Don't bother reading to know
if you won't bother applying what's learned.
Knowing is not enough,
you must APPLY the knowledge.
Willing is not enough,
you must DO the work.
You either do or do not,
there is no "tried".
How I will take it:
Yes=Yes
No=No
Maybe=No
I don't know=No.
(I know it says I'm male and yet I openly acknowledge and respect that concept, it's almost like I'm not even human)
INFP (Study the youtube videos)
Neurospicy (Divergent)
Overthinker
Me.
So, if there is no sincerity behind your words, don't waste them.
~ to whomever may be of concern~
Beauty may be internal but, rarely anyone truly takes the time to learn, acknowledge, accept and respect in order to appreciate what's on the inside.
Don’t concern yourself with the end goal; follow your heart and enjoy the journey, because there is always a step you can take, no matter how small you perceive it to be.
I'm not broken, I'm healing. I'm not messed up, I'm a unique individual. We have no right to talk about other people, we're all who we are in some way. It's just, we've adapted differently.. This is how I've adapted. This is how my inner being seeps through the cracks.
Do forgive the little I make understandable.
Just looking for those who'll take the time to see more.
Closed off yet opening, introverted, misunderstood yet understanding, deviant with neurotic, anxiety and depression issues. Looking for a way out of the void that consumes from within, and instead to consume the void and use the empty as creative opportunity.
We are all in some way tattered and torn in search of aid to hold the pieces of ourselves we have left together during our private times. We attempt sane and "normal" appearing for others more than ourselves. Jeapordizing ourselves to be accepted enough during everyone else's social time.
Likes:
I like the stars. It's the illusion of permanence, I think. I mean, they're always flaring up and caving in and going out. But from here, I can pretend...I can pretend that things last. I can pretend that lives last longer than moments. Gods come, and gods go. Mortals flicker and flash and fade. Worlds don't last; and stars and galaxies are transient, fleeting things that twinkle like fireflies and vanish into cold and dust. But I can pretend...
Dislikes:
We spend our entire lives going to school, going to work, and providing for ourselves, to the point where we have neglected our hearts and what really makes them sing. Along the way, we are told how the world is, how it works, what to do, how to be, and what is ‘normal.’ This has put many people in the position of being concerned with what others think of them. We develop a need for acceptance and constant affirmation. As a result of this need, in combination with the realities of the daily grind, we neglect to nourish our souls, which is why so many of us feel down, and depressed. It is why we continue, subconsciously, to harm our bodies with toxic substances (smoking, drinking, fastfood, damaging physical alterations), not even realizing why we engage in the same old habits. I believe it’s because we are hurting, it’s because we are not taught to follow our passions and take risks, it’s because we are told the world is a certain way and we have to play by those rules.
We get life, and breath, a world to walk and a path through the world, and the free will to wander the world as we choose.
~
GAMES:
Yu-Gi-Oh Master duel: ID 196-295-744
Xbox one: Void Lifer
Mobile legends: Sic.
~
In summary:
The way I see it, none of us are getting out of here alive
So lets get to know each other
Become friends with random people
Eat the delicious food, be silly, be kind
Take the chance with people that we want taken in ourselves
We only have this one life to try
And no matter how long, in the end it will seem too short
So if I come off weird or too strong, do forgive me
Its just me asking for a chance to try at what could be
Please forgive me in advance for at times seeming not good enough.
I could never again be an angel.
Innocence, once lost, can never be regained.. Still, I would rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief.
We only get one life. There's no need to choose an impossible path. It's fine to live as we like and die as we like. However, protecting a precious person... We must not forget this no matter what path we choose.
In all, I prefer the sad truth over a happy lie.
If you want to be accepted, then accept.
If you want to be heard, then say.
If you want to know, then ask.
If you want to be understood,
then take time understanding.
If you want progress, then have patience.
If you want to do, then let's.
If you want to have, then create.
If you want to stay, then come.
If you want to leave, then go.
Take a piece of advice from a man who has witnessed as well personally experienced others push away every chance of happiness because it was never enough.
If it's within your grasp, if you know where it is and who it's with, then you should run to it, grasp it and never let it go.
Others may not like what they see,
but only YOU can know how you feel.
Take care and blessed be
