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05:47 Apr 30 2021
Times Read: 100


2021-04-29-23-48-17
Solid life advice xD

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LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
06:31 Apr 30 2021


But if you do, make it AWESOME!





 

22:38 Apr 28 2021
Times Read: 128


My stuff from Ulta already made it in today ^^

Sugar Pill Gravity Lipstick
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Omg, the packaging is everything, it's SO cute. I know, I know, you shouldn't glamorize pill popping, and drugs, and whine/cry/bitch. But it's still ultra adorable. Most of Sugar Pill's lipsticks are liquid which don't come in this sugar cute pill form, and this is actually the first one I bought from them. I now feel the need to hunt down every other color xD It's a really pretty color too, it looked kinda brown on the site, but it actually goes like mauve pink with lots of glitter. Plus, they're $9 on Ulta, usually $18 on site. Speaking of which, SP is currently having a buy 2, get 1 free sitewide sale so... I think I may grab a couple palettes I've been eyeing. I don't necessarily NEED them, but I also really wanted that Sumbunny lipstick so it's kinda perfect, the Universe blesseth :3

KVD Set
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So for $17 this set comes with a full size mascara/ eyeliner, and a mini Lolita lipstick, which is like their signature color. It's a ridiculously good deal because usually their mascara is $24, eyeliner $21, and the mini lipstick goes for $11, so you're getting $56 worth of stuff for only $17. And I actually only paid $13 because I had a $15 off $50 promo so even better. And I really love KVD makeup, I've never had any issues with the quality, and the packaging is definitely beautiful.

Good Girl by Carolina Herrera
 2021-04-28-16-07-12
This was the most expensive thing in my order, coming in at $30 retail just for this little bottle. I often feel like perfume is overpriced for how it smells, but I'm definitely getting a full sized bottle of this. I tried it like three times in store trying to figure out if I really liked it before I spent $100+ on it, finally bought this mini to fully test it, and after wearing it all day I can finally say, I love it, I need it bigger xD

Altogether with tax, and shipping it was about $45, but that's over 50% off what all this goes for retail so I'm not mad about that at all. Like I said, I'd really like to make an order to Sugar Pill, and get the Funsized, and Creepy Capsule palettes. Wolfie always tells me, "You're not small, you're funsized. Small equates to being underdeveloped, funsized means you're short, but perfectly curvy in all the right places."

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
22:35 Apr 29 2021

Ohhhh! I need to know how you like these products!





 

07:50 Apr 28 2021
Times Read: 150


Another gorgeous Lolita find.
Night in Devil's Castle by AATP.
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Another vampire dress. I really adore the vampire designs, they're beautiful. When I first saw this dress it was listed at 25,000 jpy, then went down to 15,000, then finally down to 12,000, and I knew I had to jump on it so hopefully it'll be here by next week. Sadly, I decided to sell my AP Halloween Treats. As much as I love the design of it, I just can't do sackdress style OPs, they make me look like I'm wearing a tent because of my chest xD If I can find it in a JSK I'll absolutely jump on it, and I did sell it for $350 so more than I paid. I'm a bit worried about this dress fitting my chest, the measurements said it should be fine, but the actual chest area looks a bit... small xD But we'll see. If not, it'll be another good flip, probably another $350 sale. Of course I love every dress that makes its way into my bedroom, but it's simply not feasible to keep them all, and sometimes just having owned them for a brief time is enough. There are also a lot of people desperately searching for these dresses, and it makes me happy to help them finally get their dream dress. Anyone in Lolita has THE dress they want above all others. For me, it was Hospital Bunny by Diamond Honey. Not even an expensive, big brand loli dress, but it meant a lot to me when I finally found it. And now I'm too afraid of ruining it to wear it... But it's the principle of the thing xD

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21:49 Apr 27 2021
Times Read: 195


2021-04-27-15-47-26
I'm going to leave this anonymous, but you KNOW who you are, you know the dirt I have on you, don't make me expose you D:

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07:42 Apr 27 2021
Times Read: 234


2021-04-27-01-42-16
I love what huge dorks we are xD
Tell me I'm wrong❤
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21:40 Apr 26 2021
Times Read: 253


"I’ll bring you to the garden where we’d go
And cleanse your soul, cleanse your soul
I’ll free you of this anger that you hold
And make you whole, I’ll make you whole
Darling won’t you let it go
You don’t have to let it hold you
Listen to the light
Don’t let the darkness take you
Your memories, aren’t your destiny..."
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05:04 Apr 25 2021
Times Read: 292


Ilove makeup stores. I love just wandering around them for hours looking at all the beautiful things. What I don't love is the old women who work there hanging onto my ass like I'm going to steal something. I get it, it's wildly overpriced, very expensive stuff. But ladies, if I wanted to take it, I would. I had a big problem with stealing shit as a kid, but I never got caught. And I can actually afford this stuff, but it makes me very uncomfortable having someone shadowing me through the whole store. I know it's their job, but gtfo.
I also get a lot of people who think I work there xD So my makeup must be on fuckin point. I get people who come up to me, and ask me about products, and techniques, and I try to be helpful, but then eventually I'm like, oh, btw, I don't work here though xD
My problem is that I usually go in to look without needing anything in particular. Usually people go in looking for something, and I just like to browse, and then go find whatever cheaper online. I love makeup, but fuck, some of those prices are ridiculous. So I ended up ordering a new mascara, eyeliner, a Sugar Pill lipstick, and a rollerball kinda trial size version of the perfume Good Girl by CH. I mentioned this perfume some time back, and while I was in Ulta today I smelled it again, the Suprême version, loved it again. That was one of my issues with ordering it initially, there are several versions, and I couldn't remember which one I liked. I decided to get the trial size first because it's really easy to love a perfume in the store, but then not so much after you actually wear it. That's kinda my experience with Gucci Guilty, absolutely love the smell, but fuck does it make my head swim. It's so strong. I did also find a rollerball of my favorite perfume, Night by VS, and for only $10 brand new, which is pretty awesome since most people are way overcharging for it since it's been discontinued. So that'll last me for awhile, I'm not one to drench myself in perfume. I like to smell good, but subtly, not overwhelmingly. It's weird though, even though Wolfie, and I can only video chat right now, I still find myself putting perfume on before our video dates xD I know he can't smell me, but it's just habit to put a little on before I'm in his presence. And yes, they're absolutely dates especially when I have my little juice box, and bag of cookies, that's real life datenight for us xD Although I've promised him that when he gets back we're going out for bacon cheeseburgers, and ice cream because apparently they don't really make those things very well on the island. There's one guy who sells ice cream once every two weeks, and sugar is wolfie's so-called depression medicine xD He's lucky he has a ridiculously high metabolism, and can eat like 20,000 calories a day, and never gain a pound... I feel fat just looking at cake. And then I still eat it. No regrets. But yeah, super romantic cheeseburger date awaits. He was telling me he's going to be more spontaneous when he gets back, and I'm just like... It's not spontaneous to tell me you're planning to be spontaneous xD Just do, don't worry about it. He over thinks everything, I'm trying to teach him to just go with it, not everything needs a 50 step ahead plan. That's the point of being spontaneous, you don't know what you're going to do, if it's going to work, if you'll make it out alive xD Just go for it. That seemed to work pretty well for him when he met me :3

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00:56 Apr 25 2021
Times Read: 325


