in the corner just like little jack horner
With underlying depression
Underlying depression and I just can’t get it right
Underlying depression I’ve got to fight it with all of my might
Right now I don’t want to be alone
Get my baby on the telephone
Underlying depression
Have to make some concessions when everything is working right
Have to count my blessings, helps me make it through the night
I’ve got love in my life as well as trouble and strife
And underlying depression
Underlying depression, underlying depression, underlying depression
Ain’t nothing but the blues
Underlying depression ain’t nothing but the blues
Underlying depression, ain’t nothing but the blues
Underlying depression
How I suffered in your love
How I loved you with all my senses
and how your love never brought me comfort!
How bad your love merely brought me pain!
Your love was nothing but a sizzling desert with no rain!
Your love makes me feel
that there is always something missing!
Like a rail with no train!
Like a genius with no brain!
Like a bed with no pillow!
Like a lonely life with no fellow!
Like a lock with no key!
Like a fish out of sea!
Your love was handicapped!
Like a bird with no wing
Like a bird that can not sing!
Like a crown with no king!
Like a knight with no white horse!
Like a soldier with no force!
I loved you passionately
From my head to toes
I kept on loving you
Even when your heart froze
your love was nothing
but a throne with no rose
But why do I blame you now?
When I am the one who chose
I chose to walk through your hopeless way
I knocked your door that day
I knocked your door
Even when I knew its closed
Even when I was sure!
I didn't turn my back and walk away!
I just wonder
why did I love you?
Did I love you
For your charming hazel eyes?
Or because you're so caring
Unlike all the other guys?
Did I love you
For your cute baby face?
Or I just love to feel your warm embrace?
Did I love you
For your un-resistable innocent smile?
Or is it just because your easy going style?
Did I love you
For your simple funny way?
Or is it just because I feel like I wanna be with you everyday?
Did I love you
Because together we always have fun?
Or is it just because yet I feel like we turned to be one?
Did I love you
For your endless kindness?
Or is it just because I hate to feel the loneliness?
Did I love you
For your gentle tender touch?
Or maybe because you just love me too much?
Did I love you
For you gave me an unbelievable attention?
Or is it just because you try by all means
to show me your undying affection?
Did I love you
For you make me feel so secure?
Or is it because you made me no more obscure?
Did I love you
Because with you I always feel so right?
Or is it because of the way you hold my hands so tight?
No, It's not just that
I just loved you
Because simply you are YOU!
Do you whisper my name while you are sleeping?
Do I pass by your mind while you are weeping?
Do you sometimes feel like you are out of control?
Do you sometimes feel me inside you
and sense me within your soul?
Do you sometimes hear me calling your name?
Do you hear my moan?
Do you sometimes pretend I'm with you in your home?
Do you talk to me when you are alone?
Do you ever see my vivid face?
Do you ever imagine you're holding me feeling my warm embrace?
Do you ever hear my footsteps?
Do you ever try to catch my fingertips?
Do you ever try to imagine the taste of my lips?
Do you ever wonder late at night and light up some candles?
Don't you really think we are perfect together just like angels?
Don't you think our love is just divine?
Do you ever dream to take me one day to dine?
Do you ever imagine that you're taking my hand to dance?
Do you ever feel so much romance?
Do you ever dream of us in a small,
cosy home on a very cold night?
When we will be sitting together beside
a burning fire and holding each other so tight?
Tell me honey
Do you ever feel these things?
I feel so lonely now
It is harsh when you feel lonely when you are on your own
But it is even harsher when you are in love and you still feel alone
What is the sense of falling in love and feeling lonely?
What is the sense of being in love and not emotionally satisfied?
What is the sense of giving so much when you are not given any attention?
I really don’t want to be with someone who can live with me
I want to be with someone who can “not” live without me
I don’t want to be with someone who can survive his day without my presence
I don’t want to be with someone who neglects me
as if I really do not exist
Stay as you are and insist
Suppress your kindness
Conceal your tenderness
Get colder …. Freeze your emotions …
Freeze them till they turn to ice
Do not push yourself to be nice
Keep on building this fence between us
Build it higher and higher …
I was always trying to keep myself back from you
I was so afraid to surrender my heart to you
And now that I did … I wish I didn’t …
Cause it would have been safer with me
I wish I never got close to you
Cause all you are doing now is hurting me so deep
I am tired of thinking all night what went wrong with you
I am really tired … I can’t even sleep
It is bad when you love someone who doesn’t understand you
But it is even worse if you love someone who misunderstands you
If you only understand what I can give
If you only understand the passion I have inside
You won’t be wasting all this time not being happy together….
Life is so strange
Nothing stays the same
Everything change
But who to blame
Life is like a game
Where you have to lose
Before you can gain
To win you have to face the fearful rain
In Life.. They always say
Don't use your heart
Only use your brain
In life there is love
But the more is hate
No one decide
They all hesitate
And who knows the fate
The closest people you need go away
When you need them the most
You find them lost
Day after day
Days go by
People are born.. and other die
Year after year
No one understands
Nothing is clear
Nothing in our hearts except fear
Today you walk & talk
Tomorrow you lay in your grave
And nothing it gave
The money that you save
And no use of your gold
When it won't be sold
You have to be strong
Stop doing the wrong
And never lie
Be ready for your last goodbye
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