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oh i wonder how the clouds are tonight as i sit here laying in my chamber door. is it getting darker is the feeling ive know solong welcoming me back home. why is it so steamy in my room tonigh it this child of hell being called back home. shall i start lamenting of happy times or is there something greater to stop this course. O God if you are real do answer. I have been trying to walk the right path. yet i know not this hold. the salty waters flows down my eyes. I try to stop them as I lay here tonight. I knowledge ever a good thing. for i am man and i too ate the cursed fruit. *sigh* at time i hope blindness would come take me away from the vast knowledge i have aquired for my knowlege only brought pain. Even reaching to one can admire what i admire my demons come to haunt me. taunting me out the window while the clouds call me home. why do i so weep tonight? why do i even act like this. *sigh* are the clouds coming to sooth my though this night.