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Ugh, I want him home, I want my wolfie, damn it.
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Although. I'm not sure it's entirely responsible to teach a yandere how to use a sword.
Or any weapon really xD
Video chatting is nice, ya know, it's different than being in person. I love our in depth conversations, and I love watching all his little expressions, I can stare at him like a total creep for hours xD His laugh though, he's such a serious person so when I can get him to laugh like an all out maniac, it's pretty great, it fills me with life :3

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07:04 Apr 24 2021
Times Read: 368


2021-04-23-22-28-12
I've always been pretty meh about most of the Resident Evil games. If you asked me what I like about them I'd say Chris Redfield xD Any protag who isn't Chris Redfield, I'm just kinda not interested. I have absolutely no connection with Ethan, couldn't even tell you his last name, he doesn't do it for me.
I don't remember Pyramid Head being that tall though. My first playthrough of Silent Hill 2... Let me put it like this, I refused to play it after the sun had set. Didn't matter if the house was full, and fully lit, it scared me that badly that I needed the protection of the sun to feel safe playing it xD No other game has even come close to having that effect on me. I can play it now just fine, I was actually going through it with some of my nieces/nephews recently, I knew exactly where everything is, no big deal. PH really isn't all that scary once you realize it's just a test if your endurance, just gotta outlast him. It still gets me though when he comes waking up after you, and Maria in the basement of Brookhaven... I aways know it's coming, and it still gets me. That's good horror. RE isn't scary, 7 was probably the least scary of them all, those mold monsters are a joke. It is good survival though, in 1 when you inevitably use all your ammo, and end up knifing the giant snake to death, that's pretty awesome. But if we're talking Pyramid vs Mr. X/Nemesis/Wesker, I gotta give it to PH every time because the monster in your own head is a lot more terrifying than any mutation. Psychologically, Silent Hill completely fucks with me, and that's what it was made to do. RE doesn't do that, doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. Until those chainsaw zombie motherfuckers come after me... Hearing them revving in the distance, that gets me xD But RE is much more comparable to Evil Within, and Evil Within has a more interesting story, in my opinion, I really enjoyed them. I think 7 really lowered my opinion on the whole series, and it doesn't help that most people loved 7. My feelings on 7 are the same exact way I feel about Skyrim, it was ok. It's even worse when I see that 99% of gamers absolutely love these games, that makes my opinion on them even more, meh xD Like, I don't get it, there's better horror, there're better RPGs. That's the best you're gonna get from me. Unless Chris Redfield is there, that significantly raises my opinion xD
I do hope the new RE is decent though. It looks beautiful, but beautiful games aren't necessarily good games... Final Fantasy 13... Gorgeous game, shitty mechanics. Although I haven't played it since it came out like 10+ years ago so I could probably conquer it now. Pretty sure I still have it laying around somewhere for 360, but like most 360s, mine died within a couple years. I remember, I was playing Fable 3...

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StfuNoOneCares
StfuNoOneCares
09:29 Apr 24 2021

Stfu no one cares about you or your imaginary bf you fake ass nasty std bitch side note you know fuck all about computer games so dont even try you waste of oxygen





 

02:04 Apr 24 2021
Times Read: 393


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I'm kind of in love with this dress.
Obviously, it's got bunnies, and moons and flowers. It's not really a color I would normally go for, but the design is really calling to me. I did directly implore the Universe earlier this year to bless me with a dress with both bunnies and moons. Of course, I can only seem to find this dress in Australia, and the cheapest is about $72 total with shipping. That's really not bad, the shipping is just so slow. Nothing could be slower than the US Killstar warehouse though. Over a week now, my stuff still hasn't shipped. I'd like to say, I get it, they were having a really big sale, probably got swamped with orders, but... I put my order in like right when the sale started so... And I understand places are still being cautious about covid, but I shouldn't be getting packages from across the fucking world weeks faster than one a few states away even ships when they were ordered on or after the same day. I already put in a request to cancel, and told them I'd happily go, and respend the money ordering from their UK warehouse because they actually consistently have their shit together, and knowing the US warehouse half of my stuff is probably out of stock anyway xD Compared to that, happy to wait for a dress from Australia if it's from a brand that actually tries, Killstar has become majorly overrated anyway in the last couple years, they've sacrificed having interesting designs for cookie cutter bullshit that they can get cheap, and sell fast. I desperately need to find a new brand.

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22:30 Apr 23 2021
Times Read: 416


2021-04-23-16-13-42
You know I gotta get it...
I love Sugar Pill's packaging, and the color is nice. I'm really picky about my colors, and despite usually having a more Gothic aesthetic I don't really do Gothic makeup. There was a time when I was younger when it was 100% black lipstick, racoon eyes, and the whitest foundation I could find, but it's a little juvenile. Not that older people can't pull it off, but it's not for me, I like my makeup a little more refined. Usually. Wolfie actually thinks the darker, grungier look is really hot on me, but it also takes entirely too much time xD I'm not the girl that spends an hour on my makeup, and puts a pound on my face, all the bullshit primers, and oils, and powders, and contour, and whatever, this takes like 15 minutes max. Eyes, and lips, if I get my eyes, and lips done then I can be good to go, all that other stuff is extra, if I have time/if I'm not too lazy to do it xD

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19:10 Apr 23 2021
Times Read: 441


2021-04-23-13-09-53

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05:03 Apr 23 2021
Times Read: 496


Wolfie, and I have these arguments... That consist entirely of who's going to take care of who xD
Because I like to keep the house clean, and cook for him, and do the household stuff, but he's so used to taking care of himself it's actually hard for him to let me. He's also a phenomenal cook so I don't fight him on that, but I like to take care of my man, I like for him to not have to worry about menial household shit. Not because I feel like I have to, I'm not obligated to, I just like to do it, it gives me a feeling of fulfillment. But. As the man who loves me, and my Dom, he likes to keep me well taken care of. Well fed, well dressed, comfortable, stable, the best of everything he can possibly give me. But the neighbors could probably totally hear, "No, I'm making breakfast, you're keeping your ass in bed, don't make me tie you down!"
xD
Hey, Wolfie has a hard enough time sleeping, he deserves to sleep in while I make cute bunny-shaped pancakes :3
I really want him home. He said he wants to take me on a romantic vacation when he gets back. People assume that because he's been away so long that this has been a vacation for him, but he's been working the whole time, dealing with frustratingly slow, unintelligent people, and having the entire job slowed to nearly a halt many times because of this stupid virus. I would be entirely fine with us just going back to the house when he gets back, but if he wants to whisk me away for a couple weeks that would be good too. There's this Dom club in Europe he's really wanted to take me to. Of course, International travel is pretty iffy right now, but maybe it'll get better soon. The great thing is that he has friends, and family all over Europe so finding places to stay is no trouble, and there are people over there I still need to be properly introduced to, some of which who always told him he'd fall for a crazy blonde girl someday, and here we are.
Then there's me, and I'm like, well... You've met my cat, that's all that really matters xD Well the kids also completely adore him, anytime they're here they demand to video chat "Uncle Wolfie." At which point he lectures us all on overeating sugar because I always have a big bag of candy for them when they spend the night. You don't get favorite Auntie status for nothing xD

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NoOneCares
NoOneCares
06:27 Apr 23 2021

You do realize no one gives a flying fuck about your journals right? Your a pathetic blow up bimbo cum dumpster craving attention I think your bf is fake as all years you been on this site no picture of you and him together you are a pathetic attention whore go and grow the fuck up





 

00:36 Apr 23 2021
Times Read: 522


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Yes❤

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22:29 Apr 22 2021
Times Read: 546


