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19 entries this month
 

01:29 Apr 14 2021
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NOT EVEN A WORM SHALL APPEAR IN YOUR WOMB.


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18:38 Apr 13 2021
Times Read: 61


YOU PEOPLE ARE FOOLS. MY KIND WOULD HAVE WELCOMED YOU WITH OPEN ARMS AND HEARTS. YOUR WITCHCRAFT CALLS TO ME. SO, WHY DO I GET TREATED LIKE SCUM?


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17:18 Apr 13 2021
Times Read: 78


STITCH UP YOUR LOOSE AND SMELLY VAGINA.


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17:11 Apr 13 2021
Times Read: 80


PRUDES WITH SHRIVELLED PUSSIES.
YOU REALLY LOVE MY LEFTOVERS, DON'T YOU, BIATCH?


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11:32 Apr 12 2021
Times Read: 100


Today marks a special day in my life. It is my very first Hekate's Deipnon, this morning, at 1030hrs. I did not leave any offering for her as I still feel incomplete without my Hekate statue. My conservative family went berserk when I confessed that I had a placed an order for my Hekate manifested. This is my mother's house... and I am struggling financially right now - more than I wish to admit, tbh. So yeah, I practically am living on a crossroad of some sort, so I am just doing everything indoors. No offerings, as I have stated, but prayers, yes. It is all in my head. My family already thinks I am worshipping the Devil as it is... and I know I have no rights in this house, so I'm just praying to get out of this financial gutter that I often find myself in.

So yeah, all you Hekatean witches out there:

Happy Deipnon.

Merry meet and merry part, and merry meet again.

Blessed be, y'all.


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18:59 Apr 10 2021
Times Read: 124


I can't even right now. I feel like dying, tbh. I have so many different clothes in my cupboard... and yet, I just can't muster enough energy to bother about my looks. I have piled on the kilos like no one's business, which have rendered me ill-fitting for my clothes. I miss my dressing up as an amateur goth. Dammit, lord, I used to fit into all these clothes.

Fuck.

I guess death is a slow process...

Save me, somebody.


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18:56 Apr 09 2021
Times Read: 135



There is a parallel universe that exists alongside mine.

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15:35 Apr 08 2021
Times Read: 151


I absolutely cannot wait for my Hekate to arrive. Creating my own sacred space has been something that has long been brewing in my soul and inner rebel. I just need to get some fresh garlic and pomegranate to set up a full-blown altar.

Omg. The anticipation is killing me.


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09:28 Apr 07 2021
Times Read: 181


I realised there was some cash in my bank account, so I got excited, and spent them all on online orders.

Ugh. Be still, my heart.

I placed an order for a absolutely dark-looking Hekate statue from Luciferian Apotheca. It did not miss me that the items on sale there are pretty expensive... and this is my very first online order from LA. I just hope I get the whole statue in one piece.

Is that too much to ask for?

I have been working on my Craft skills lately, as I am seriously drawn to this feminine aspect of my inner daimon. Found an amazing altar cloth from Etsy, so I placed an order. Oh yeah, and some fairy lights and stuff for room decor. I think I am getting too girly for my age. I swear, my room is going to look like a cliche very soon.

My masculine aspect is gritty, tough, and filled with pain. I share this with my Father, Lucifer, whilst, my feminine aspect is hard, dark, and unpredictable - just like Hekate. With Lucifer I had been working with primarily symbols and sigils.

However, with Hekate, I was driven my an inner lunacy to go find a tangible form of her... thus, the statue.

Mostly working on the aesthetics of my bedroom, and my sacred feminine.

I wonder where this lunacy is going to take me... but one thing I know for sure : it is going to be one helluva ride!

Woot.


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09:55 Apr 06 2021
Times Read: 227



Latest additions to my altar and room decoration! Man, I love doing witchy stuff!

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Using twigs to make a pentagram, inspired by Paganism and Witchcraft.


