Sachet's Journal

Sachet's Journal


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24 entries this month

00:54 May 31 2023
Times Read: 262

Well, using, hopefully, something stronger for my ulcers.
Been seeing prilosacads commercials, all night. Let's see in a week. And, will be seeing a new main doc.

God, another guy, came up to me, asked where I'm going. I said to the park for a free meal. Before I knew it he grabbed my neck, and was about to put one on the lips. I turned my head in time. God. What's wrong these guys. I said, don't ever do that again do u understand me. Some Spanish guy, this time. I don't think that pill made me look sexy. LOL. What is it lately.

Moon phase is about right. Anytime from now😏.




19:09 May 29 2023
Times Read: 275

Finally, read, TheCat That Smelled a Rat. Not much.
. But, a scenic view of town. And, a lil from one of the Siamese. Trying to be nice.... But, boring. Didn't even get to the storm. Bah humbug.




19:09 May 29 2023
Times Read: 276

Finally, read, TheCat That Smelled a Rat. Not much.
. But, a scenic view of town. And, a lil from one of the Siamese. Trying to be nice.... But, boring. Didn't even get to the storm. Bah humbug.




15:48 May 28 2023
Times Read: 294

Finally, I ordered my cats GPS. Ouch. So broke.




21:14 May 27 2023
Times Read: 313

I went in a store, w buggy, and cat... Yeah. Didn't have to do Brothers. Yeah.

So tired, left chair in portajohn. For ten bucks, I got a lot of use our of it. Plus, has a broke leg.Guess it's time to buy new one. And, I found a new water bottle, which is insulated. A new outfit, and sandals.

Preacher wàs sick. Sure he's in everyone's prayers.

Nice cool breeze. Went to read another book. But, was boring compared, to Frankenstein.




01:48 May 27 2023
Times Read: 322

I can't believe how Fast I read this book. The name of it is, Dean Koontz's Frankenstein. It was sooooo good that I read it in about five hours. It was real enticing.

Victor, the Erika's. . . . Carson, Michael, Deucalion, Jacko. . . .

Interesting ending. Murderous beginning.

Could this be happening, today!

I guess, in the book, I'd be a dumpster. LOL. The resurector is the best. Hmmmmmmmm




13:02 May 26 2023
Times Read: 344

That guy, came back w a friend. To do drugs, so I took off for the lit section. After, he stayed across from me. Mon Dieu

I woke up too late to get breakfast. Bummer. That was the healthiest thing I ate, in a while. Will try again Saturday.

There is a new lost white guy. Been walking around all night.

My buddy said it was his birthday again. 😂. He's got a lot of birthdays. Maybe, I'll try to bring him back a breakfast Wednesday. Holiday weekend, this week.

"Ya Got Trouble"
Now, where's my favorite song, currently.😂.

🤚🖐️👇👇⚪. . . .




00:50 May 26 2023
Times Read: 360

This has been a bad week, w the new guys. There is one guy that asks me for food every morning. Finally, I said the truth... He hissed and went off. But, I'm sure he asked me if I had anything this morning. I said that I was going to Gl for breakfast, he left after that.

Last night there was a short heavy set guy that kept asking if he could kiss me. Unbelievable. Before, that morning, there was another, who was drooling, and asked me for kisses.

I think I'd rather have the ones asking me for food. But, I only have peanut butter, and crackers left.

Last night, also, there was a guy who laid on the side of me. Today, I said again, u can have the spot, if you want. "Is there someone chasing u", I said. I'll go across the street. He yelled... You don't like black men. LoL. I'm not hooking up. Seen too many failures. Plus, he has friends, seen them smoking illegal stuff.

Hmmmm. I don't see any whites w me either.

I walked really far, today.

I wish it would go back to guys chasing guys. What's with these new ones... There purves.

On the other hand, the guy who had threatened me, thinking I worked here, made an appearance. Plus, there was a guy w a sword, that went for the lil guy. He hasn't slept at night, in front, for a while.