It really ticks me off when people negotiate the WRONG way... I lower the price to $78, she counters with $71, I counter with $75, she counters with $70... It's just like, why? I declined $71, why would I do $70 immediately after? Then she messages after I decline $70, and asks, "Can I still get this for $71?"
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No!
xD
I wasn't up for $71. My lowest still stands at $75. It's 4 fucking dollars, lady. And then I'm asking myself, is this really worth that $4 extra, does it really matter? It's the principle of the thing, I had it at $88, I lowered to $78, you're already getting $13 below what I originally was asking for, but you're gonna argue with me over $4? No. I can sell this for $88 if I'm patient, and wait, I was trying to clear space, but I'm not desperate to get rid of it, I don't need to negotiate with morons who don't even know how, it's just insulting.
She did finally take the $75, but it's like... I could've had this shipped today if you'd taken my initial offer a few hours ago. You wasted time trying to haggle me down by $4 xD It's just silly. And ya know, I'd like to say, hey, maybe $4 is a lot to some people. But if $4 is the difference between eating or not, having heat or not, you shouldn't be dress shopping. Not that people on a budget should be denied beautiful things, but if your budget is THAT tight you should live within your means. There are plenty of beautiful dresses out there for $50 or less.
But... I've done the nearly impossible.
I found another Hospital Bunny JSK for under $100.
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I already own this dress, it's like, probably my favorite design ever, it's so me. But it's am extremely popular, highly sought-after design. I've gotten offers on mine up to $350-400 so this is going to be a great sale. Plus, it's coming in from someone I've done business with before, and she's pretty awesome so there shouldn't be any problems. This was my white whale of a dress so finding two of them is pretty amazing.

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
22:49 Apr 22 2021

I get it! I have a little shop online, but it's for handmade things.... people expect me to have yard sale prices because it's handmade most of the time... ITS IRRITATING... Not the same thing as what you dealt with but you know what I mean... it's similar in the concept. I stand behind the things I make and am confident they are of great quality.... I have a couple repeat customers willing to pay my price point and they are very happy with my things. Ha, just felt like jumping in and having a tiny mini rant with you. LOL!





 

03:48 Apr 22 2021
Times Read: 574


2021-04-21-21-31-12
xD
I wanna know why being single affects this question? You won't accept a woman's panties if she's attached out of some sense of morals? I mean, taken women gotta make money too, dude... You know how many cam girls have boyfriends?
Whenever I personally get messages like this I really wanna know how the person knows that they've been worn? Is it a blacklight, looking for fluids situation? Cause otherwise I could spray something brand new with my perfume, and you've just thrown $500 away. Look, I just wanna know how you know you're getting your money's worth xD And how would a return case even work for this? "Yes, I demand my money back because clearly these aren't covered in bodily fluids as we discussed, they're just not soiled enough for my personal usage."
Ew, ew, ew, ew, ew, ew, ew, ew xD
And this right here is why you need a PO Box far away from where you actually live if you're gonna sell shit, just my personal advice. I'd like to say that these people are trolls, but asking for worn underwear, and pictures of feet is in huge demand. I had a lingerie set up for sale awhile back, and someone messaged me, and offered me $250 if I'd send him the set with pictures of myself wearing it. Yeahhh, it's gonna be at least $750 if you want pictures, my dude, I ain't that cheap.
Being in the lifestyle that I'm in it's not necessarily shocking to me, but they have places for that, take your ass to the appropriate websites, douchebag, and stop trying to get off on making people uncomfortable. It's like guys who send random dickpics, I've had guys randomly send me whole videos, and they get upset when I critiqued the lighting, the staging, the positioning, their process, and of course, their size xD If you don't want me to give you my honest opinion then don't literally put it in my face you actual little bitch.
I'm into some kinky shit, bondage, suspension, cages, whips, kitty ears, collars, being full blown treated like property... But fuck, some people even give me the creeps.

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06:50 Apr 21 2021
Times Read: 608


When Wolfie goes to bed then messages me in the middle of the night, but then is like, "Bunny, if I start talking to you I'll never sleep..."
Then why did you start talking to me again xD
I think sometimes his depression convinces him that I'm going to disappear. That he'll wake up one morning, and I'll be gone. Depression can definitely give people some irrational paranoia. Well, maybe it's rational, depression is hard to deal with, and loving someone with severe depression is quite a fight for both people, it's not for the weak or timid so having that sort of illness probably means being abandoned by some people. He always tells me he was so alone before he met me, he'd spent a lifetime alone. And I remind him that he's had plenty of other people in his life, including other women. But you know, you can be constantly surrounded by people, and still feel devastatingly alone when none of them know who you really are. Wolfie's really good at hiding anything about himself that may portray him as weak, he doesn't like people to think that of him, he wants to be solid, strong, reliable, the man who can handle whatever is thrown at him, who takes care of everything. Of course, he's the strongest person I know, but I told him that if he ever feels weak he can lean on me.
He calls me his queen❤
He was telling me that one of the big reasons he treats me so gently, even as a Dom, is because he knows how badly other men have treated me, and he never wants to be comparable to them in any way.
And it's silly, you know... My exes were all unapologeticly assholes for no real reason. No mystery behind it, they were just bad guys looking out for themselves. At least with Wolfie, he has legitimate mental problems from very real trauma, and he could use that as an excuse to treat people like shit, but he doesn't. He's kind, he's compassionate, he's genuine, and he's just there, he's the exact opposite of every man I've ever cared about, and even for one second thinking he could be comparable to them is just ridiculous.
It's like he always tells me, "I'm not perfect, but I love you very much."
I know❤

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03:46 Apr 20 2021
Times Read: 648


Turns out the Black Friday brand is from Australia. I found a website full of their designs, most I'd never seen before, and decided to order a few things.
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It's kind of a random mix xD Yep, sounds like me. Shipping from Australia can be a bit pricey, but at 150 AUD they actually do FREE shipping to the US, and if you sign up for their newsletter you'll get a code for $20. I'm pretty sure I've ordered from Australia before, and I really love this brand so hopefully I'll be able to order more in the future. I first found them on DK, but they have a very limited selection of their items, and let's face it, no one really wants to give Dolls Kill money anymore. Their shipping is usually pretty slow anyway so I may actually get my package from Australia faster than I would have from them xD It's like, I put an order in to the KS UK, and US warehouses last Thursday, and the one from the UK arrived today. Meanwhile, the one from the US HASN'T EVEN SHIPPED YET. It's just kind of ridiculous...
Speaking of which, here are some lovelies from my haul.

Starla Lingerie Set
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I mean... It's velvet, and it's bats/moons/roses. I actually have a garter belt I bought to go with this if my other order ever fucking ships. Wolfie loves me in a garter belt, anything he can tug on❤

Cemetery Drive Dress
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One of my favorites this round, gotta love an oversized pointed collar, and embroidered crosses, so classic goth.

Endora Skirt
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This has been on my wishlist for awhile. It's pretty simple, but it also has a lot going on. It's pleated, it has garters, and it laces up, I love everything about it.

Hocus Party Dress
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I actually bought the purple version of this dress not too long ago so I also needed the black. They're so gorgeous, and actually only $25 right now which is crazy so it's definitely worth getting both colors.

Shadow Shift Top
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I didn't know that this was velvet until I opened it xD Yeah, sometimes I just throw things in my cart, and am pleasantly surprised. But it's cute, and simple, and will probably be nice for jogging. I saw that DK released a Jennifer's Body replica of the like pink jogging suit with the red hearts, and it sold out within a few minutes. I always really liked that movie, hot girl + demon powers + savagely killing the shit out of guys, I get it. I don't think I'd wear it though, it's not really my style. And definitely not when people have bought it for maybe $80, and are reselling it for $300. Yeahhh, I'll pass xD I understand trying to make a profit, but that's ridiculous even for me. Besides, now every bitch on Instagram is doing the lighter to their tongue selfie, and I'm just kinda tired of seeing it.

