Today I have realized that I am becoming a lot like the classic Disney villain that only the realest people can understand.
I’m becoming like those Disney villains who didn’t want to be villains, but were made villains by those around them who ether mistreated them enough times or disregarded their feelings enough for them to become villains. To become the strong ones and the mean ones in order to get respect or distance out of it.
I don’t want this for myself. I don’t want to become like the classic villain of every Disney story. But I have been hurt (emotionally) so many times that becoming a villain is almost inevitable at this point in my life. I also have a cat, and most Disney villains have cats. (But Thor Cat doesn’t seem to be that sort of villain’s cat. But I guess we’ll see.)
The worst part is that I don’t think I mind becoming a villain anymore if it means that I will get the power and respect from that power that I deserve.
Have the day you deserve. Rose~ 🖤🥀
You know the day after an incident rises up with other people is usually the best time to reflect and think of how you could have made it better even if it wasn’t or was your fault. Because no matter whether or not you were in the wrong or the right, I have found that you always feel better when You apologize. “It starts with Sorry. That’s your foot in the door one sincere Sorry.”
Ok later guys. I’m off to finish my novel book before I pick up the study book.
Love y’all! Rose~
Wish I could go back one more day
Say all the things I didn't say
But you're not around
So I fill the silence with all of your memories
1st verse of Young At Heart by ItaloBrothers.
This song is really a mood today ngl.
Anyway, peace out.
Well hi guys. I just woke up at 7:30PM and I’m starting my night with WWE Monday night raw and cheezits then I’m going to get to my vampire studies. Yes I’m nocturnal. So yeah.
Have a fun night everyone!
Rose~
Be careful out there you guys not all vampires are friendly like most of them here are. Just yesterday I left a vampire group on Facebook and they were very toxic. They made me feel icky, and they caused me to doubt myself and the Night before I woke up with a very traumatizing nightmare, which I posted in a separate journal entry here but I know I only woke up with a nightmare yesterday morning, but I also woke up feeling tired and drained yet slept that night.
I am convinced that there are vampires like that on every social media website out there especially sites like this one but this one is well regulated so that people don’t get attacked like that.
But just be careful and keep your protections up and don’t let shit like that bother you for too long.
Peace out. ✌️
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What you describe sonds like the so called "energy vampires" who are actually just humans who rob others of energy through their negativity, teasing or mocking. Can't imagine how those real psy vampires could tap into someone without at least an encounting. But yes I guess there are vampires who harm others psychically through permanently feeding on lifeforce or even the soul.
But I'm really not an expert, just someone who cannot explain some things to himself.
Picking up from last night.
So. Last night a friend sent me a YouTube video about the secret of true happiness.
Basically not to let things continue to bother me after incidents.
Sure during those said incidents may cause my emotions to go allllll out of whack. But the trick is to not let them negative emotions and thoughts dictate my day. Because the universe will plan out your day based on your current emotions.
That is why it is veeeeeery important to smile and look for the rainbow after the storm instead focusing on all the damage that the storm has caused.
The universe decided to test me today on the lesson from that YouTube video that I saw last night. And I could only say that I passed the test with flying colors.
Also my friend is very proud of me. And I am so lucky and grateful to have this friend in my life.
Friends: They are good to have. But just make sure that at the end of the day that your friends lift you up and help you and make you happy instead of tearing you down.
That’s all for tonight folks. See you tomorrow. (Or lasted since I’m online most of the time.)
Blessed Be!
Now I just found out that my mom is an psy vampire and she’s been feeding on me my whole life.
Long story short she just called, and I was in a good mood till she tried starting shit.
She’s part of the problem of why I feel so lost and confused in my life.
Gods I need a mentor…
Hey all! I’m new here, and I am new to the Vampire community. I’m looking to learn about the vampire community, also I am LHP and new in the LHP community as well anyone that’s LHP I would love to learn anything that you might wish to pass on to me.
(But please be patient with me because I am a very sensitive person and I’m not very good with words.)
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Welcome let me know if u want a mentor I have one,!
Welcome and enjoy
Welcome 🎊
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Welcome to VR
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