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Love this band

03:03 Apr 30 2021
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No more drama

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17:06 Apr 29 2021
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Many of those who try to create a group of followers do so out of a deep-rooted sense of inadequacy and a need to be worshipped and adored. We are not a cult, and we are not interested in “recruiting” followers! We focus on independent, self-chosen like-mindedness and bonds of unity. Binding people together through desperation or intimidation is a mortal -minded trait and will only promote mortal-minded structures and hierarchies.


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Just gonna leave this here...again..

08:17 Apr 29 2021
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"Cults will love you to death while you represent a prospective convert to their group. As a member a tight family love will surround you as you faithfully promote their cause.
However, when it is clear that a prospect will not join the group or a member voices doubts, create waves, or leaves the group, all love ceases.
Indeed scorn is immediately heaped on these individuals and remaining members are told not to have any contact with them."


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22:19 Apr 27 2021
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This should be interesting. *chuckles to herself*


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18:03 Apr 27 2021
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We all need friends real or imagined.

When my daughter was little she had an imaginary friend. It was a little kitty about the size of the palm of her hand which wasn’t very big. His name was Uckshow. Me being the parent I am I have never forgotten what it is like to use my imagination to play so I brought out my little childhood friends I made up and we would “play” together.
I think imagination is very important even past adulthood it helps us to learn to cope with life’s difficulties. I find it’s funny that most of that also happens in our brains as well when we dream at night. We are essentially in a different realm playing scenarios out in our brain to help figure life out and make sense of it’s complexities.
Now most of us that choose have our beliefs in some form of a higher power whatever it may be. Can we really reach out and touch and see these beings? Can we converse with these beings? Have a relationship with these higher beings?
This is somehow ingrained in us to search for this higher being that seems to know all and be all for comfort. To help us possibly move on to the next phase of life which is the big great unknown which is death because let’s face it we all will have a bodily death at some point or another.
We want our beings to go on even past death another ingrained sense. We long for immortality. This might not be everyone’s experience across the board but I think this is probably most of humanity. I think all these things I mentioned are interconnected...let me know what you think?


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KONA
KONA
19:32 Apr 27 2021

I agree with what you mean I do that withbmy nephews alot they love it and it helps them keep going and smiles

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22:22 Apr 25 2021
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I wonder when you’re actually going to grasp that I don’t care what others think of me.
I only care what one being thinks of me and everything else besides that is irrelevant to me.


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What I think..

17:06 Apr 25 2021
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Just because people are older than someone else doesn’t mean they are experienced in a certain area of life. It doesn’t mean they don’t hold some form of wisdom or understanding the other may lack.
My children have taught me that lesson and they are decades younger than me.
You shouldn’t discount others because they are younger than you. Not everyone is at the same level of experience just because they are “older” You could stand to learn something if you keep an open mind. When a teacher ceases to be a student they begin to become irrelevant.


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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
18:09 Apr 25 2021

I definitely agree with you on this:) These youngins nowdays teach all kindsa lessons, ones that are invaluable in life and ones you'd least expect. I am grateful for that:)





 

14:03 Apr 25 2021
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Ohh the memories behind this song. Lol









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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
16:48 Apr 25 2021

Oh snap that goes wayyy back:) I want my MTV LOL!





LessThanHuman
LessThanHuman
16:52 Apr 25 2021

Lol Makes me feel old.





 

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05:19 Apr 24 2021
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Just a disclaimer not everything I write about in my journals is about people here. I write in metaphors a lot I see certain similarities in other things versus things that happen in my life.
Most of the time I’m just releasing pent up feelings that I could not otherwise express in my life openly.
I pretty much write in riddles and I am unclear about who it pertains to because I don’t want people drawing conclusions that they shouldn’t from the things I write thinking it may be about them when it isn’t.


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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
06:04 Apr 26 2021

I love peeking in your soul brushes. You are sometimes intense and I enjoy reading the thoughts that encapsulate your moments right then:)





LessThanHuman
LessThanHuman
11:37 Apr 26 2021

Lol I can be very intense seems to be my way most of the time. Not sure it’s a good thing or a bad thing. Maybe misguided passion.





