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I wrote this back in 2005



My Dungeon



I have tried so many times to escape... to flea this udder loneliness

But my emptiness has become shackles and chains around my feet

Permanently attached to this dungeon of sadness



I lie torn and broken on the floor

Slowly becoming so numb

So cold

So bitter



Darkness has become my everything

Surrounding me

Holding me

Comforting me

Choking me



The silence of this dungeon has become so deafening

Making it impossible to sleep

To dream

To feel



My screams just linger in my throat

Burning my chest

My pleas for help have become food

Fueling

Feeding

This beast that is slowly killing me



I pray for an ending to this pain

I wish for the ability to just disappear

I beg.... please take my dungeon away.