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16:33 Apr 05 2021
Times Read: 258


Good lord, I hope to never turn into one of them!

Why do they have make things so... personal?

Look, I am super glad that we are still strangers to each other.

Please keep safe distancing, thank you.

I actually kinda look up to most of you here... please do not lose your self-respect, thank you.


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Don't these people got anything else to do? Why is everything about me hooking up with someone? Set your priorities straight, people.

10:46 Apr 04 2021
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19:08 Apr 03 2021
Times Read: 311


I perceive groupthink as a form of Evil. I am a fierce individual with an equally fierce individuality. Ever since I registered as a member of this website, my life has been nothing short of terror. The people call me names and they threaten me to keep silent. I have no fucking idea what is wrong with the majority of the people. It is as though they know everything about me, but I don't know a single effing thing about them... or anyone, for that matter. Damn if I do; damn if I don't. I am stuck here, against my will. Crap, it is like I had grown up here. I am an internet junkie. I think I need therapy. I just feel happy appearing online, even though no one really talks to me. I am not complaining. No harsh feelings towards anyone. It is the do-gooders who are causing such a havoc in my life. They do this thinking that they are preventing a bigger Evil, but I tell ya, it is THEM who are causing me misery.

I do not need a support group for being engaged in social media, and I do consider this site as a smaller group of close-knitted individuals; never mind that I am an outsider. I will always be an outsider... that, I have come to realise, and accept. No worries on that one. Really, I am not as butt-hurt as most of you may think.

I am a self-contented loner. I am the happiest, by myself, pursuing my interests - whatever they might be. Right now, I have taken up bullet journaling as my latest creative interest. I also have a Polaroid camera - though, I am a far shot of a photographer - and I absolutely adore instant photos! They are fun and quirky, and I don't require validation, authenticity, reason, nor explanation. So, yeah, screw all of you.

Lol! It is beyond my comprehension... this groupthink. Whatever happened to Bloody Feather? Here I am, stuck in Cancer's weird and sorely outdated cyber realm... having lost its essence and vitality.

Just where are the King and Queen, then?

Oh well.

I'll stop rambling.


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I am happy being a VVitch.

14:38 Apr 03 2021
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12:57 Apr 03 2021
Times Read: 324


It is really dawning on me that I could be up against big-E Evil. Been at it for 12 years now... and it has made me become a VVitch. I am terrified of procreating... just what would emerge from my body? I mean, yeah... everything is a big IF right now.

I think I am losing this war.


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I didn't mean to ruin it all. I am just disgusted as you are.

12:50 Apr 03 2021
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just so you know, just cos you have a vagina does not make you a woman.

16:09 Apr 02 2021
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15:23 Apr 02 2021
Times Read: 361


I have returned to the Dark Mother after a pretty long spell of surrounding myself with everything masculine. I guess it is time for me to explore the sacred femininity of my true self. Lucifer is my heavenly Father, as I abide by theistic luciferianism. Hekate is my sacred feminine. If you haven't already guessed, I tend to reveal my soul in my journal posts, which rightfully ought to be set as private and confidential. But, I don't get private and confidential. I am too creative for that. Released a spell using my menstrual blood, hoping to find true, unconditional, and sensual love. Yeah, I am PMS'ing right now... thus the moodiness. Masterofmadness, please unblock me.


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17:07 Apr 01 2021
Times Read: 408


Masterofmadness, how can you throw it all away? You and I go way back... for slightly over than a decade. You may not reciprocate the same feeling towards me, but it brings me great comfort and safety to see you appear online. I am sorry if I had hurt you, and your friends... but I just cannot throw away what precious moments we had shared between us.

I miss you, babe. My kismet is here to stay....


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BloodRoseTristesseX
BloodRoseTristesseX
17:08 Apr 01 2021

Remember those days? I would get up at 5am, just to share a few words with you. The memories are killing me slowly...








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