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23:32 Apr 19 2021
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I mentioned before that Wolfie finally ordered my new collar from a shop in Paris. Don't ask me why it needed to be from Paris, he has very distinct tastes in things, and I don't question them. He doesn't do cheap, he doesn't do mass produced, and I do appreciate that he wanted it to be made especially for me by someone he knows since being gifted a permanent collar is a pretty big deal to most people in our lifestyle, and he's not the type of Dom who hands out collars like candy, you have to earn it, deserve it, be worthy of it as equally as he feels he is worthy of, and deserves you. He wouldn't show me what it looks like, that's still a surprise, but he did tell me he got it engraved which is the one thing I requested. I asked that he get it engraved, but told him I wanted him to pick the engraving himself, something just for me.
"любимый"
I couldn't have chosen better myself.
It's perfect. It's our word.
In Russian, it means "beloved," something we've always called each other through our relationship. But. It also means, "favorite," another thing we've always called each other, "You're my favorite." One word, two meanings that mean so much to us.
Sometimes, he makes me feel like we're living a fairytale. Of course, that's ridiculous, our relationship has been far from easy with his depression, but our love has always been solid, intense. He's taught me so much, we have so much further to go. That's what he tells me❤

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05:34 Apr 19 2021
Times Read: 695


It's always interesting when I see people who have bought something from me reselling said thing, and lying about it...
Someone bought a crop top from me several months ago. Nice girl, she's bought from me more than once. Saw she was reselling it for more than she paid me which is fine by me, what a person does with something after it's in their possession is none of my business. But I noticed in her listing it said, "Received as a gift."
Mhm...
Except, it wasn't because you bought it from me, I even remember her talking to me about how bad she wanted it. I guess it could have been a gift to yourself from yourself, but... I don't think that's what she's saying. Why lie? It's such a stupid lie. Just be like, I bought it, I didn't like it, here ya go. Also, she's selling it for more than I did, but she removed the tag. That's just bad manners not to give at least a little bit of a discount for the missing tag. She also states she never wore it, so why is the tag gone? I never take the tags off anything until the minute I actually put it on to wear it. Trying it on doesn't count, I have to actually have it on with the intention of wearing it out to remove them. I cycle through a lot of clothing, I buy things, try them on then a few months later decide, hey, I haven't ever worn this, I think I'll get rid of it. That's when I'm glad I kept the tags on. I guarantee she wore it at least once, and if it's still in like new condition then does it really hurt anyone to sell it as new? I guess that depends on your conscious, and moral standing. Some people argue that once an item even leaves the store it's not new anymore, tag or not. Those people I like to call morons. But this bitch's behavior is highly suspicious. I actually saw another of this exact same top selling elsewhere for $8 + free shipping, but the size tag was removed from it. She stated in the listing that it was a size L, but fit like a S, and I would betcha she's trying to pass off a S as a L, no doubt. Why would the size tag be cut off? The brand tag was still there in pristine condition. In all the clothing I've purchased, which we can agree is a fuckton, I've only ever had one loose size tag so she could possibly argue that it fell off, but... I just don't believe it. And ya know, you're selling it for $8 with free shipping, you're gonna make like $1 after all that, and fees so why even lie about it xD I know for a fact that, that top doesn't fit small, if anything it fits big so yet another thing that gets that suspicion alarm going.
I did have some progress with one of the people stealing my pictures though. I posted something calling her out for not only stealing my picture, but for all of her pictures, and there were several, all having different backgrounds. I'm not saying it's impossible that you took this skirt around your house, and took pictures of it laying against several completely different surfaces. I don't see the point, but if that's your story, and those are totally all your pictures, whatever, not my business. My business is when you steal MY picture, and photoshop out MY watermark. She was trying to act so dumbfounded, like, "Ohhh, this is your picture? I had no idea..."
It had my name on it you dumb fucking whore. Ya know, the one you covered up with that shitty clipart.
Then she got an attitude with me saying she was just trying to sell hers at a reasonable price. Me selling mine for $40, and you selling yours for $15 doesn't make you more reasonable... It makes you fucking stupid for not selling things for what they're worth. It means I'm better at this than you, and you should take your dirty wannabe scammer ass back to the flea market. She took my picture down. That was a wise decision xD
The other picture was stolen by a guy. Oh, and I love this, not only did he steal my picture, but he also preemptively blocked me so I couldn't comment on the post using the picture he stole. It's literally my picture, and a stock photo, no actual photo proving he even owns the dress. Which is what I warned people about in my nice lil post about him, better get proof from him that he actually has this dress before you buy cause this is 100%  a scammer, and not even a good one, pretty lazy in fact. At least the other bitch tried to alter the one she stole, but this motherfucker straight up copied, and pasted then blocked me cause he knew I'd be coming xD At least put a little more effort in, will ya? You're trying to steal people's money with as little initiative as possible, you could at least throw in a sob story about how your house burned down from a tragic canopener related incident.

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05:33 Apr 17 2021
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21:46 Apr 16 2021
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I crack up every time I read this xD
Who knew there was such underhanded scheming in the Squishmallows market?
I may need to get in on this...

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07:36 Apr 16 2021
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Most people don't know that before I officially changed my name I was an MJ.
Thanks to my father, the super nerd. See, my mom picked my original first name, so my dad picked the middle, and because the first name my mother had chosen started with an M, he chose a middle name that started with a J, making me an MJ. I never liked either name, to be honest, neither suited me so I always went by other things even before I got it changed. I don't think he was too insulted by me getting rid of the middle name he gave me. My mom always hated that name too xD Don't ask me why I chose Aiyana, it just called to me. Wolfie says it's perfect because it's supposed to mean beautiful flower or something like that. Very fitting for his Persephone. It was Ariana before that, for a time. When I was in 4th grade I read these books about a princess, and her unicorn who had been hidden in this world, their memories erased to protect them from some big evil. And being a girl with a horse at that time, and already feeling massively out of place on this planet, I could relate. Even back then I knew my name wasn't right, but Ariana wasn't right either, Aiyana is close enough.
Just something interesting about me that most people don't know.
My oldest niece is one manipulative little girl. She always has been, she's always enjoyed getting people into trouble from a very young age. Love her to death of course, but I've had the chat with her, you may be able to lie to anyone else in this world, but girl, you can't lie to me because I'm better at it than you.
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And she laughs, and I laugh xD
I expect all my nieces will grow up gorgeous. The youngest one looks exactly like me when I was a baby. Well, from when I was about 2, my parents legit have ZERO actual baby pictures of me below the age of around 2. Which is a shame because I must have been a phenomenally cute baby. But according to my mother, my youngest niece acts exactly like I did too. Pure evil xD She always looks at me, and grins before she does something too, like, "Hey... Watch this shit." Apparently I was constantly in trouble, always plotting something, always going against parental authority. The thing is, punishment never did anything, I thought it was funny. I'm still like that with Wolfie xD The one punishment that really gets me is when he simply says, "I'm not going to touch you, and you're not allowed to touch me until further notice." It's funny, I can go months with us being apart, but to have him in my presence, and not have physical contact is actually more painful than any beating. I mean, I'm a masochist so obviously, but I'm also an extremely affectionate person. I think that's one reason I've been so miserable with other guys, they weren't affectionate enough, but Wolfie is also extremely affectionate, we both crave each other's constant touch. But that's why he knows if he sincerely wants to punish me, that's what he takes away. I like to test him though, I like to push his buttons, sometimes taunt him right to the edge. Not because I want him to beat the shit out of me, he's always taught me you don't whip a sub in anger. I just want him to stop holding back. I know why he holds back, but he shouldn't, I want him to be the Dom he wants to be. But he does say I enjoy rough domination a little too much xD What does that even mean? Oh please, Sir, dominate me gently xD He's just afraid that he's going to genuinely hurt me someday, and that I'll think he's a monster, and run away. Honestly, if he thinks I'm the kinda girl that runs away from the things that scare me, he doesn't know me very well. He says he's really in love with me, and it scares the shit out of him. Good, good xD That's the kind of love you want to have, right? Who wants boring, who wants safe, who wants settled? Who wants the sure thing? Too many people, and that's why so many are miserable. Maybe you can be happy with your management position job, your house payments, the spouse you settled for, but they're not who you really think about before you go to bed.
Then again, I'm the one now who's like, I just wanna snuggle my boyfriend, and play videos with him every night forever in our quaint suburban house, that's all I need.
Maybe for some that's all you need. My parents have been married for over 35 years, together since high school,  it happens. One of my sisters married her high school sweetie as well. I can't imagine any guy from high school that I would've wanted to marry xD I had a huge crush on a guy in 7th grade though. I threatened to stab him in the eye with a pencil one day when he sat down next to me in science class. True Story xD