17:16 May 24 2023
Times Read: 379

Well if so, my friends, you got trouble (oh we got trouble) 🖐️
Right here in River City (right here in River City)👇
With a capital "T" and that rhymes with "P" and that stands for pool
(That stands for pool)
We've surely got trouble (we've surely got trouble)🖐️
Right here in River City (right here)👇
Remember the Maine, Plymouth Rock and the Golden Rule
(Our children's children gonna have trouble, trouble, trouble, trouble...)🌹
Oh we got trouble, we're in terrible, terrible trouble
That game with the fifteen numbered balls is a devil's tool (devil's tool)⚪🤪
Oh yes we got trouble, trouble, trouble
(Oh yes we got trouble here, we got big, big trouble)
With a "T" (with a capital "T")
Gotta rhyme it with "P" (gotta rhyme with "P")
And that stands for pool (that stands for pool)




05:03 May 21 2023
Times Read: 397

Well, I had to put the GPS on hold ..... Again. My wheel came off. . . . . The other one lasted a lot longer, and Many walks for breakfast. . . . . Damn , that so sucks. . . . . So, then getting a locker is put on hold.

Well, did my first shopping w my emotional support cat. Was no problem. Boo came w us. I'm glad he picked me up a day earlier.

Terribly hot, not soaking wet . . . . What a world. What a world.

Well if so, my friends, you got trouble (oh we got trouble)
Right here in River City (right here in River City)
With a capital "T" and that rhymes with "P" and that stands for pool
(That stands for pool)
We've surely got trouble (we've surely got trouble)
Right here in River City (right here)
Remember the Maine, Plymouth Rock and the Golden Rule
(Our children's children gonna have trouble, trouble, trouble, trouble...)
Oh we got trouble, we're in terrible, terrible trouble
That game with the fifteen numbered balls is a devil's tool (devil's tool)
Oh yes we got trouble, trouble, trouble
(Oh yes we got trouble here, we got big, big trouble)
With a "T" (with a capital "T")
Gotta rhyme it with "P" (gotta rhyme with "P")
And that stands for pool (that stands for pool)😁🎵.




21:54 May 19 2023
Times Read: 409

New Moon Today Yeah!!!!




19:43 May 13 2023
Times Read: 437

I had my favorite meal today. Spaghetti with meat sauce. I didnt get my card registration yet, for my pet. Says seven t ten days.

Plus, I found a psych that is smart. But, still have to check location. Hopefully, that one won't tell me to wear shoes astrally. Don't want no new cult. Anyway, is this for me or them. Gawd. Maybe, I might be able to trust. Or, he may be another Hannibal

U know, there is a guy who lives in the porta john. . . .
I been thinking so much about him. Funny, the preacher talked about himself in a porta john.

The old guy. He doesn't want to do anything for himself. I'm not feeling bad for him anymore. I wasn't going to give him anything else. If his soul doesn't want to live, then that's it. But, someone gave me an extra meal, and cookies, and stuff, so. . . . I gave it to him. . . . But that is it. He's about to get fles and maggots on him again, and I can't take it. Aaaaargh




08:30 May 12 2023
Times Read: 447

Clouds are going by fast. Well, no rain in them. Later today, I see storms hitting. I hadn't slept well for a few days. Conked out early. Woke up early.

Have to look when new moon is.




18:46 May 11 2023
Times Read: 462

Checking my list. . . .

One says the he was a she. . . . And, some fraud. 😂

One is prettier, so she wouldn't be a problem.

Another, looks absolutely, too great.

Another, can't find.

Another, question of address.

Truthfully, the one from Oschner that I talked, for health insurance. Said she's not going to be at the second location, astrally. The first location was Oz, can't go in that one.
Another, the Quarter type.

Another, makes me feel apprehensive.

Another, seems ok

Next, is location, location, location. . . .

Oschner is supposed to lay 770 off. Glad none are in that one.




23:29 May 10 2023
Times Read: 477

Called my health place, explained situation, and will be moving next step forward.

Made a mistake on calling number. But, they set me up.

There was a slip from one of the workers. In a astral way before. They don't help crazy people, or something like that. Hmmmm. Been thinking about that.

