well today I over slept yet again
woke up at 9pm ran to the store
for smokes and then ate dinner
watched some tv and then
came on here for a bit
maybe just maybe I might
get on SL for the rest of
my night is going pretty good so far
with no drama or shit going on it has been very
quite around here for me even my aunt has been
good so far she hasn't even touched anything
to drink the past week or so
it so nice not to fight with her anymore
that would make me so fucking mad when
she would start shit with me for no reason
I slept most of the day away but thank god my aunt woke me up or I would of slept til nightfall
I had to walk to get us dinner early this evening and then got onto SL for a bit until my bestfriend went to bed and now I'm on here.
I try not to get on here much cause of all the drama that is going on here I try to stay away from it all cause I have enough in my life right now so much that I have to hide in my damn room unrtil my aunt falls asleep for the night.
the cabin that she lives in was build near the woods that her little brother disappeared in the family spend years looking for him with no help from anyone he would've been 18 years old today. his mom took his disappearance really hard she would've stayed in bed for days crying for her little boy to be returned to his family that loves him.
his little sister kept looking towards the dark woods knowing the story about her older brother disappearing when he was going for a soccer ball that was kicked to far his parents kept warning him about going near the woods but he just would not listen he always thought it was all a lie a dumb story.
I been playing a game called second life I was hooked on it back in the day I would be on from the moment I got up until the next day without any sleep I would stay up for days back then but now I cant even keep my eyes open long enough to get into a good RP with a city that IM in I roleplay a gorean slave and on another avi of mine i play a mistress.
Its been so damn long since I Role played anything cause I took a small brake from SL for a while ugh my bestfriend and her daughter talked me into returning to SL never thought i would ever go back to it lol
I was just woken up by my aunt
she was really upset over some shit that was going on today
some lady called my aunt saying some bullshit getting my aunt going and all
this is bullshit they need to stop this
bullshit right now!!
I'm sorry hun, its must be one of those days..
i was so scared that my aunt might be arested cause of this bullshit that went on today all i want to do is call that bitch and do some big time yelling at this woman for getting my aunt going like she did...ugh my damn chest hurts big time right now
Turn off the phones lol.
I did just that i really got tired of them calling
I never knew I would have to say goodbye to my mom it was the most hardest thing to do but thank god I had my bestfriend there with me that day she was there for me to lean on when we pulled the plug on her
I miss her so much I miss her cooking her singing I miss every thing about her there is not a day that goes by I dont think about her we were very close when i was younger and then she started drinking and poping pills which did no good for her that is the reason she died.
today i feel like shit its been like this for a few days now
i tried everything to make myself feel better but nothing really works