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05:15 Apr 15 2021
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When you're in your bed reading lore about the Crimson King, and your power suddenly completely shuts off...
I know too much, they've finally come to claim me D:
That'll be enough Stephen King for me tonight, thank you, the Universe has spoken xD

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23:00 Apr 13 2021
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Came across two more people today using my stolen pictures, trying to sell shit to people.
It doesn't bother me if someone uses my pictures, I'd prefer they asked first, it's only polite, but whatever. What gets me is when people use my pictures and ONLY my pictures, providing absolutely no proof that they actually own what they're trying to sell. It screams scammer. Especially when I watermark my pictures, and they COVER up my name xD Look... If you actually own the item, why not just take an actual picture of it instead of editing one? Right? Cause when you're too lazy to take your own picture, but then you go out of your way to edit mine, kinda makes it look like you don't actually own said item. Kinda makes you look bad, just sayin'. And the customer service on the app is lile, "Well, you'll have to provide proof that this is your picture." Here's the real photo, it's got my fucking name on it that they clearly covered up! Are you for real? Do you want to encourage scamming because that's what it looks like.
And this scam doesn't even make sense. The buyer has to approve what you sent them or you don't get your money. The app holds your money until the buyer rates or three days pass, they have three days to check if what you sent was what they bought so if you sell a really nice skirt then ship them a bunch of rocks they're gonna send your rocks back, dumbass, unless you can irrefutably prove what you sent. It's not a scam you're gonna get away with so why even try? Stupid, stupid morons.

Anyway. My other KS package made it in today filled with things from one of their latest releases, Dracula's Daughter.

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And there's my cat, helping me take pictures xD Anytime I lay something velvet down on the ground he immediately lays on it. I love this dress though, it's really beautiful. I love roses, I keep telling Wolfie we're going to grow a whole bunch of them despite his assurance that everything he touches dies xD

Marked High-Waisted Skirt
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I know I've said this before, I'm bitching about it again... How big are the average woman's shoulders? Because holy fuck, suspender skirts are consistently made for giants. The straps are so fucking long, these proportions are crazy. I could see having them that long for the 3-4XL, but on a Medium? It's a beautiful skirt that once again may have to be worn strapless because it was clearly made for a much larger person.

Dark Lover High-Waisted Skirt
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This one doesn't have any straps xD But I'm not crazy about the length, it's just a bit below knee, I prefer above knee myself. I really like the design though so I'll probably just alter it slightly shorter.

I also got a few dresses to sell, and one that already sold yesterday. I was telling my cat I have too much clothing, and he's just looking at me like, "Oh really... You don't say?" I'm always saying I need to clear out some stuff from my closet, but every time I go to, I only end up picking out like one thing. I mean, I've still got my Dir en Grey hoodie from the concert back in 2008 xD Some more stuff can definitely go.

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subject1983
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03:25 Apr 14 2021

have you reported them for the theft?





 

02:48 Apr 13 2021
Times Read: 912


I've been looking into making my own resin mold creations, and I think I've found the perfect mold.
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It's an adorable little chainsaw with a bow, and a bunny head :3 You can make the resin any color with paint, and add glitter, and make them super adorable. I was thinking I could turn them into necklaces or pins, and include them free for my buyers. The resin itself is only like $20, and it's better than just buying stuff to give them. Not that it's necessary to do either, I just like to. There are actually a bunch of these creepy kawaii molds too, a scythe, a gun, a knife, most of them with cute lil bunny heads, I just happen to like the chainsaw best, it's very me xD

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20:43 Apr 12 2021
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One of my KS packages made it in today. The other one is being held at the warehouse... That usually means there's an issue with the packaging or the label or the contents, something triggered them to hold it until they get in contact with Killstar themselves. Which is why I'm glad it's an order from the UK warehouse because their customer service isn't quite as shit as the US side so hopefully they get it moving again quickly. But my clearance order did make it here, everything in this package recently went on clearance like last week, and most of it is already nearly sold out that's why I got mine.

Sorrows Maxi Shirt
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I was shocked to see this put on clearance honestly, it's been one of their best sellers since it came out, and for good reason, it's gorgeous. I have it paired here with the Cemetery skirt by Restyle, a perfect match, but it would look great with any number of styles on the bottom. I was a bit worried about the length with me being so short, I don't like wearing things that drag on the ground behind me, but this falls about an inch off the ground, and a few more with heels, it's absolutely perfect, and so beautiful.

Sadie Dress
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This is just a really simple velvet dress with moon/rose burnout design. This particular design didn't sell too well until it went on clearance, now it's nearly sold out everywhere. Just another simple, pretty dress for the collection.

Cosmia Hooded Duster
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Another velvet piece because I can't get enough. Another top, but this one with generous, wide hood, and long bell sleeves. And something I didn't notice when I bought it...
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This really beautiful embroidery on the sleeves. They don't really highlight this in the pictures, I didn't know it was there til I opened it up. I have it paired with the KS Abbey skirt since it also has an embroidered cross on the waist. Unfortunately, I think this skirt is completely sold out though you may still be able to find it on Fantasmagoria or other gothcentric European clothing sites.

Weird Sisters Dress
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I really love the material of this dress, it's like super comfortable, and stretchy, but doesn't look or feel cheap. It's made to be more of a body hugging dress, but it also looks really good with a skirt over the bottom if you prefer more of a flared look. The top of the dress is obviously the main attraction, it has that beautiful batwing collar, and all the lace, and the ruffles cuffs on the sleeves so you can definitely use it as a top or a dress.