 

02:39 Apr 24 2021
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Oh the irony..lol damn you YouTube...lol

02:13 Apr 24 2021
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01:32 Apr 24 2021
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I’ve been so undone today in emotional pain. Looking at the things that overshadow everything about us. The things that overshadow that connection that just doesn’t seem to go away for me. I know that I am probably the furthest thing from your mind but I’ve tried to push it away, drowned it and I can’t escape it...and there’s just not a damn thing I can do about it anymore then to just let the pain I feel just flow out of me.


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20:18 Apr 23 2021
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I have some errands to run. Then I think when I get back I’m going to settle down with one of the two books I bought and a drink. It’s been one of those kind of weeks. I just need to separate and cut myself off from a lot of things that have been going on in my mind as of late.


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Already Gone

18:52 Apr 23 2021
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13:24 Apr 23 2021
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I know maybe my past hasn’t been as bad as others but in the past decade I have realized a few things that are true.
I made friends with people who I should have never made friends with. Married someone who I should have probably never married. Kept people in my life that were damaging to me. I never realized just how my past groomed me to allow people to take advantage of my good nature and boy have people done just that. Lol
I have built walls not on purpose but because I seem to attract the wrong type of people into my life. So I make myself seem unapproachable. I push people away before they have a chance to push me away. I know that’s not healthy but I’m working on it. I know not everyone is going to see eye to eye with me.
Gone are those days where I settle for less. I know in a way it might seem like I have gone backwards but I’m not I’m moving on. Just because a friendship ends doesn’t make me a bad person. I know who I am and that I do have a good heart. I may have some problems but honestly who doesn’t?
I very rarely let people in anymore. It hurt for awhile but it doesn’t do any good to hold onto those things and people. I’m not going to push for a place in anyone’s life that doesn’t see my importance in this world. I want to be valued and appreciated for my friendship. Not to be seen as a burden in someone’s life.








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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
14:48 Apr 23 2021

Rascal Flatts :::sighs::: I have loved this group since their song I Melt.

You have a good heart. Don't let anyone tell you any less:)





 

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14:20 Apr 21 2021
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Been busy the past few days. I’m a proud new birdie owner of a Lutino and albino parakeet.
It’s been a while since I had birds. Had quite a few of them in my childhood and I missed them. They are bonding well and right now I’m sitting on the couch drinking my coffee watching YouTube videos of parakeets singing they love it they “talk back” to the birds on the TV.
I know some people are annoyed by the sound of birds but I find it comforting.


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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
14:45 Apr 21 2021

I bet they are jus adorable♡





LessThanHuman
LessThanHuman
18:35 Apr 21 2021

They’s so fluffy and cute. They are so cute when they are snuggled and fluffed up next to each other.





 

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14:35 Apr 18 2021
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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
14:44 Apr 21 2021

I love me some Chris:) Good song!





LessThanHuman
LessThanHuman
18:34 Apr 21 2021

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07:19 Apr 18 2021
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15:25 Apr 14 2021
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Honestly anymore I’m not afraid of dying. I used to fear death but now I find myself longing for it.
Yea I know that’s not the way of a Vampyre but fuck what others say. Walk a fucken mile in my shoes sometime and you might understand why I feel this way.
I’m sick of always being the “better person” when people constantly choose to walk all over me. Sick of giving my heart to others that throw it on the ground and step all over it.
I’m only the monster this world has made me become.
There are very few happy memories in my life but happiness is very short lived.
I just want to move on to the next stage and be over it. I’m tired just so fucking tired....









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04:51 Apr 14 2021
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I feel a bit calmer now that it’s nighttime here. I laid in bed most of the day with the sun blocking curtains drawn and the light off. I was finally able to fall asleep for a little bit. Getting more sleep helped. I couldn’t sleep because of the pounding in my head last night and this morning.
Pain medicine didn’t even touch it.
I finally had an appetite to eat something and ate a pack of crackers.


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22:42 Apr 13 2021
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I fucking love this revamped version. Lol The video is like a short film.

20:07 Apr 13 2021
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19:15 Apr 13 2021
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Today is not a good day for me. Today is one of those days it’s just best for me to not be around anyone. That dark part of me is ruling right now. That part that says bad things because I’m so over the bullshit.
No pill, no drug in the world helps right now. It only makes it worse at this point.
I could tap a vein right now and would feel nothing for anyone.
Just stay away from me. Haven’t you done enough already?
You do not bring out the best in me though I am fully responsible for my actions and what I say. You drive and feed on it despite the fact you say you don’t.
Just my feelings not directed to any one person here. I do love you probably as much as I hate you. How is that even healthy? It’s not. Think what you want I have absolutely no fucks to give anymore about any of this petty gangster vampyre bullshit.


