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5 entries this month
 

03:44 Apr 21 2006
Times Read: 705


So far away, yet so close

Knowing all of me wanting you most


Conversations gone dry

We barely say hi


Opening my mind, and you did too

One night, just up out of the blue


You sharing your feelings

To me you were so appealing


The next time we met

You were worried of how things would set


Would I turn my back on you

No, I do not judge the things you do


Yerning for all that I could get

Wanting to taste you the day we met


Your mind always kept me intrigued

Making me all the more wanting to feed


Now it seems we have no time to talk

But never forget in my dreams you walk


To my heart I will keep you close

The man that saw who I was the most


With love and care I write this

Just to let you know it is you I miss

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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
04:46 Jun 04 2008

You write so beautifully !





 

03:27 Apr 21 2006
Times Read: 706


Feeling that cold metal cross my skin

Not worrying that what i do is a sin

The wetness of anger and hurt flow free

Careful so that i may not cut too deep.


Trying so hard to stay numb and not feel

Keeping all in my bottle under a seal

Now time shall come when it will over fill

Paying attention that i do not kill


Questions asked, answers I can not give

Fighting again wanting to live

Feeling so heavy from all of this stuff

When will others see that I have had enough


Maybe one day the cold metal goes too deep

Then in spirit I stand and watch them weep

Feeling all that I do, my anger and hurt

As they throw another shovel of dirt


Another day goes by people asking why

The spirit of another one had to die

Questions asked, answer I can not give

If I had the answers maybe I would have lived

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03:20 Apr 21 2006
Times Read: 707


Sitting here wondering about whats next

Holding my head hoping the voices would leave

Telling me to do this and to do that

In my heart I feel the voices deceave


"Hey you" the voice says, listen to me

Your body so weary and your heart is so cold

Listen to the voice hear what I say

You are growing weaker almost as if your old


Crumbling to my knees and weeping

Numbness I feel so the voice has said

Calling out and reaching for the light

Hearing the voice saying that I am dead


Looking around seeing myself on the floor

The voice said look real hard, may that image remain

Holding onto a red peice of cloth so I see

The voice telling me to look closer, the cloth is blood stain


Feeling so cold and skin turning blue

The voice said "you think I'm here to deceave"

Weeping, not knowing what to think

The voice says, "I am the one you do not beleave"


Just open your heart if only for a moment

Take my hand the voice said, pulling with all his might

Leaving my lifeless body lying there so cold

Hearing the voice say, " I am the man of the night"


Still feeling as if I'm being deceaved

The voice saying come here take a look and see

Doing what the voice tells me to do

Moving closer seeing myself bleed


Oh dear God please send me an angel

Before the voice has noticed, please grab my hands

Pulling me back for that evil light

Keeping me safe just like one of your lambs


Praying for forgiveness, what I have done is evil

Hearing the voice saying you think you have won

Feeling my body become whole again

The voice said, "I will be back, I know that you are not done!"

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02:53 Apr 21 2006
Times Read: 710


My guardian angel above

Came to me like a dove


Putting her hand on my shoulder

Guiding me as I grow older


As a young woman, I had no cares

Doing silly things all was dares


Now a middle aged woman, I start to see

All of the dangers and harm I would cause to me


An old woman that has grown so wise

Standing outside staring at the skys


Once again feeling my angel's hand

Taking me to that special land

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02:44 Apr 21 2006
Times Read: 713


When I cry

The tears burn in my eye


When I cry

Lets you know when I am sad

Or maybe even when I am mad


When I cry

It hurts my heart so

Just because people know


When I cry

I just want to be alone

Not speaking, let me be on my own


When I cry

Down my face the tear will roll

Seeing everything black, black as coal


When I cry

Why do my tears sting so bad

Does it not matter if I am angry or sad


When I cry

Why is there so much pain

Does it matter if other sit and blame


When I cry

Why do I choose to isolate

Does it matter that there is so much hate


When I cry

Why do my tears come so fast

It all should matter thats why I ask


When I cry

The tears burn in my eye!!!

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