Really happy with everything here, I'm glad I could get it all in my size before it sold out. Not sure what I'd like next, I did find some really cute necklaces that would be perfect to include with my sales.
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It looks a lot like my white Rabbit tattoo except the heart on mine is on the rabbit's ass xD And people always ask me why it's on the rabbit's ass, I dunno, I guess I was making it like a MPL cutie mark. Of course, Master with the dirty mind has another theory why it's a rabbit with a heart on it's butt xD I'd actually like to have it possibly completely covered, and redone into a proper white Rabbit instead of some line shit that I drew myself, but we'll see when Wolfie gets back. He has a lot of ideas for tattoos he'd like me to get, wolves, and roses, and designing his mark of ownership for me. He also agrees that getting the symbol of the Blades of the Darkmoon would be really appropriate for me. It's interesting that he never subbed a girl with tattoos or piercings before me. I guess most people grow out of that eventually, but I've always loved my look, and he encourages me to be myself :3 He's not embarrassed of me, he's actually always showing me off, and I love that xD He also said he finally got my new collar ordered in from Paris, and it should be here by the time he gets back. I told him he could've had it shipped straight to me, I promised I wouldn't peak... But we all know I totally would've peaked xD

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06:23 Apr 12 2021
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I beat Bloodstained a few nights ago. Well, I beat the final boss, and got the true ending, but I wouldn't say I'm done playing it. Lots more stuff to do. There's even a mode where you can play as the alternate protagonist, Zangetsu, which is funny since his boss fights probably gave me the most trouble out of anyone. His mode is basically if you wanna speedrun through the game super powerful.
Overall, I really loved this game. Castlevania is a series very dear to my heart, and this fit right in. Although, now that I'm thinking about it, I never did fight that vampire guy. Like I said, there's still shit to do even after beating the big boss. Which, btw, was probably my least favorite boss fight. Technically, a two part fight, and certainly not difficult. A bit boring, honestly, especially the second part, Zanny gave me much more trouble. Most bosses though only took 1-2 tries so maybe I just should have played it on nightmare mode. Trying to figure out where I was supposed to go was the biggest annoyance. There's a part where you basically have to half fight a boss then invert your character up to the ceiling at a specific point, and attack the moon to get to the real ending of the game, and the game doesn't really explicitly tell you this in great detail. Or the dodge move which isn't really a dodge, it's a backstep. The problem is, I've put infinite numbers of hours into Dark Souls, and Bloodborne dodging straight into enemies, through their attacks. That doesn't work in Bloodstained because it's 2D, you will get hit a lot so the backstep was basically worthless for me, I couldn't get past my drilled in habit of dodging into people xD Which brings up my next complaint, bosses constantly backstepping straight into me. I got hurt more just from them accidentally walking into me than anything else. I don't cause damage when I walk into them, why the fuck are they allowed to hurt me? That's not a great mechanic, it's pretty much bullshit. I get that, that's how it is in most games, but when I can't properly dodge away it's a lot more noticeable, a lot more annoying. It's still a pretty good game though. Worth $60? No. $40? Nah. But I paid $20, and that's pretty reasonable even though I beat it in under 20 hours. There are a couple sequels, but they're much more retro, original, pixelated so I'll probably play them eventually, but probably not right away. I dunno what to play next, like I said, I'm so picky about games anymore. I just don't get enjoyment from most of the mass produced bullshit the gaming industry is constantly pushing out. My bestie told me I need to get on Remnant with him because despite finally being able to properly play online I'm still like, but why xD

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05:35 Apr 12 2021
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00:10 Apr 12 2021
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If it's one thing that turns me off of buying something from someone it's, "DM me before purchase." I get that people sell on multiple platforms, and sometimes you may have something listed still that already sold, but honestly, how hard is it to keep track of your shit? I guess having the buyer ask before buying is better than having a cancellation on your record if you do, in fact, no longer own what they purchased, but again, not that difficult to keep track.
Example. I saw this skirt a few months ago at Hot Topic.
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It's got bats, and coffins, and it's red/black. I wanted it, but I didn't want to pay $40 for it. Trust me, nothing from Hot Topic is worth $40 xD Especially a skirt. So I waited for it to go on sale, and forgot about it until it sold out. I just happened to see someone selling it for like $20 today, and would have bought it immediately, but it had the, "DM before purchase," bullshit attached to it. So I searched it, and found it same condition, same price from someone else without having to message them, and bought it from them instead. You lost out on a sale because you can't keep track of what you still have? I go through every day, and make sure everything looks good, I don't tell people they have to message me to buy, that's stupid, that's bad salesmanship, it's inconvenient to the buyer. As a seller, you don't want to inconvenience the buyer, you don't want to make them look for something somewhere else. That's pretty basic.
Another thing I know I've mentioned before, these bitches who get upset when you buy their shit then flip it, and sell it for a lot more than they did. If you knew you could sell if for that much, why didn't you? It's not yours anymore, why do you care what I do with it? This is a common practice for me because I buy A LOT of clothing, and sometimes stuff doesn't fit, I don't like how it looks on me, and without even knowing the reasoning they get super pissy like you've robbed them or something. Like the skirt I just bought for $20, I could resell it for $65 guaranteed, maybe even up towards $85. I'm not going to do that because I really like the design, but if I did how is that any of the previous owner's business? I love the, "If I see you reselling my stuff, I'll block you," dumbasses. Ya know, once I've paid for it, and it's in my possession, it's not YOURS anymore, I would be reselling what's MINE now. Fuckin stupid. I've seen it happen with my stuff, the app actually encourages you to resell things you've bought from other people if you don't want them, and I've seen people reselling stuff from me for more, and I always comment to tell them I hope it sells xD Because why not? Why be a raging bitch? That's the natural state of way too many people. I can be the biggest psychotic bitch you've ever met, but most of the time I'm not, I'm pretty reasonable, I generally don't go looking to fight with everyone, life's too short for that kind of attitude. I can majorly dislike you, and still be polite to you until I feel like you need to be put in your place. For the most part, if I don't like you, you're below my notice unless I'm laughing at you with my friends, or you've forced your presence on me in some way. Otherwise you just don't have enough personal worth to be on my mind :3
I think it's honestly the worst for people when they come up, and apologize to me for, "Making me angry," and I'm just like, and you're who again?
xD
"You probably don't remember me, but I'm sorry..."
Yeah, I really don't though xD
Lotta people think I'm so angry with them. If I don't respond or stop responding to you it's probably because you're boring me or I'm just busy, hard to believe I have actual things to do. And fun fact, I only have my phone set to ding if Wolfie is trying to contact me, he is the only one who gets my immediate attention, everything else is set to silent so if I see you, I see you, but if I don't it's probably nothing personal, I'm not mad at you, and you should worry about more important things in your life :3

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KONA
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06:46 Apr 17 2021

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20:19 Apr 10 2021
Times Read: 1,074


I sold 2 skirts + t-shirt for $100 this morning. I originally had it listed for $125, but $100 is totally reasonable so I accepted the offer. About an hour later after I had already shipped, and everything she messages me to say, "Hey, so one of those skirts I bought is actually selling on the site for only $30, just thought you should know."
I love it when buyers think I'm stupid, and don't know how much things cost on site. I also love it when they quote me the clearance price on something that originally sold for $65.
Figure it like this. I make $86 off a $100 sale. The shirt sold for $20, one of the skirts for $30, the other for $30. That's $80 altogether so I'm technically only making $6 over retail value. And she wants to bitch to me about it AFTER I've already accepted her offer and shipped. She was telling me the name of the skirt, and the brand like I was trying to hide it when they were clearly listed. People have every opportunity to look into things before they buy them, they wait until they've already done it then they complain. Annoying.
Another gripe I have, hypocritical people who want you to buy things from a brand they don't support so they can then buy from you, and say they're still not supporting the brand. If you wear a brand's clothing, you support them. DollsKill is always in some controversial bullshit or another. The way they treat their models, the designs they steal, on top of other shady behavior, a lot of people refuse to buy from them. But then a lot of those same people will still wear their clothing if they can buy it from someone else, and in my personal opinion that's majorly hypocritical and fake. If you're going to boycott a brand because you don't want to support them that means not wearing their stuff. Because giving me money to buy something from them for you is still you putting money in their pocket. I don't understand the logic there, you're trying to create a loophole that's pretty much as good as you doing it yourself. Do your own dirty work, bitches, or pay me more for it xD

