She feels like she doesn't belong in this world and time. She feels like a mistake and a burden they just wanna pass around,they have no idea what she truly feels inside or the countless tears she hides.she just known as an embarrassment and a mistake.she asks god time and time again will this pain ever end? Jut a pattern that started when she was 2; she lay there helpless crying out for love but all she ever felt was that all the pain was all her fault,when she reaches out nobody understands, they just use and abuse and take her for a fool.and she suffers all alone,quietly she cries wondering if death would be better than this slow suicide.
Reflections of a life I once knew.some may say I'm confused. Truly they just dont understand what it's like to be me,to feel broken and in misery. To for just once to be loved and not told how worthless and no good I am.you see pain is a tricky thing we can overcome or stay the same,me I choose to let the pain go. It can't onus me me anymore ,I deserve to live life and fight this shit no more. Take your shot it's plain to see u don't know a fucking thing about me.
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BatsInTheBelphry
10:24 Apr 17 2017
i have these thoughts often myself.