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man can my life get more screwed up.... lets see since i have written down in here alot has happened, i have fallen in love with the girl who i was talking about in previous entries and know she is the love of my life, we are about to be together for a year now. In October she came for a visit and stayed until December, and i think during that time i have never been happier in my life. When she was here i felt as though something inside of me was filled up, and i was whole. but since then, shit hit the fan after she left. Me and my family moved outta the house i have lived in my whole life, i feel as tho a guy is trying to take my love away from me while she is back at her place, which makes me wanna hurt him very much. we dont know exactly when she will be back which pains me much. i plan on marrying this girl, and we are cursed by the fates to be apart.... WHAT THE $#!@ DID I DO TO THEM.... did i slap there momma or get them knocked up or something..... jesus christ.... i feel like the fates are shoving a red hot poker up my !@# and twisting it... dont feel to good.... but anyways yeah that is what is happening to me and my !@#$ed up life right now.... tty ppl later