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fists clenched...head down...i speak only to myself..



keep calm...hold on...breath...



i walk...the walk of death...bleeding inside where no one can see,,,,



I pray...the pain will not come this time so hard..like a punch in the stomach that doubles me over...that It wont knock the breath out of me...





but....then there you are....and I see my prayers have failed....



breath..



*thoughts*...i will protect my self...it will be fine..i will just walk away and not cry and scream inside...



walks and cant breath...



I watch as my own eyes look back at me...



everything thing stops...as i know I have failed...



the flesh of my flesh...a very piece of my soul stands in front of me..



my child...my heart...you will always get to me....