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The loneliness is starting to grow stronger and stronger. I have one night with someone and the years of convincing myself that I'm happy alone is gone. I wasn't even interested in dating him, but I guess that's how it works doesn't it.

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DaganaNumaraNamari
10:24 Nov 15 2015

My only concern is for thy happiness SilvarWaterDrp.

For loneliness is a road often traveled, in our hearts and in our souls. In my mind, I get so lost in the loneliness, I am thankful you have found someone, to share you loneliness with. I am inspired by this, this thought of happiness!

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Lost in the craziness that is my mind, I find the one thing I wish I didn't feel. It hides deep within and chances my life every chance it gets. I hate dreaming it every night but at the same time I find comfort in it. The warmth and safety I feel makes me want to live in my dreams forever. When I wake up I have to deal with reality of emptiness and pain. I lose myself in music and movies because they make me feel bits of my dreams but I know that's all I'll ever get. I'm all alone but I've become numb to the emptiness and pain.

I remember all the emotions and feelings like they happened yesterday. The warmth was a bit powerful but I didn't notice because I was lost in it. Now that I don't feel it I feel cold and can literally handle the cold better and prefer it. The forbidden was exactly what I've been dreaming of since I was a little girl. It was there, it was always there and I never saw it. I wish I had never realized it. I wouldn't be broken if I had just remained oblivious.

I can barely feel it anymore it's been there so long.