Darkness is calling,
I cannot change the way I am.
Difference is what I want,
But I shall stay the same.
Hated for everything I am,
I have hated myself.
Change my thoughts,
Change my life,
I have tried and failed.
Someone out there,
A hunter, I dream!
I have loved,
I have had happiness,
I am its slave.
Please, just take me away.
I cannot live this way anymore.
I do not want to be a slave.
The darkness owns me,
The darkness controls me,
The darkness is my mother,
It is my pain.
Lost, cannot see in a maze of horrors,
Constructed just for me.
I have no friends on the inside for that my mind can see.
Alone in the dark,
Only me.
Fighting my shadows,
Fighting what I cannot see.
Which is why now I know,
I am fighting only me….
COMMENTS
-