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01:02 Apr 09 2021
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When I put something up for sale, and not even two minutes later someone is asking me, "How much less are you willing to take for this?" I mean... I literally just listed it, maybe some other people would like to see it, maybe someone who isn't so cheap, and is willing to pay my asking price. Then she made me an offer generously cutting herself off at least 25% percent of what I was asking for it. Again... Making me that offer after a week or two, I get it, but I like to give it time to see if anyone will pay in full before discounting it. Like I had a dress listed for $190, and it's been sitting there for a few months. Someone made me an offer of $163 for it this morning, I took it, that's perfectly reasonable. I could understand her trying to take $5, maybe $10 off right away, but 25%? If you want something that bad that you don't want someone else to buy it from underneath you, you should just pay what I'm asking or at least make your offer reasonable.
But my KS order shipped today so my beautiful new things should be here on Monday. I really need to order more from etsy, I always browsing kawaii goth stuff on there, but I never buy anything. I did order a bunch of moon necklaces, and stickers to start including in my packages, I like to do stuff like that for my customers especially my repeat buyers, and it's really not too expensive. You can get some really beautiful gothy kinda stickers for super cheap so I may start doing sticker packs or something. But I also got in bulk like 20 simple, pretty little silver toned moon necklaces. The ladies who buy from me are generally goth aesthetically inclined, and what goth girl doesn't love the moon? I tried to find moon bunny necklaces, but they were a bit more expensive so we'll see how well these go over, and maybe upgrade if people enjoy getting a little something extra. I am all about customer satisfaction, just ask Wolfie...
Wait, that makes me sound like a hooker xD
That's the thing though, if you're an idiot or an asshole, I am very unpleasant to deal with, but if you're a kind, respectful, reasonable human being then I do everything to make sure you're taken care of because sometimes getting that little thing in the mail really brightens a person's day, sometimes it's all they have to look forward to.
I did agree to sell my AATP vampire dress to the one woman who contacted me about it. Honestly, as much as I love the design, I don't love the style. It's just too milkmaid/sherpardess for me xD That's the only way I can describe it, I put it on, and I feel like I should be herding sheep. Plus, she gave me the whole story about her being abused by an ex, and like I said, I've never been abused, but almost every man in my life has mistreated me, and majorly let me down. So I get it, and I want someone to have it that will truly cherish it. Plus, making $400 out of $150 is a decent profit although I probably spend at least that much at Killstar every couple weeks xD I am a total shopaholic, I admit it, clothing is my addiction, and I was telling my mother a few weeks ago that I think it goes back to my childhood. I grew up with two older sisters so I didn't get new clothes often, I never got to wear what I liked or pick what I wanted, it was always hand-me-downs. So I think that's partially why I have such a pronounced style, and why I am a hardcore clothing addict. But ya know, shopping is just fun, and I'm running a business selling fashion so I can get away with buying whatever xD
Plus, all my bills are fuckin paid, my shit is handled, and I never have to beg anyone for money. So it's definitely not a harmful thing :3
And people always assume Wolfie buys me everything, but I buy my own shit. It's funny actually, I mentioned something to him a few days ago about a $10,000 dress, and he was like, "Well, if you really want it we can get it for you." Which is absolutely adorable, but I'm just like, fuck no, I do not need that, are you crazy xD Yeah, high fashion just isn't me, it's usually really ugly, and I'm not paying that much for a name. Wolfie is well off, he makes great money, and he does love to spoil me, and give me the best of everything, but I like to pull my own weight, and buy my own shit with my own money without having to ask for it. He's the love of my life, and my Dom so he loves to take care of me, and I desperately want/need him in my life for many, many reasons, but he is not my personal ATM, and I'm never going to treat him like that.
I was going to make a joke about him being my love ATM, but my mind immediately went to dark, dirty things so we won't go there xD

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07:18 Apr 07 2021
Times Read: 1,157


Vampire Forest Elisabeth By Alice and the Pirates
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It's quite gorgeous, I love every little detail on the print, and the condition is flawless. I've actually already had someone contact me about this dress, she said she used to own, but lost it due to a situation from an abusive relationship. She offered me $400 for it, and considering I only paid about $150 that would be a nice sell. I really love it, but having been mistreated by most men in my life, I definitely sympathize, and want to help her. A dress may seem like a silly things to buy, especially for $400, but the right dress can mean a lot. To some people a sense of style is a very important part of who they are. People ask me all the time why I dress the way I do. Because, this is what makes me confident and comfortable. I feel so out of place in simple, average t-shirts, and jeans, I feel like I'm standing out more in that than when I'm in a Lolita dress. Which doesn't make sense, but that's just how it is. I have to think about it though, I really love the design on this dress. Would you believe this was released 11 years ago? You can't tell, it's so well made, and it looks like it's never been worn. But because it's 11 years old it's a bit hard to find, I just got lucky. This was my second order from the proxy site, and everything went just as perfectly as the first, I'm really loving ordering things straight from Japan. The shipping is a bit expensive, but like I said, they have much cheaper options, but they're a lot slower, and when the dress itself is so reasonably priced I don't mind the extra on shipping.
Another wishlist Lolita dress down, what else am I looking for? I do have a nice KS order coming in.
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While they simultaneously put a bunch of their velvety, lacey, more classic goth pieces on clearance, they also released some. I've been complaining that their new releases have been terrible for months xD But the latest one is actually more me, lots of velvet, high-waisted skirts, collared dresses. I'm sure someone out there wants the Leopard printed garbage, but not me. Sales have been amazing though so I let me spoil myself a bit :3

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20:42 Apr 06 2021
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Valac-4
I beat Valac in one try. And was left standing with about 5 HP left after xD That's my favorite kind of boss fight, when they're one hit away, you're one hit away, it comes down to whoever's fastest, luckiest. The shitty thing is, the game doesn't autosave, and there's not a save/fast travel room right by. If you don't have a waystone you have to go through a couple rooms, and pass by a few enemies to get to a save point. Guess who didn't have a waystone after a hard boss fight that left me with 5 HP, and zero healing items? Yep. That walk to the teleporter was the longest, most tense of my life being one hit away from having to redo that entire fight xD Valac isn't necessarily a super hard fight, the bosses are a lot like DS bosses, you just have to learn the dance. Obviously, I still got hit. A lot... My main complaint with the game is just how tedious it is running around trying to figure out where you've been, and where you need to go. Which is typical Castlevania, their maps are always a labyrinth, that's just part of how they lengthen the game, but it can be pretty annoying. Overall, I love it though, I think I played 12 hours straight which hasn't happened in a long time. Wolfie told me this morning, "Sorry for not calling last night, I was really tired," and I was just like, oh yeahhhh... We had a video date, totally wasn't playing a game, and completely forgot xD You can tell I'm loving a game when I forget Wolfie date. But, being a huge nerdy gamer himself, he understands the importance of slaying monsters, one of the many reasons I completely adore him❤

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02:22 Apr 06 2021
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Even if this turned out to be the worst most useless equipment ever you know I'll wear it all through the game xD
It annoys Wolfie when I wear things in games not based on stats, but based on how fashionable it makes my character look. I don't think I've ever worn armor for protection, I'm like, nah, I'll take the corset, and the mini skirt, I gotta look good while I ruthlessly murder the shit outta these demons xD
Eventually you also reach a point where you can customize your character a bit more after the first couple bosses to the extent of changing her hair, eyes, clothing color.
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It's not a necessary thing, but it's nice to make her more Bunny like :3 Like I said, I enjoy being able to play as myself in games. If only the tattoo on her chest was a panda xD
I'm enjoying this game a lot. It's like Castlevania and Dark Souls and Bloodborne had a baby.

