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Sometimes it feels like there are still things in this world worth sacrificing, fighting, dying for.
Sometimes it feels like, hand me the match, I wanna be the one to burn this motherfucker down.
It's really conflicting.
Wanting to save everything.
Simultaneously wanting to destroy it all.
All the time.
Maybe I'm a bit harsh. Maybe I could be more constructive, and less bitchy xD Which isn't as fun, but ok... Look. How do you expect people to respond to the question, "Are you single?" No previous contact, no interaction, no conversation whatsoever, just straight into trying to determine whether I'm available or not. So you're already setting up the foundation of your intentions as not getting to know me, not discovering who I am as a person, not befriending me on any level, you just want an instant relationship. Honey, that's not how it works. In my opinion, the best relationships are built through friendship. I was previously in a longterm relationship with a man I considered my best friend. That's how it should be. Even if I am single, what makes you think we'd be at all compatible? You saw my pictures, saw that I'm attractive. What else? What else do you know about me? You obviously haven't read anything I've written on here because if you had then you'd know that I'm clearly not in a place to be pestered by weak minds merely looking to bone down or have a trophy. So what, in your small weak mind, do you fucking know about me? Sorry, that's clearly not very constructive... I'm going to go out on a limb here, and say you haven't had many lasting relationships, it's pretty obvious why if this is the way you approach people, throwing yourself at any pretty face. A lot of pretty faces hide ugly souls that will use you for everything you're worth, and throw you out when you have nothing left.
But you know, they have sites dedicated to dating online. You go there, the people there expect to answer questions like that, they're there looking for a relationship. Dumbass questions like that are appreciated there because that's what people are there for. This ain't it. Granted, this is a vampire social website where people come together, talk, and vampires are known for their allure and blatant sexuality. The question isn't what annoys me. It's the lack of common sense. You don't know me. You know nothing about me. You saw my picture, it made you tingle, you shot your shot. Without even trying to see what kinda person I am. I am single. For a variety of reasons xD But I'll tell you this. Most people can not handle me. I know exactly the type of person who can. Maybe you have to be a fucking psychopath to handle me, I don't know anymore. But they're not the type of person who needs to ask random strangers to be their online girlfriend. Whatever your circumstances, whatever your reasons, knock that shit off. Maybe it's only an innocent question, but it really, really annoys me from a fucking stranger having the fucking audacity to even for a split second think they'd have any chance to get anywhere with me with zero fucking effort. I am worth more than that. What's your worth? Don't you think you deserve better? Jumping on anyone who will have you isn't going to be the first step to a lasting, fulfilling relationship. Desperation does not breed stability. I might not look it, but I'm almost 35. I don't do hookup culture with instant Ramen fucking relationships. Maybe I'm a raging narcissist, but I deserve better than that, I demand it. You should too. You should seek stabilizing, soulfully satisfying relationships. Either way, your lack of intelligence/common sense makes me twitchy so do stay the Hell away from me ❤️
I forgot this whole boss fight is just playing hide and seek with this motherfucker xD
At what point, as a demon slayer, do you pack up, and just go home?
I'm thinking this would be it xD
It amazes me that fully functional adults get on a website, a website not specifically for dating, and go around asking random people, "aRe U sINgLe??!?" People are lonely, this is a social place, and it's vampire themed so I understand the social connotations of that. But... When that's the first, and only thing you've ever managed to barely type out to me... you know what says? Desperate. Do you find desperate people attractive? I don't. Desperation is throwing yourself at people you don't know, just hoping someone is equally desperate enough to respond to you. I'm not. That level of pathetic honestly makes me queasy. Do I look desperate to you? Do I look like I need to have a relationship with some nobody online? Someone who doesn't even bother to attempt to engage me in intelligent conversation. Am I not worth more than that sad little bitch attempt to get my attention? Is that what you're insinuating with your dumbass question, that I'm on that level?
No. Shhhh. Run away.
That's not being a sociopath...
That's just being a yandere💗
I mean, I know how it looks xD
Normally I might agree with you. But I have entirely too much empathy for this shit. Usually. I can emotionally detach from most things pretty easily. But that's just being a Libra. Libra yandere, there's your diagnosis. I'm not a sociopath, I'm an endearingly chaotic, mischievous, impulsive tiny thing. I'm a fucking bunny :3
This sweater😍
My favorite part might be the knife xD But I love it all.
I also got a super cute devil hoodie.
Cause oversized hoodies are like maximum comfort clothes to me.
And this pretty circlet.
Modeled by our lovely Snorlax til I can model it myself xD
I don't think I've ever seen anything as ignorant as telling someone no one cares what they're saying if it's not in English xD
And doing so with your own atrocious English grammar that is often times barely legible.
I wonder if anyone can translate stupid.
Yikes on bikes. Unfuckingreal.
