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Is this real enough for you

You were so confused

Now that you've decided to stay

We'll remain together



You can't abandon me

You belong to me



Breathe in and take my life in you

No longer myself only you

There's no escaping me, my love

Surrender



Darling, there's no sense in running

You know I will find you

Everything is perfect now

We can live forever



You can't abandon me

You belong to me



Breathe in and take my life in you

No longer myself only you

There's no escaping me, my love

Surrender



Hands up slowly

Give into...



Breathe in and take my life in you

No longer myself only you

There's no escaping me, my love

Surrender

Surrender

Surrender

Surrender



You will surrender to me

There's no escaping from me

I know you want her to be

You must surrender to me

I can't run anymore,

I fall before you,

Here I am,

I have nothing left,

Though I've tried to forget,

You're all that I am,

Take me home,

I'm through fighting it,

Broken,

Lifeless,

I give up,

You're my only strength,

Without you,

I can't go on,

Anymore,

Ever again.



My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.



I can't run anymore,

I give myself to you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry,

In all my bitterness,

I ignored,

All that's real and true,

All I need is you,

When night falls on me,

I'll not close my eyes,

I'm too alive,

And you're too strong,

I can't lie anymore,

I fall down before you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry.



My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.



Constantly ignoring,

The pain consuming me,

But this time it's cut too deep,

I'll never stray again.



My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love,

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.

Please, please forgive me,

But I won’t be home again.

Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,

And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:

"isn’t something missing? "



You won’t cry for my absence, I know -

You forgot me long ago.

Am I that unimportant...?

Am I so insignificant...?

Isn’t something missing?

Isn’t someone missing me?



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Even though I’d be sacrificed,

You won’t try for me, not now.

Though I’d die to know you love me,

I’m all alone.

Isn’t someone missing me?



Please, please forgive me,

But I won’t be home again.

I know what you do to yourself,

Shudder deep and cry out:

"isn’t something missing?

Isn’t someone missing me? "



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And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,

Knowing you don’t care.

And if I sleep just to dream of you

And wake without you there,

Isn’t something missing?

Isn’t something...



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I took their smiles and I made them mine.

I,i sold my soul just to hide the light.

And now I see what I really am,

A thief a whore, and a liar.

I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away.



I’m numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.

You give me all but the reason why.

I reach but I feel only air at night.

Not you, not love, just nothing.

I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away.



Try to forget you,

But without you I feel nothing.

Don’t leave me here, by myself.

I can’t breathe.

I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away.



I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away,

Farther away,

Father away,

Father away,

Father away,

Father away.

Goodnight, sleep tight

No more tears

In the morning I'll be here

And when we say goodnight,

Dry your eyes

Because we said goodnight,

And not goodbye

We said goodnight

And not goodbye

The words have been drained from this pencil

Sweet words that I want to give you

And I can't sleep

I need to tell you

Goodnight



When we're together, I feel perfect

When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart

All you say is sacred to me

Your eyes are so blue

I can't look away

As we lay in the stillness

You whisper to me



Amy, marry me

Promise you'll stay with me

Oh you don't have to ask me

You know you're all that I live for

You know I'd die just to hold you

Stay with you

Somehow I'll show you

That you are my night sky

I've always been right behind you

Now I'll always be right beside you



So many nights I cried myself to sleep

Now that you love me, I love myself

I never thought I would say this

I never thought there'd be

You

I have relized in the last few months, that life is just too short to worry about all the things in life we all think are so important. Life should be lived, not a living hell. I learned that sometimes you just need to grow up, and relize things are not that bad. Life may throw you down, but you need to get back up, and fight back. That is what im trying to do right now, fight back! Now im not saying that ive had the worst life.....but i havent had the best life. Life has kicked me around more then a few times, but it only made me stronger. I have made alot of mistakes, and learned from every single one of them. Im not a very strong person, but i wish i was. somehow i'll make it... i hope