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I'm too tired to worry anymore
My heart is too weak
My mouth is sealed
I can not speak
Thoughts of death fill my mind
So i sit and ponder as i unwind
My battery is low and i don't have much to say
Don't worry i will be gone one day
I tried to hard to live this life
I never will get to be your wife
I can't take the pain of a broken heart
I legit feel like my world has been ripped apart
So i will sit here and cry as i plan my demise
This is it, I'm ready to say goodbye!

**Writers notes**
This was one I did when I felt as if my life was over, as if nothing seemed possible and I just yearned to feel that sense of eternity, that touch of life after death and that sense of not having to worry anymore. I sense then have found myself, who I really am and who I need to be. Life is not always what you make it because unforeseen forces do have a way of tearing you down when you least expect it too. I mean come on now, you could be perfectly happy and having a great day and her comes life "oh you're having a great day? Let me fix that for ya"! Same thing with panic and anxiety, it does the same thing! I hope you enjoy this and also the journal entries I post is going to always be something personal, be it life experiences or my own personal thoughts and feelings. I am a youtuber but I am finding my solace here and hopefully maybe it can help someone or they can see that they are not alone.

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TheHaunted
00:07 Sep 12 2019

this is beautiful and i can relate to this on many levels

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