. . . . So, yeah, of course. . . . I probably will, for all those guessing what I'm going to do. . . . Not going to say anything more about the subject. Turn around, is fair play. I'm not afraid of this or that. . . . .Shut up K. I here u sometimes warning. Don't warn. Be nice!

Hmmmmmmm...... Jeepers creepers huh. . . . Right. . . . Skkkkkkkkkkk

The Music Man ('62); " Ya Got Trouble "




07:21 May 10 2023
Times Read: 488

One 05. I'm on wet ground. So, I am calling the health dept, explaining what the psychiatrist said,and did. And, ask if I can get out of the rebuilding Network of providers. There are only a few providers, and a long waiting list.

The great thing on the last Holiday, was.... At the Boardwalk, I didn't see the Junkies, and hate group that I am forced to see, every day.

I can't believe that I made a appointment w another RN. What is that going to do. God. I have to get away from this group, somehow. What a waste.

I have to find a place to do my laundry, also. So I don't have to go in the war zone.

I'm on the verge of contacting my ex, that I haven't talked to in many years. Who is a Cardiologist. Just to see what kind of physiatrist he would suggest. At the verge.




22:41 May 09 2023
Times Read: 502

A terrible storm warning. Too late, I haven't got food from a place in three weeks.

Plus, the help I got today. Really, isn't good.

I called the law place but, Imsure Hannibal is going to lie.

So, I'm going to call the health insurance, and ask if I can get my own psychiatrist. Not one for junkies, addicts, or alcoholic . Like I am always stuck with.. One that can handle my situation. I have an Rn on hold, so I can keep my card meanwhile. But, that's good for nothing. It's a waste of the government, and my money. Cuz I have to pay this back. So, I'm hoping I can get one for battered problems.

While I get help for this mental shit here. Yesterday, someone road a bike into my bin, his bike was pointed sideways. Did anyone do anything, no. Junkies can get away w everything.... And I have to endure. I need something to take the edge off. The other guy that went by ambulance, is back. W the same shit and piss cloths, he had for weeks. Does anyone really care. Well...... There are those who fall threw the grate. And, they wonder why.

I don't want to talk to my case manager, or any other here. Case manager, what a joke. Why bother.

Like Joe said. You have to do it on your own.




11:00 May 09 2023
Times Read: 510

Was so hot, woke up early.

So my emotional support animal, is set up correctly. But, since the health service lied, I have to react fast to keep it legal.

She mentioned housing, the psych, yes of course it's for that also.

Her PCP. If course not. She is not my provider, and she made the first consultation under false pretenses.

So, definitely have to talk legal to keep everything in check.




18:01 May 08 2023
Times Read: 525

My psych, needs a psych. Yesssrrrrie. She told me to tell my case manager that it's for housing. She sent me to the nurse who wrote the info. Then sent me for the next appointment. And ladysays I don't need one. Give me a break. Really.bI think they are just for drug rehab.

As@$$_&s..... Uh hum...... Excuse me.

So I'm going to call the lawyers, not the service ones to ask about all of this tomorrow. Too hot, and tired right now.

I've gone to them for help before. Actually, At Taco Tuesday, a lady said she had to do that to get her cat into housing, as an emotional care cat. So that's on my to-do list tomorrow.

F*"$#@.... That was damn far, and smack in the hood. I actually walked right by that bread place. The guy I worked for had dropped three hundred on steps, I didn't know it was his .... When I asked, one of the workers said it was hard s. But, later, my boss said he dropped, and I told him who claimed, and he got it back. The bread place was supposed to send a thanks to me, although I said it was not needed, and didn't. Hmmmmm
The Hood.....

Hey I saw that great sandwich place, looks bad now. I think there use to be some kind of crawfish farm behind. I didn't see that..... What a shame.

Ok, I remember the name, it's a code name.... You know..... Hannibal. Hannibal was sort of worthless w my need.

Glad I met that woman. The landlord was going to throw her and the cat out.... And the lawyer came threw for her.




10:42 May 08 2023
Times Read: 532

I'm up, and have to clean up. LOL. Night sped by. Gawd.

After, I change. And...