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16:22 Apr 13 2021
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"Cults will love you to death while you represent a prospective convert to their group. As a member a tight family love will surround you as you faithfully promote their cause.
However, when it is clear that a prospect will not join the group or a member voices doubts, create waves, or leaves the group, all love ceases.
Indeed scorn is immediately heaped on these individuals and remaining members are told not to have any contact with them."

Well damn I couldn’t have said it better myself. Lol Public enemy number one.


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01:28 Apr 13 2021
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I can see now this is a deeper pit of pure fuckery and long standing feuds than I initially realized.
Keep that shit away from me. Lol
No one is in this to be “the better” person or to really work anything out to come to a resolution. It’s an all out clan war. It’s like a bad nightmare of a real life DD board game. Do people really live their lives like this?
Fuck!!
I just have no words right now...just none..


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18:27 Apr 12 2021
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The joke is on you than. Lol If you thought I actually really cared that you would try to come and take me out. It’s easy to threaten others over the internet. It’s another thing entirely when you’re standing face to face with an adversary. I have been threatened multiple times on here. So many I have actually lost count. Guess what nothing has happened!! Lol
I’m still here!! It’s one thing to actually hunt someone down to kill them, that takes a different breed of person. Honestly I don’t think you see me as that much of a threat or it would have already happened.
You may not be impressed by me but know this I will go down fighting whatever would ever come my way and I will go straight for the jugular and rip their throat out with my bare teeth and feed on them while they bleed out.
It’s been a long time since I have fed that way. Decades, don’t underestimate me.
Never mess with a vampyre that has absolutely no fucks to give anymore.

Story time:

Reminds me of a bully that continued to fuck with me and fuck with me until I snapped and she got a mouthful of fist. Good thing for her it was before I awoke to what I was.
I was still a minor at the time no record while hers was a mile long. The incident was expunged from my record after I turned 18 as long I “stayed out of trouble” Her on the other hand she was fucked.. good thing I decided not to press charges on her. Too bad the state had it in for her and my uncle was good friends with the sheriff at the time. I was very close to going to juvie because of this dumb twat who was just out of control flapping her gums trying to pick a fight with any person she could. Her home life must have been worse than mine was. I just hid my crazy better than her I suppose.
Not saying I would be that lucky this time around that was a different time all together but I still have no record until this day. I would assume you probably have one by the sounds of all the fuckery you spout off.
I have faced men bigger than me by a couple feet. One in a parking lot beating the shit out of a women that was pregnant while everyone stood around and just gawked I was that crazy bitch that stepped in and put my body between him and her for a complete stranger I didn’t even know. I knew at any moment that fucker could have done something to me but when I stepped in others started to surround me and I knew if anything they all had my back after that because none of them had the balls to step in first and help her.
You don’t know me. I really wish you would stop lying about who I am to everyone. I make mistakes like everyone.
Just like there is bad there is good inside me.


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Drayton
Drayton
18:52 Apr 12 2021

Real vampires love Vampire Rave.



LessThanHuman
LessThanHuman
19:06 Apr 12 2021

LMAO!! Flashing around how they have killed someone like they are proud of it or something. I thought the Black Veil was to protect human life? They continually break their own laws.
Felons are not even supposed to be brought into the family.
I could go on and on but it really isn’t worth another ounce of my time.





Drayton
Drayton
19:40 Apr 12 2021

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4293jP2KWTk





 

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04:17 Apr 12 2021
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I once read somewhere that birthmarks are thought to be marks from previous past life deaths. I have a birthmark on the left side of my stomach. It’s a rather large one could say it resembles a sword slash. It makes me wonder sometimes but like with anything it doesn’t mean it’s necessarily true.


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Fizbop
Fizbop
08:52 Apr 12 2021

i've heard this too.





 

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03:21 Apr 12 2021
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Fuck this tequila is good. Lol


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03:05 Apr 12 2021
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Listening to music because screw this fuckery.


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