I just got two job offers Huzzah.
Lets see if I can pull it off lol.
Again, Stupid job searching.
Hours on end to find absolutly nothing. My time at the place I'm working at may end. They've run out of work. So they no longer need my services.
I'm sick and tired of this shit. I need something stable so I can fucking eat. So fucking tired of this crap. I went to two other jobs durring this time. They didn't think I could do it, though I preformed admiralbly.
What is up with the world. Why can't I just get a job and have it for years on end. I don't care if I advance. I just want to eat. I want to live. I don't want to sit here trying to figure out where to ask for help.
I'm doing every thing I can. Yet I still fail. What is dooming me. What is the cause of this bullshit. Can you tell I'm fucking upset. I just choked down a cig. In not even 2 mins. These people don't seem to understand the situation.
I'm out of food. I'm out of options. I'm running out of time. A hand full of people helping me is great.
I appresate it.
I really don't know what to do. I'm doing everything I can. Yet, it seems it's aggainst me to succseed. I may of spelt that wrong. Who bloody knows.
Any help would be apressitive. Suggestions theroys anything. I'm feed up with this. I'm about to chew some temp agencys out. I belong to 7 of them. Yet there is nothing out there? I doubt that. They wouldn't have a buisness if there was nothing out there.
What do I do? What can I do?
Got to see my kids today.
They are so big.
Spent 7 hours with them.
It was fun to splash with my kids.
It was sad that I don't know when i'm going to see them again.
Must earn wages that can't even pay the rent
Must work at a job that a child could do
Must go at 10pm and be out at 6am
Must go nuts listening to other people having it better then me
Must try not to smoke all my cigs right now.
Must try not to think of what doom i'm facing.
Must work at a job that pays squat.
Must go threw numourous reports
Must make a box, to put my work in
work X 8
Call other agencys
Slee oh crap time for work
ran out of gas now what?
get money for gas
how you don't have any
Please shoot me kill me rape me torture me burn me pillage me davey jones locker me rain on me bake me nuke me foil me roast me bake me fry me any of those will do.
I am out of options.
I have some help.
Not enough help
I don't know what to do!
love when people tell you one thing and take it back.
BTW That's not implying to my job.
which basicly happend but i'm not talking about that on the line above btw.
Turn your back on me I don't care
Well Yah I do care.
I'm fighting to survive this time it's personal
I lothe how one place tells you one thing, the other tells you something else.
Most of you didn't know I had taken on 2 full time jobs just so I can make ends meet. The second job just told my temp service i wasn't what they were looking for.
When everything seemed fine and dandy.
, and now it's not.
Well I don't know what's going to happen.
Right now its' dooooooom Incert curse you richards line here.
Sadness has brought up this entry.
Sadly I'm in a bad situation.
I just took on another job. However, There is not enough funds until 20 days for me to pay my bills.
I need money and just don't have it. I don't know what to do. I'll be assed late fees and my credit will go down.
If you wish to help send me a message.
What an episode. It was nothing I would dream of in a million years. I'd tell you all the tidbits but you probly havn't seen it yet. I liked the conclusion and the teaser for next season. It was a masterpiece for Doctor Who. One of the best since the End of the world Daleck episode last season. Not to mention the Two part Cybermen episode. I'm sure I'll watch it again and again. All I need now is to wait for the entire season two to be ready for me to get.
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