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Broken Illusion



I promised you my heart

But it wasn’t mine to give away

What have I done this time?

I understand if you don’t want to stay



A slave of the red crystal moon

Cannot hide from the light

Don’t come too close

You won’t bare the sight



There are not enough words

To describe my sin

For what it’s worth

Blame my kin



A bound woman is what I am

Chained to an oath

It’s was meant to be this way

Yet she is the one I loath



I won’t be forgiven

They will never forget

I will always be remembered

As a regret



Run like the wind

Leave now and don’t ever return

Find your safety in the day

Before you’ll be marked with my burn



Don’t mourn over me

This never was and will never be

Count your blessings

For you escaped the monster in me



You won’t ever recall my sweet face

Such an ironic fate

Found out it was all just a lie

Just a little too late



Wake from this dream

Open your fear filled eyes

Realize the horrid truth

It is me who you have become to despise



~AmaliA~

Wednesday, may 30, 2007

I have put some new poems on my profile and well I decided to put the former ones here.



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Right and wrong



Cruelty can be called a lady

Cunning like the night

Shameless like a whore

She knows what she has got

And she knows how to use it

Being part of a superior race

Never has done the lower class any good

We need embodiment to survive

Your embodiment to be precise

Stop crying at their side

It only will make us despise you more

How weak, how unworthy

Foolish creatures that are too scared to live this life to its maximum

Live life or drop dead, as wise man used to say

Do not worry, I will help you on your way

Everything with a beginning has an end

And your purpose in this life is nothing more than to die

Your beliefs makes me sick to my stomach

Your god has done nothing for you

Still you pray day after day

Your god has only brought you misery

Still you thank him day after day

I shall not bow at his throne

I was released once

Yet I never was in the state you are now

I never believed

Only in myself

A man can change his stars

I know that my words are wasted to your deaf hearing

So do as you please

Live your empty life

And I shall await you by the end of it…..



~Amalia~



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Queen of eternal darkness



I wish I was an angel

Flying high without any worries

No problems, no solutions to solve

Being in grace of His name

Adam would not have eaten of the apple

All humans would be at peace

Faries, nimpfs and angels

Would live by their side



Yet this wonderful world is shattered

As I wake to see my bloodstained hands

And their lifeless bodies at my feet

I am the murderer of virginity

The thief of humanity

Bringer of a bloody death

Bow at my throne

And behold your

Queen of eternal darkness!



~Amalia~



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"Mistress"



been there, done that, got bored

what's wrong with this this picture

my cursed lust never satisfied

always left on the outside

no matter the weather

welcome to my personal hell

I will be your hostess forevermore

but I cannot garantee your safety

no telling what I might do to you

chinese water torture

burning to death

feel the pain

caress the immortal gain

don't feél the shame

this is me, what you made me

some things just aren't ment to be

a sadistic sick minded being of lust

please scream, it's a must

allow me to rip your heart apart in a million bloody pieces

enjoying the devine taste of your blood

the terrified look in your eyes is enchanthing

you hate me I'm sure

but after all this I still turn you on

don't deny your craving

because neither will I



now it's my turn to play and have some fun...



~AmaliA~