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When I was 12, I meet a person that became one of my best friends for the longest time. He did magick spells and stuff that I had never even heard of. Well one day he decided that he was going to start teaching me this stuff. As I was learning to do some of this stuff, he was teaching me dark magick; I started to lose myself to it but still didn’t see how it was really working. So one day after about year of this and us playing with dark forces that we didn’t know anything about he decided to do a ritual that would open his eyes to the world around, kind of like the way you would say a vampires eyes open after the awakening. Well after that he got it in his head that he was better than every body around him even me. So he tried to enslave me and another of our friends. Very bad blood magick. Well it worked for a while he made us do things that I never thought in a million years I would do. Well after about a year of this he started to get lax in his regular rituals to keep us that way. Well after I was able to brake free from his control over me, I started to study how to stop him but all I knew was black, dark magick’s. But before I could do anything he did this ritual to open up his eyes again but this time he did it to me but he got it wrong and got him self hurt trying it but it still worked. So now there I was, knowing only black magick’s and lost in a new world. For months I just locked myself in my room and did nothing but think of ways to kill myself in the most painful ways possible. The times I would go out I would think if nothing but how to hurt all these people around me. Finally one day I was locked in my room and I heard a voice calling to me so I followed it into my closet when I got there I found myself in a long dark cavern with what looked like lava lighting it and nothing else. As I fallowed it down I became aware of something fallowing me, but I keep going down until I got to the bottom of it and I was right next to the lave but it wasn’t hot. After a while there a dark figure on a hours came riding up to me and introduced himself as death (one of the 4 hours men of the apocalypse). He told me that to be strong and survive this world I would have to become one with him and because I was so scared and alone I did it. After that I started doing those terrible things again. I when throw that for almost 6 years until I meet the woman that became like a mother to me, she trained me in the ways of the light, good magick’s, and in so doing she helped me drive out the hours man and become at peace with what I was. The evil wasn’t banished from me it’s still there waiting to come out again and do what it feels like doing, hurting people. The thing is that every body has that in them I just know what the darkness in my heart would do and can do. So to channel that I pulled out the darkness with help this time and turned it into something controllable.

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emogirl666deathtoall
16:04 Mar 17 2008

that was very...... deep

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TaintedAngel14
21:54 Oct 08 2008

*blinks* aye, i agree, everyone has that darkness in there heart. im glad that you have learned to control something like that, it takes alot to do that^^

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NightLily
13:53 Aug 05 2009

I know how it feels.

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