In the winter of December,
Two people fell in love.
Can't remember, still yet picture,
Two figures out in the cold.
As the stars blinked,
Felt your heartbeat,
When I held you so close.
Distant lights glowed,
As the white snow fell.
With our eyes closed,
And our hands froze,
Our two lips met.
It was then that I,
Suddenly realized,
Just how much you cared.
And it's times like,
That moment,
When I cherish the love that we share.
You may not consider yourself,
But you may very well be
A leader, a winner,
For all the world to see.
In the eyes of others,
You are a martyr.
You have received recognition,
And you have worked harder.
But why ? Why all the praise?
I have done nothing but kept my word,
To a dear friend who needed me,
In every incidence that occurred.
But friend, I tell you, you are a hero.
You helped me see the light.
When I had no eyes,
You saved me, and you were my sight.
I knew that the time would come,
when I wouldn't think about you,
crave you,
need you,
desire you.
I knew that someday
my life would go on.
Every moment
wouldn't be spent
awaiting your return;
every breath
would not be held in,
until you came back.
It happened slowly,
that I stopped,
thinking about you.
At first I didn't want it,
the loneliness was too much.
The concept,
the mere thought,
of not having you,
not seeing you,
not feeling you,
was much to fearful
-even after you left,
after you found another,
after you moved in.
I kept hoping
you would come back,
that you would see
the mistake you made,
the error that happened.
I was ready to forgive you,
to take you back,
to sacrifice everything,
just so you and I,
could be together again,
for all of time.
I see now
I was wrong.
I gave all that I am,
all that I posses,
all that I wished for,
to you.
But you weren't ready,
weren't satisfied,
weren't content,
with just me.
The question came
who do you choose,
he or I?
When you answered,
I didn't believe you,
just like every time before.
When you claimed
your love to him,
it fell on my deaf ears.
I didn't want to believe,
didn't want to be
wrong.
Again.
But I was.
I see that now.
The time has come
for me to ask god
not for us to be together,
but if he will lessen
the pain that comes
when I think of us,
when I remember
how it used to be.
The pain is diminishing;
at night, I no longer cry.
I realize I was wrong,
that you want the other,
and not me.
But this journey
has made me tired.
I cannot continue along.
My path goes on,
and I am distraught.
I have not the energy,
to continue forward.
So, I will collapse here,
and wait.
Maybe someone
will find me here,
lying alongside the road.
Or, I might gather
the strength needed to move,
marshall the power to overcome.
Right now,
I will do neither;
I will lie here and wait,
hope,
and pray,
that somewhere,
someone cares enough,
to make me whole.
And my most sincere wish,
is for her to find me here,
and lay her hands on me,
healing my wounds,
cleansing my soul,
relieving my burden.
I will look up,
into her eyes,
as tears stream down my own,
and say to her,
"My true love."
And I will be complete.
There are two angels whom I know,
Both so glorious they seem to glow.
When they smile you don't need the sun,
And that's not all, these girls are fun!
One is sweet and thinks of nothing but others,
The second is strong and has many colors.
My love for them grows every day,
My closest friends forever I pray.
I miss my angels when we are apart,
They fill an emptiness that is in my heart.
Emi I'll miss you when you are away,
You'll always be my angel tomorrow and today.
Heidi, you are perfect, perfect as can be,
My love for you both won't fade,
This you'll always and forever see.
COMMENTS
Its very beatiful. You have a great mind to have the ability to write such poetry.
Last night
How to find my soul a home
Where water is not thirsty
And bread loaf is not stone
I came up with one thing
And I don't believe I'm wrong
That nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
There are some millionaires
With money they can't use
Their wives run round like banshees
Their children sing the blues
They've got expensive doctors
To cure their hearts of stone.
But nobody
No, nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Now if you listen closely
I'll tell you what I know
Storm clouds are gathering
The wind is gonna blow
The race of man is suffering
And I can hear the moan,
'Cause nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
COMMENTS
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Blackenheart
00:51 Mar 23 2008
Beautiful who was she?
evilsandwich
09:19 Jul 06 2009
thats so beautiful ^_^