I feel sick to the stomach. I've made a mistake. I am never ordering anything online again, unless it's on Amazon. I should have seen the clues- ads with only questions, but no actual purchase reviews. Never again assume a website with a PayPal is legit. I'm hoping PayPal support will come through with a refund.
Never spend money you're not prepared to lose, right? Or maybe im spoiled for expecting a product or service everytime?
I feel awful.
What was it you bought? Paypal has automatic buyer protection, you should have a few months to file a claim at which point they'll want your side of the story including evidence of how you were scammed. Paypal almost always sides with the buyer in situations like that, like 99% of the time, so it'll probably all work out fine. It sucks getting scammed though, been there, not pleasant, but more often than not people don't get away with it.
I feel simply like I could explode and no one would know i was gone. Years wasted trying to be someone- a happy someone, a kind someone, someone someone could care about. And nothing. Nothing for my efforts. Only a pressing emptiness crawling its way out of me, seeking and destroying my life in its wake. It's my fault, but it was not my intention-could I have some reprieve? Someone tell me everything is going to be alright.
how badly did you fall? remember that just because it seems bad now that it isnt the end.
it will be alright.
you must first acknowledge that you are not perfect and that you are working on those flaws and turning them into merits before you try and impress anyone else. you must impress yourself.