I fucking love Halloween❤️
They also had mummy bear, and witch bear, but it had to be demon bear❤️
I need to organize my shelves. Everything is just kinda... chaotically thrown on them right now. Bunny and organize are not words that go together. It's funny that my base in Fallout looks so nice, and welcoming, and irl everything is just everywhere xD It's not like dirt or gross or anything. It's mostly clothes. Everywhere. All the time. I got rid of so much of my stuff getting ready to move, but I've also done a lot of emotional impulse shopping the last few months so... I'm still looking into buying a ps5, but last night, and today couldn't find one in person. I just don't really wanna buy one online when there are so many fucking scammers. I want to give money, and have it handed directly to me so I know exactly what I'm getting. It's interesting because I'll blow $700 on clothes in a day like nothing, but I'm really dragging my ass on just ordering a ps5 xD
I had gone out to take my baby niece home, and we stopped to do some shopping. She is a little me. Short, blonde, super sassy, kinda bratty, and her favorite things to do are:
1) Gaming
2) Eating
3) Shopping
She's been here all week. I told my brother last night when he called that I'll allow him visitation with her xD It breaks my heart how much she hates it at home. My brother works two jobs, my sister-in-law works and goes to school, her siblings go to school so she's left at home with grandma who sleeps all day. She's very smart, and very self-sufficient for a 4 year old, but you can tell she's lonely. She told me yesterday she'll miss me when she goes home. I told her she can come stay with me any time. She actually didn't end up going home. Her brother decided he wants to spend the night when I was dropping her off so they're both here now for one more night. My brother has mentioned multiple times that I should just move in with them. Since I thought I was moving with Wolfie I never gave it serious thought. I love my brother. I applaud him for working so hard to give his children a better life. He's trying to buy a house right now which is why he's working two jobs. I dunno if living together would be a good idea though. We tend to butt heads xD Especially when it comes to his kids.
I had also gone out to find some medicine for my cat. Again. His ear is fully healed, now his eye is messed up. He's extremely territorial so he's constantly fighting off squirrels, raccoons and other cats. But he's getting old. I think he's having trouble with allergies so I'm giving him medication for that. Every time I get one thing fixed he comes home with something else.
A wild Snorlax appears...
And she's gotta new plushie xD
And an old plushie...
❤️
I have a friend who every time I show up with super Shiney lipgloss he tells me I got my stripper lips on xD Hey... I don't take offense to that. I think most strippers, cam girls, and porn stars probably aren't bad people. Unfortunately, many of them just get pulled into bad things. But you shouldn't judge people who are just doing what they have to/like to/want to do. You don't know a person's story, you don't know why they do what they do. Like me. Wolfie always called me a succubus because I get immense energy boosts from sexual energy. But there's a big difference between sexual energy from friends or strangers, and someone who is actually intensely emotionally invested in me. It's like the difference between diet coke and champagne. I think that's one reason I get so pissed off when guys come at me super aggressively sexual. It's so unsatisfying, it's pathetic, and being pathetic is super repulsive. Being human, being vulnerable, and having genuine problems is completely different than being 100% pathetic.
I just realized something... When I was like 5 or 6 years old, Batman The Animated Series was absolutely my favorite show. And it was my favorite show because I was super in love with the Joker, obviously. And I was thinking about it... I love Harley Quinn now, but back then I totally hated her for obvious reasons. I think I've been a yandere since 5 years old xD It's interesting though, I wasn't really yandere with any of my exes except Wolfie. I wonder if I'll ever yandere again or settle down into something stable and boring... What Wolfie wanted more than anything was for me to find stability. He always kinda hoped I'd eventually give up on him, and find a normal guy. Or he expected it. Hard to say which. Maybe both. He always told me I deserved better than he could give me. His major depression made it to where he only constantly saw the worst parts of himself. If he just could've seen himself the way I did... It's important to love yourself. Not everyone can. If you can, you should. You better.
I always warn guys they can't handle me. I'm too much, and I know it. I'm that girl that will literally do everything possible to deliberately drive you fucking crazy.
"Nah, I can handle you easy, babe."
Let's put that to the test❤️
But don't be surprised when I do exactly what I warned you I would do.
I admit it. I'm pretty high maintenence. Just not financially so. Financial high maintenence is probably easier to deal with xD For enjoying being a sub as much as I did, I have a very dominant personality. Very aggressive. Especially towards men. Wolfie is the only one who always knew how to effortlessly put me in my place. Maybe I demand a lot of attention, but simping makes me gag. It's a fine line.
When I'm having a moment where all I want to do is lay my head on Wolfie's shoulder, look up into his big green eyes, and tell him, "You're not gonna believe this shit..."
😮💨
He would probably tell me, "Bun, don't be so harsh. Be the warm and compassionate bunny I know you are."
But Wolfie is gone. Reality shoved in my face. He left, and he left knowing exactly what it would do to me which is really hard to bear. Sure, he's got massive psychological damage, and he often told me I'd be better off without him, and maybe he genuinely believed it enough to finally run for good. But he had to know. And he did it anyway. And that's impossible to take.
I'm not subtle. Wolfie was definitely never subtle. So it's difficult adjusting to people who are. Subtle, respectful, all filled with rules and personal boundaries. How does anyone live like that?
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