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19:19 Apr 06 2021

I get literally aggravated whenever my character’s armor or clothing doesn’t match. Early-game WoW or SWTOR before crafting unlocks is a nightmare lmao





 

18:52 Apr 04 2021
Times Read: 1,282


The time has come...
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I actually completely forgot this game existed xD I was really excited about it right before it came out, but then... Just forgot it. I'm a huge Castlevania fan, Castlevania was baby Bunny's first video game about 30 years ago. My oldest nephew will sit, and brag that Call of Duty was his first game... First of all, that's not something to brag about xD And it's not even true, I had him playing Batman when he was still in diapers. I know this isn't technically a Castlevania game, but it's supposedly very similar. I realized something recently while browsing through games online, and it's that I am extremely picky about the games I like. All of the top rated most popular games hold absolutely no interest to me at all. The most popular game I enjoy is obviously Dark Souls, but I liked Dark Souls before it was cool, I was playing Demon's Souls back when no one else knew what it was. So I don't count those. But like Fortnite, Call of Duty, GTA, I just can't, I don't want to. I mean, I played GTA 4, and relatively enjoyed it, but did not care for 5 at all. I'm an RPG kinda girl, I love a good, long, in depth RPG world.
This definitely peaked my interest, it's right up my alley.
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I don't think I've read a Drizzt book in over 15 years. I never particularly liked him as a character, he's not for me, I always preferred his arch nemesis, the assassin guy, and the other dark elfy guy. But D&D games are usually pretty good, I've always adored Neverwinter Nights, and Icewind Dale, even Eye of the Beholder. Never played Neverwinter though. What I don't like about this game is that it says you get to choose from one of four characters... So it's going to have set characters, and not create your own? Because nothing turns me off faster in an RPG than forcing me to be someone that's not me. There are certain exceptions, but in a fantasy style D&D RPG I want to be me, my character, the cute, small, blonde Shadowdancer, fuck your Arcane Archer. I'm just saying, it kind of ruins my immersion, but that's just me.

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06:31 Apr 04 2021
Times Read: 1,308


I've been watching the new Fruits Basket with my two oldest nieces. Thanks to having pretty much the best auntie ever, they're both majorly into anime, and this one is perfect for young ladies because... well, obviously, there's Prince Yuki. I always felt like Tohru choosing Kyo was a big mistake, but that's personal preference, I'm not much for loud, overcompensating, obnoxious, aggressive guys. I get it, it was always set up for her to end up with the year of the cat, but he's not my type. Yuki definitely reminds me of Wolfie, quiet, polite, confident, but underneath a bit traumatized, and deeply hurt. But even before I met Wolfie, Yuki was my favorite.
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I don't know if I'd say I like the newer one better. Although it's definitely prettier. Either way, it's always been one of my favorites♥

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07:39 Apr 02 2021
Times Read: 1,354


I beat Code Vein, the final boss is a lot less hard than the one before so it was pretty anticlimactic. But I was just kinda sitting there after like... ok, so what the fuck was any of that even about xD The ending is pretty unsatisfying, the story is confusing. Like, who was the last boss even supposed to be? Was that the Queen? And why were we doing all this again?
Having a deep, obscure storyline that the player has to discover, and partially guess is great, DS and BB do it really well. This does not. I don't understand what's going on, there's not enough information to find, it's mostly cliché character backstories.
The graphics I'd give 10/10.
Gameplay: 7/10 because, like Wolfie says, the controls are "janky."
Story though... like 3/10 xD I just don't get it I guess. Maybe a second playthrough will help because I did play most of the game over a year ago so maybe I just don't clearly remember the details. It's definitely not a bad game, it just needs to give me more story. I did like the blood code class switching mechanic, that was definitely interesting, and I liked all the characters I just feel like they could have been more. Overall, I think it's trying way too hard to be a Souls game, and it's just not working for it, it's not up to that level so it ends up being a wannabe disappointment. I don't dislike it, it just doesn't live up to what it's trying so hard to be instead of just being it's own thing. Be yourself, Code Vein.

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22:42 Apr 01 2021
Times Read: 1,381


The Bunny Planet JSK♥
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There aren't actually any bunnies, but lots of moons. That's what Wolfie named me, his moon bunny :3
Although sometimes he calls me his golden rainbow bunny too. He says I'm like one of those Japanese cartoon characters that vomits rainbows on people xD
I do really like this dress although I wish it were black instead of navy, but I might pick it up. I do adore the moon♥
And it comes with a cute little bunny tail bow ^^

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10:59 Apr 01 2021
Times Read: 1,348


When he messages me in the middle of the night just to say, "You really are beautiful, bunnygirl."
And I'm just like... uhhh, are you looking at me?
xD
"Of course I am, silly, you're the background on my computer."
Aww, meltyheart ^^

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06:33 Apr 01 2021
Times Read: 1,309


Don't you love it when you beat a boss in a game, and the game is immediately like, "Hey, I bet you enjoyed that, have another one!'
After many attempts... I finally beat Skull King in Code Vein. He's not a particularly hard boss, his moves are very easy to memorize, but he has an attack in his last stage that was killing me in one hit. At that point my partner was almost always already dead, the companions in this game are kind of worthless, they're basically there to take aggro to the face while you damage the enemy as much possible before they die. Even then, I kept getting killed final phase. I ended up loading up Prometheus code with Blade Dance + Eternal Blade Dance + Adrenaline, and just destroyed his health as fast as I could. I used Jack, the first boss I've killed without Louis, but I needed someone who didn't die immediately xD Which is funny since Prometheus is his blood code, but he dies pretty easily. I usually use Artemis, but I really needed to switch it up which is what the game expects you to do, figure out basically which code(class) works best for each fight. It's an interesting mechanic. Like, Artemis is more of a straight rogue type class, but Prometheus is a mix of rogue/warrior. It gives you good dodging, and the ability to do substantial damage with Blade Dance, and rewards you for dodging with extra damage if you have Eternal Blade Dance. The one class I don't mesh well with is caster, there really aren't any ichor abilities involving buffing/projectiles/elemental damage that I'm crazy about, I'd rather just be able to dodge well, and hit hard like in Dark Souls/Bloodborne. Like I said, the dodging in this game isn't as perfect, it's not as responsive. I don't even know how to explain it, it just doesn't have the same flow. In Dark Souls fighting a boss is like learning a dance, and it's a bit like that in Code Vein only the the guy is stepping on my toes, and tripping me up a little more than I'd like. But this was the first boss I had any trouble with, and it is close to the end of the game so maybe I'm just a whiner. But I think anyone else who has played as much Souls games as me will tell you the same thing.
So immediately after they shove another boss down your throat, the Virgin Reborn. Almost sounds like... The One Reborn from Bloodborne... Except it's entrance, and backstory wasn't nearly as badass... I know, not everything can be Bloodborne, but it should be♥

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