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My Love For You
02:08 Jul 28 2008
Times Read: 582




My Love For You

my love for you has always been.

a love that has lasted forever within.

now i see you so vanurabel and isolated.

i feel so soldated.

my love for you remains.

and as each day passes it grows stronger.

in my heart knowing that it is only going to last longer.

in your mind you were a woman but now that has been left behind.

in an instant your life was changed.

and now i have changed.

also knowing,

you will over come this and be better somday.

now your mind is so tender.

and mild no longer wild.

i have held you near.

because you have always been ever so dear.

i have watched you go through thick.

and thin and i have had you within my heart.

Melissa A Anderson



Copyright ©2008 Melissa A Anderson

My Heart Is Broken
02:05 Jul 28 2008
Times Read: 584




My Heart Is Broken

my heart is broken with the bitter words you have spoken.

my mind is in a stance.

my life is at a glance.

my heart is broken by bitter words spoken.

my heart is broke lookin like an artichoke.

as if my life were one big joke gone up in a puff of smoke.

my heart is broken i ask my self am i really heare.

or is this a dream that i am to awake from.

my heart is broken like some stupid cassino token.

i live my life with a broken heart.

Alone and isolated thinking noone cares.

my heart is broken.

Melissa Ann Anderson



Copyright ©2008 Melissa Ann Anderson

blame
02:05 Jul 28 2008
Times Read: 585




Blame

you say you are my friend.



yet you choose to blame me.



for petty childish things.



friends dont assume.



Or put blame on each other.



i never said i was looking for another mother.



I already have one.



you say you my friend but yet you judge me.



how is that a true friend it is gods place to judge.



you say you are my friend but you hold a grudge.



you think you are my friend.



last time i checked what a friend was it

was someone.



who listend and never passed a moment.



to think of judging or putting blame on another.



you said you were my friend.



some times i wonder.



If it is true.



Your so called friendship really makes me blue.

Melissa Ann Anderson



Copyright ©2008 Melissa Ann Anderson

Missing You
02:04 Jul 28 2008
Times Read: 586

Missing You

it has been 1 week 4 days since you left .



every breath i take.



it seems like someone is covering my face and smothering me.



because baby with out you i am not me.



longing for your touch a simple caress from your hand.



my eyes red and swollen from the tears i cry.



i have noone to hold ,no one to say i love you to.



our home is filled with emptyness.



lonleyness and an essance of you

lingers .



i have called your name only to hear no reply .



said i love you just solitude and emptyness .



i am alone the love of my life has gone astray .

Melissa A Anderson



Copyright ©2008 Melissa A Anderson

The Thought Of Loosing You
02:03 Jul 28 2008
Times Read: 587




The Thought Of Loosing You

the last time i saw you.



you said you loved me and hugged me.



today i am faced with the thought.



that i could loose you forever.



faced with decisions.



i never thought or dreamed i would have to make.



life choices that affect you very being and existance.



i saw you today you cried.



i felt as i had died inside.



helpless and hoplesness lingers in my thoughts.



watching and waiting.



just thinking it is all a nightmare.



a nightmare that i am to awake from and everything is ok.



dear mamma i love you.



please regain your health and come home to me.



i love you and the very thought of loosing you is unberable.

Melissa A Anderson



Copyright ©2008 Melissa A Anderson

Suicide
02:02 Jul 28 2008
Times Read: 590




Suicide

here alone i sit at ten o'clock pm after a day.

a day of waking to see.

the same sick cycle of my life.

i wonder if any one notices.

that in my mind race thoughts of suicide.

do the see do they know do they care.

if the body i posess is still breathing air.

my skin ashy and bare.

my eyes staring a steady glare.

the wind restaling through my hair.

all the can do or say is she is emo and we dont care.

so go go on and leaver her lie there as she gasps.

her last breath of usless air.

as she sinks into the depths of suicide.

all she ever wanted was to be loved and accepted.

not hated and rejected.



Melissa Anderson



Copyright ©2008 Melissa Anderson