I stumble in a daze. I cant figure out what is going on in my mind. Too many thoughts. No control.. It is all-overwhelming. All I want is to not be here anymore. Yes I wish for death.
I’m not suicidal..
And if ever there was a word that describes it all it would be bored…. I hate that word.. but really describes it all
What have I to look forward to.?
I life of anger, hurt and pain…
Another life of anger hurt and pain
People often ask if my morbid curiosity for vampires has to do with immortality. I half choke and scoff in my head.. Why the fuck would I want to live forever?
I think I’m not even half way through, and I’m sick of it.
Everyday drags on
The same as the last
Nothing to look forward to
Not even a glimpse of hope some days…
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