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I was your god,

Your one and true.

Until I learned

About the one true you.



You don't know me,

Back the fuck up.



I don't owe you,

Back the fuck up.



I want you dead,

Gutted and dismembered;

Parts laid out for all to see,

A pleasant thank you

For all you've fucking done to me.



You don't want me,

Shut the fuck up.



I don't need you,

Shut the fuck up.



You close your eyes,

You see me there.

Your thoughts turn to me,

Your orgasmic nightmare.



You hurt me,

I'll fuck you up.



I hate you,

I'll fuck you up.



Do you want to fucking die?



I'm sick of all your shit,

I'm sick of all your lies.

I'm going to fucking kill you,

Make sure every part of you dies.



-Jan Lazer

Emptiness,

Emotions drained,

Life removed.

Feelings,

Everything hurts,

Anger rises.



Vengeance,

Pain unto suffering,

Suffering unto pain.



I will get even.

Skin is punctured.

A moan of painful pleasure.

Organic syringes sliding skyward.

Red life flows.

Damming life.

Prolonging Mine.

Immortality's cost.

Fate's joke.



Lips fastening onto yielding skin.

A newborn babe, suckling upon mother's tit.

Heartbeat slows.

Her life fades.

Mine grows.



My life.

Jugular wine.



A whimper of revelation.

Continuation of the process.

Silence of her body.

Pulse stopping.



She is nothing.



I am everything.

I await, alone and longing

In an alley.

I await, for a lone traveller,

Their inner streams unpolluted.



I await, for a heart

That beats for no one.



I await, to sate

an unearthly addiction.



I await, as seconds

Transform into hours.



I await,

For my next meal.

I place the tube in my mouth

It's lit, artificial flame.

I breathe in, venomous vapours

Entering once healthy lungs.

As its life decreases, so does mine.

I am relaxed.

My skin is pierced, solid spike.

White liquid courses through my veins.

System shock, dying cells.

I am relaxed.



I sit in front of gamma radiation.

Entertainment, loss of energy.

Mind occupied instantly, tittilating TV

I am relaxed.



Politicians, newscasters, friends.

Lips move, voices heard

Yet no intelligent thoughts are spoken.

Useless ideas and lies.

I am relaxed.



Humanity's weakness.

Willing poisoning.

I am pissed off.