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Underlying Depression

19:40 Feb 06 2010
Times Read: 419


Underlying depression, have to crawl into my room

Underlying depression don’t want to know about the moon in june

Outside there’s a cavalcade of clowns but they`re bringing me down

With underlying depression



Underlying depression and it’s starting in my backyard

Underlying depression, and these times ain’t even so hard

Lord I was born with the blues and my blue suede shoes

And underlying depression



Underlying depresslon and there’s ust nowhere to turn

Underlying depression and things just seem to turn in on one

Sometimes I’m stuck in the corner just like little jack horner

With underlying depression



Underlying depression and I just can’t get it right

Underlying depression I’ve got to fight it with all of my might

Right now I don’t want to be alone

Get my baby on the telephone

Underlying depression



Have to make some concessions when everything is working right

Have to count my blessings, helps me make it through the night

I’ve got love in my life as well as trouble and strife

And underlying depression



Underlying depression, underlying depression, underlying depression

Ain’t nothing but the blues

Underlying depression ain’t nothing but the blues

Underlying depression, ain’t nothing but the blues

Underlying depression


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Your love

19:36 Feb 06 2010
Times Read: 420


How I suffered in your love

How I loved you with all my senses

and how your love never brought me comfort!

How bad your love merely brought me pain!

Your love was nothing but a sizzling desert with no rain!



Your love makes me feel

that there is always something missing!



Like a rail with no train!

Like a genius with no brain!



Like a bed with no pillow!

Like a lonely life with no fellow!



Like a lock with no key!

Like a fish out of sea!



Your love was handicapped!

Like a bird with no wing

Like a bird that can not sing!

Like a crown with no king!



Like a knight with no white horse!

Like a soldier with no force!



I loved you passionately

From my head to toes

I kept on loving you

Even when your heart froze

your love was nothing

but a throne with no rose



But why do I blame you now?

When I am the one who chose

I chose to walk through your hopeless way



I knocked your door that day

I knocked your door

Even when I knew its closed

Even when I was sure!

I didn't turn my back and walk away!


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Why did I love you?

19:34 Feb 06 2010
Times Read: 421


I just wonder

why did I love you?



Did I love you

For your charming hazel eyes?

Or because you're so caring

Unlike all the other guys?



Did I love you

For your cute baby face?

Or I just love to feel your warm embrace?



Did I love you

For your un-resistable innocent smile?

Or is it just because your easy going style?



Did I love you

For your simple funny way?

Or is it just because I feel like I wanna be with you everyday?



Did I love you

Because together we always have fun?

Or is it just because yet I feel like we turned to be one?



Did I love you

For your endless kindness?

Or is it just because I hate to feel the loneliness?



Did I love you

For your gentle tender touch?

Or maybe because you just love me too much?



Did I love you

For you gave me an unbelievable attention?

Or is it just because you try by all means

to show me your undying affection?



Did I love you

For you make me feel so secure?

Or is it because you made me no more obscure?



Did I love you

Because with you I always feel so right?

Or is it because of the way you hold my hands so tight?



No, It's not just that

I just loved you

Because simply you are YOU!


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Do you?

19:32 Feb 06 2010
Times Read: 422


Do you whisper my name while you are sleeping?

Do I pass by your mind while you are weeping?



Do you sometimes feel like you are out of control?

Do you sometimes feel me inside you

and sense me within your soul?



Do you sometimes hear me calling your name?

Do you hear my moan?



Do you sometimes pretend I'm with you in your home?

Do you talk to me when you are alone?



Do you ever see my vivid face?

Do you ever imagine you're holding me feeling my warm embrace?



Do you ever hear my footsteps?

Do you ever try to catch my fingertips?

Do you ever try to imagine the taste of my lips?



Do you ever wonder late at night and light up some candles?

Don't you really think we are perfect together just like angels?



Don't you think our love is just divine?

Do you ever dream to take me one day to dine?



Do you ever imagine that you're taking my hand to dance?

Do you ever feel so much romance?



Do you ever dream of us in a small,

cosy home on a very cold night?

When we will be sitting together beside

a burning fire and holding each other so tight?



Tell me honey

Do you ever feel these things?


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broken
broken
00:44 Feb 08 2010

very nice...





 

Lonely

19:28 Feb 06 2010
Times Read: 425


I feel so lonely now

It is harsh when you feel lonely when you are on your own

But it is even harsher when you are in love and you still feel alone



What is the sense of falling in love and feeling lonely?

What is the sense of being in love and not emotionally satisfied?

What is the sense of giving so much when you are not given any attention?



I really don’t want to be with someone who can live with me

I want to be with someone who can “not” live without me

I don’t want to be with someone who can survive his day without my presence



I don’t want to be with someone who neglects me

as if I really do not exist

Stay as you are and insist

Suppress your kindness

Conceal your tenderness

Get colder …. Freeze your emotions …

Freeze them till they turn to ice

Do not push yourself to be nice

Keep on building this fence between us

Build it higher and higher …



I was always trying to keep myself back from you

I was so afraid to surrender my heart to you

And now that I did … I wish I didn’t …

Cause it would have been safer with me



I wish I never got close to you

Cause all you are doing now is hurting me so deep

I am tired of thinking all night what went wrong with you

I am really tired … I can’t even sleep



It is bad when you love someone who doesn’t understand you

But it is even worse if you love someone who misunderstands you

If you only understand what I can give

If you only understand the passion I have inside

You won’t be wasting all this time not being happy together….


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Life

19:27 Feb 06 2010
Times Read: 426


Life is so strange

Nothing stays the same

Everything change

But who to blame



Life is like a game

Where you have to lose

Before you can gain

To win you have to face the fearful rain



In Life.. They always say

Don't use your heart

Only use your brain



In life there is love

But the more is hate

No one decide

They all hesitate

And who knows the fate



The closest people you need go away

When you need them the most

You find them lost



Day after day

Days go by

People are born.. and other die



Year after year

No one understands

Nothing is clear

Nothing in our hearts except fear



Today you walk & talk

Tomorrow you lay in your grave

And nothing it gave

The money that you save

And no use of your gold

When it won't be sold



You have to be strong

Stop doing the wrong

And never lie

Be ready for your last goodbye


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