The dreaded directions. I asked my crazy friend to do a check, and he couldn't. And, told me he didn't have his eyes done before. Unbelievable. A year and three months under him . What happened to the laser surgery. Mon Dieu. Plus a homeless guy asked for a cigarette, and when he got close, asked for his soda. Then he was all upset, and gave it. LOL. I said to the coote, come on man.

The directions are like going to Unity. That was hell. The street kept cutting off, and disappearing, only to reamerge further done.. This one I notice the same fluctuations. This is going to be hell. I'm leaving soon, LOL. But, those sharp turns, I bet I miss. ( It's in the hood, close to bread place. Cuz, I had a job there, when the roof caved in. First time I used a full size jack hammer. )




My Emotional Support Cat

18:57 May 07 2023
Times Read: 557

What a world what a world....

I called Friday; in regards to doctor appointment, and she says that I'm giving her the runaround, or something like that. Ha. But, anyway. She claimed that I can't bring the cat in, because he wasn't registered. . . . Hah? I have to bring cat, and my belongings. LOL. I explained this. . . . That's why they gave me a number to call for insurance . ( Maybe, there is no notes.)

I read . . . . u have to have the psych letter. But hey. . . .

And, she mentioned vet. Which means she didn't know what I was talking about. Vets don't do service animals. So.....

It turns out, that the feline package doesn't register the cat, w lawyers, and such. . . Which would have been a big mistake on my part

Uh oh. . . .

So, I took the registration package, and added a leash and collar.

Ok. He is registered. Registered online w lawyers, and such. There should be a copy, on my email soon. Will get items in a week. And, let's see what their security does w the registration. Hey. At least I did an early follow through. Im working w it. But let's see if they will.

Next weekend, I order the GPS.

What a day: I really thought I was going to throw up again. Must be stress. I didn't buy too much snack for me. Just for cat.

I think I have crackers, for week.

So Saturday, I went to the place I used to go to, to get card going. She also said red flag. I said, you have to be kidding. I'll show you the two emails of how it was solved. And, what I thought about the service. (This was during the storm temporary break.) She said, it might be because of the jazz festival. I said, maybe they can't restall, after 365 days.
So I said I'll just go to CVS. She issued a new card.
Added today, and started it. Strrrreeeesssssss!

At least the service animal people were very helpful, and made it very easy. And K at the card place was wonderful.

I hope I get to my destination tomorrow. It looks hard. I wrote everything down, in case, for directions.... But....

Not looking forward to it....

Oh, they sent me the official download. The certificate spelled right, and the badge looks great and spelled right. Wish I could say the same for the health service. My name is spelled incorrectly.

Well, if I can't find the place, I'll have to do it w an online doctor... Period.



12:39 May 08 2023

Best of luck.


19:45 May 03 2023
Times Read: 579

Had to leave the luncheon early. My cat was squished to the back. He hates loud sounds. I tried to get him out and dance in arms, no..... He hates loud music. So, we left early.

There was the best bread pudding that I ever had. Yum!!!!

On the down note. I went to the place that told me that I had someone's name, on my old account.... Bitch. She said give it three days, is what I said. She is a liar. She told me to come back Monday.

So, I called the account number. They set it up. I asked them what's the problem w her. Is it the cat. Or, is it something else. If you know what I mean. They said it will be active for seven days. But, I don't trust them now. Oh well. There are a lot of other ways to get a card. Bitch ..... When was that Saturday, now today. Unbelievable. When I said maybe I should call..... She said don't do that..... Well, I did. Cleared it, and Complained. Bitch. The only problem was.... She didn't ask me to enter my security code.... Bitch..... I figured that out when I called the main number.




20:33 May 02 2023
Times Read: 593

That song paint to black is head-on..... by the Rolling stones.

Then I saw the latest Adams Family's. LoL. I can do that




22:59 May 01 2023
Times Read: 605

WOW, that was a long walk to the Boardwalk. Whew. Hot. Wound up in a nice place. My cat enjoyed it. People stop to pet him. He got my chair for a while...

Listened to YouTube, back...

California Dreaming
Paint it, black
Here Comes the Sun



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