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okay now i find out that i have a month to choose if i want to go to jackson and meet austin..well justin is supposed to make me not wanna go right? well thats not the case..he is doing things that is making me want to go even more..but i need to find out if i'm pregnant first..but me and justin went to a concert thing down here called the cpr fest..it was last night..watch a few bands play..he wouldn't even kiss me kiss me..i got a peck like 3 or 4 times..he says he isn't in for pda..but last year when he went to one of these little concert..when we weren't together he came over to my house a few days later with hickys all over his neck..humm..isn't into pda..yeah okay..so i don't know what to do..i am so ready to just disappear from him..but i don't want to do that if i'm pregnant..so i don't know what the hell to do..so i have to decide if i want to go to jackson and give up on me and justin or stay here and see if he fixes this..doubt he will..so i'm leaning more towards going to jacksons..

okay how do i start..i was this guy justin for 6 months and 5 days b4 i broke up with him for the reasons that i found out he was talkin to 11 or more chicks while he was with me..telling him he wanted to be with them..told them about me but that we broke up..when we hadden..but on may 9th i just couldn't take it anymore..so i broke up with him..he said he had changed and i told him he had to prove that to me..and while he was doing that i was going to meet new people..and if me and him were meant to be..it would all work out..well me and this other guy (named austin) have know each other for about a year or more..and we have never met..yeah its an internet thing..and those things do work out!! so i talk to austin about meeting and seeing how things go that whole month i was single..then justin came over and we talked about everything..and i realized how much i do care about him..and he has changed from what i see so far..and i may also be pregnant by him..but we don't know yet..but me and justin are back together now..and are trying to work everything out..and it seems to be going better..but i will keep everyone informed...and thanks to all who tried to help me..