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Muted By Illness

Speak No Evil

Blinded By Hatred

See No Evil

Deafend By Sorrow

Hear No Evil



Though Muted

Can Still Speak

Though Blinded

Can Still See

Though Deaf

Can Still hear

Something inside of my heart shatters

as I can no longer feel you close to me

the nights grow darker the days are extremely gray

and im just to cold to feel the warmth



my heart is still dying

im still wishing you were here

reaching out to hold your hand

but you are no longer here



why did you have to go

why did you have to say goodbye

why did you have to leave me behind here

left to drown in my own pool of tears



with no where left to turn

no where left to go

im stuck here alone in the dark

just how I started out



im scared of being alone

sitting here in my dark corner

tossing and turning in my sleep

always looking for a brighter side

but yet its nowhere to be found

Afraid to fall in love

afraid to give the heart away

afraid to be by someone's side

afraid to be left alone

afraid to cry

afraid to hurt

afraid to be happy because never knew what its like

afraid to have that warm touch in the stomache

afraid to show emotions because i dont know how

afraid to let someone know my feelings to afraid they will love

to afraid to fall in love because im always afraid of being abandonned again...



dont want to hurt anymore

dont want to be in pain anymore

but to afraid to know what its like on the other side

So many tears i've cried during the night

tears of pain

tears of sorrow

tears of lust for my hatred

i can not seem to stop these tears from overflowing

i can not seem to stop these tears from coming

everynight i cry so many tears because of what you have done to me

everynight i cry these tears wondering what i have done to make you treat me like this



these tears that i cry i will cry for the rest of my life

these tears that i cry will never end

these tears that i cry will always remind me of my place in this cold dark lonely world