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Can you not see me?

My eyes are filled with tears

Can you not hear me?

Iv been crying all these years

I guess I've hidden it inside



Pushed it as deep as it can go

I guess I'm a pretty good actress

And never let it show

I'm afraid they see me weak

For just a single moment of the day

I'm afraid they see the little girl



Not the bitch that's tough in every single way

Only a select few have ever seen at my worst

Very few people have ever seen me cry

I apologize to those

They are not your problems, but mine



But as strong as I look

I have so many fears

And as tough as I seem

I've shed too many tears

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xxBlueFairyxx
13:34 Jun 11 2010

you made me cry . Wonderful

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I feel so lonely,

I feel so lost...

Like the world is leaveing me behind,

Without a singe sign.

No sound, no voices,



Just a pitchblack surrounding.

Days are passing,

and so is months.

I'm so lost,

no mather how far I go.

Nor how far I travel it's all black,



when finally seeing a light,

it's gone the next second.

I try to keep up,

to catch the light.

But it's to fast,

it's fadeing away.

It leaves me here,

alone, left in th e dark.

I so deeply wanna cry,

yet no tears are to be spilled.



Hearing sound,

OH from where?

It's fadeing,

just as my memories.

I feel a tear fall onto my hand,

watches it as it turns to blood.



Happy laughs that turns evil,

smiles turns to grins.

Voices turns to screams,

as I am passing.

Screams that hunts me,

day and night.

Screams and whispers no one can hear,

no one except me.



So lost,

will I ever be found?