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Oh my.. I'm really confused about stuff. haha. I'm not really sure what to do about anything anymore. I don't know. Hmmmm... I don't know haha. I've been sayin that a lot lately. Oh well I suppose.

Gah! I swear sometimes I really hate guys. It seems lately all they do is use me.. and I hate being used.. I don't know what's wrong with me.. I just can't seem to say no to guys I like. Okay.. I went out with this one guys Monday night... and I really had no intention of doin much with him.. but he just slowly lead me into things. It was hard to say no.. I started to.. but idk he was very good at getting girls to like him and trust him. Gah I feel sooo stupid. I even knew he'd try to do sumething like that... but I just wasn't thinking straight. My friends have been telling me for a while now about guys like him.. I just havent been listening.. and then after this.. it's like everything just clicked. Hmmm.. Idk.. Oh well I guess....

Okay.. so it's summer vacation now!! woohoo finally.. although I must say this year went reallly fast! But ya... so far Ive gone to a few parties and out with friends.. I'm gonna go out with Spenser tonight : p I'm pretty pumped. Anyways.. I'm pretty bored.. he's supposed to call at 5:00. I don't know when wre leaving.. or even where we're goin haha.. should prolly figure taht out, huh? Anywho.. I should prolly get ready soon. Bye