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So i've been away for a while, not been on this site for ages, its totaly changed, it weird because i started talking to some nice people, and i totaly forgot about them, how nice of me to do that, i feel bad for doing it, just totaly forgot, sat here thinking last night, "Im bored, i might find something to do" and started searching my browser bar, and the site URL popedup, and before i had chance to send any mail my internet died for the rest of the morning into early evening.



So onto my story, ive had a funny few months, ive finaly come to terms with "My ex-girlfriend is a bitch" sorry to say it, but its true, after a month of planning how to killmyself, i looked for help, i got help, and depression been what it is, i started getting into the "I dont want to do that" moods, so i droped it, only recently ive started planning it all over again, but i know, i know, your sat there thinking "moaning B****** get over it, your not the only one with problems" but what sets me aside from others is the fact i have a dad whos an alcoholic and i dont know, and hardly any "real" friends... that brings me to the new part.



I've been looking for work, so boring i know, but hey, i need money, but so far, na-da not one job offer, im thinking about becoming a male hooker, should be fun, or a male stripper "Strip tease for £5"(or)"strip tease for $10", no honestly, is so hard to get a job, im slowly giving up, but hey look on the bright side, ive got money, sure 5£ a week to myself.



Then comes the issues about getting a "Girlfriend" i've got a crush, but god damn it, she lives to far away, suckish to be honest so while shes off on "Blind dates" and im stuck here sitting online all the time, been bored & thinking "God i wish i could live in the US" its not going to happy, she told me the other night after a long talk(wont go into) "If you lived in the US, you'd have alot of girls after you.



Sure i might, but thats the problem "English chicks dont digg me!" I cant afford to move to america... (might soudnd big headed) but i know American chicks will digg me more as most of my "Internet girl" friends are americans, and they all said the same thing "Charming, romantic, funny sence of humor, good looks & a sexy accent & voice" hell, if im able to get a girlfriend over in America in a week, ill swim there and live in a box.



Over the past few weeks, ive seen loads of people in relationships, 90% of my friends are in on, i was sat here thinking "Why do people say God i hate been single" then i got older & more soppy.



Unlike most guys over here, im one of the few who want a seriouse relationship, someone you can trust and respect, not rush into things and when you say something soppy they wont laugh at you because im a romantic guy, i have to comment a girls good lucks, good personality, style & things, its who i am, i dont want a girl who laughs and says "Stupid idiot" i want someone whos going to smile and say something like "Aww thats sweet, thanks" or is that me just been to picky?



One of my friends admitted she thought i was gay, because of the reasons you just read(hopefully) i was like "No no no im not gay love" (i have nothing against gay or bi people, im just not gay, she told me the reasons and i was like "Damn cant a guy be nice without them thinking hes gay?"



So thats it really appart from other stuff. But im guessing your bored, so ill leave you bee.



All the best!