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12 entries this month

 

01:35 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 541


They're friendly and charming

And they can't quite get the alarm

To stop screeching

Twenty-four hours a day



From the time when it started

It started to rain, we can

Throw it in their face when

The dirt starts to thicken, we can



They are caring and intelligent,

But they're wanted in seven states



And to prevent myself from stuttering out my name

For them, I will build my wall

I will build it high



And to prevent myself from "melancholy mishaps"

It's another mistake to make

Another act to fake

Another dream to rape

I will build my wall high



This is what you get for

Wanting more

And they're piled on the floor

They wanted more

They wanted the rain to come

The rain is coming

The alarm is screeching



And they wanted more


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01:28 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 542


I'm getting desperate

I can't become attached

Kerosene; serene blue

I can't get a hold of it

You've never lived

Until you've lived in Space

I have never lived in Space

For I have no Kerosene

Serene blue



But at least I don't lose my sanity

In the deep dark depths of the black

Unfortunately it's that sanity

That I do so apparently lack



I still haven't reached Space

For I have no Kerosene

Serene blue



I am still getting ill

And I'm still desperate

To know, you're wonderful...



Kerosene

Serene blue



I can't get a grip on

I can't get a hold of



I just don't understand you


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01:24 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 544


Every day it's all the same

An idle throbbing in my brain

It's not that I don't trust you

I just don't trust what you want to do



As you scrape the blade across my skin

We play this game - a deadly sin

I'm shivering now, please hold me tight

Onwards we will descend into the night


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01:20 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 545


I'll take the money from you

I'll turn you inside out and down

The creatures of the night will shock you

I'll make them take your time

And then I'm going to make you mine



I'll push your body against the sheets

And scream

Caress with tongues and I'll pull out my gun

Let's have some fun



You are fucked

I'll take a knife

And then I'm going to take your life



You are fucked

So suck my gun

You are not the only one


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01:17 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 546


Death drips and bleeds through your hands

Still, salt stings your eyes for the better

This "nice girl" stole your man

It's fine to tear her world asunder



She's writing trashy love songs

And she's pasting pictures on the wall

She's dreaming pretty and she's dreaming plenty

And she's dishing out her lies by the handful


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01:12 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 549


Peel away your fucking filth

I don't need it anymore

It's the elasticity:

Dreadfully delicious!



You've fucked up my perception

Deception, your perfection

Where the hell are you going?

What the fuck am I doing?



Why, why do you believe me?

Why do I believe at all?

Who are you?

You are who?

Why have I forgotten you?



I want to be with you

I want to fucking be with you!

Who are you?

You are who?

You've fucked up my perception



How can I know, if I don't?

How can I know if I don't?

I never believed you...

In the first fucking place...



I never believed at all

I never believed at all

Now who the fuck are you?

Who the hell do you think you are?


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01:08 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 552


Staring at these stones

O Lord of Deceit

Pity to those who

Have all faith in you



Lay me beneath the waterfall

For this boulder has no use here

Slay me with the lies on your lips

Or curse me with your poisoned blood



Take, and take, and take

It's a given there's

Nothing given, there's

Nothing gained - just lost



And we shall dance around

The crown of thorns about the

Heads of those you've stolen

Minds of those you've drained


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01:00 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 553


To think you fell in love with my fiction

With my lies there's no restrictions

I'm nearly free but I'm not moving on

Here's the perfect example of what went wrong



The things I see just can't be real

The things I say just can't be true

When you are here... I'm never here

And when I'm here... I don't want you



With my emotions there is no fiction

So just fuck it one more time

Why don't you fuck him one more time?



I'm having fun here in her bed

Though I just think I'm better off dead

Why can't you see it's just how I feel?



I'll fuck with you one more time

I'll fuck with it one more time

I may have messed up

But you messed me up



Just appreciate all of this shit

We all have to put up with it

So I'll take my time

And I'll steal your life



I know that this isn't your fault

That you focus on my perfections

What they say; it's no exaggeration



Why can't you just let me go?

I'm sorry, please, please, let me go

I don't want you


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00:54 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 554


Swallowed the fuel for the fire

Never forget the notion

Anorexia nervosa

Anorexia nervosa

Of course I will remember



I thought you never saw it

I thought you never saw it!

Continue on, continue

Back into the ether. You're



Spitting acid into the atmosphere

Riddled with disease

Organic plastic!

It's almost here, can't you see?



What a shame, what a shame!

It will never be the same

Now that I can feel the pain

Of my name used in vain.



He's incredible, becoming

He's a liar, he's a liar

You're the liar; raping me.

Beauty with ghoulish tendencies.


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00:50 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 555


Close the door on this night

I finally have found a place to rest my head

Close the door on me tonight

I finally have found someone to hunt the dead



And I must be dreaming

All you are

Green eyes glitter in grey light

Blood and lust seep through the moonlight



One last kiss

A cold touch

And I'm dreaming



All you are

A soul to taste this death

All you are

The one to take my breath away


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00:47 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 556


What we need is a million eyes

So we can watch out for ourselves tonight

We can't hide our fear inside these walls

The stench of the blood is enough to make skin crawl



Little girl, has it come to this?

The red dripping down from your last kiss

We can't rip them up before we're torn apart

But they can't tear from our flesh or turn us to you any more



So let them fly

Let them cry

Let them...

Let them shriek

Let them...

Let them die


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00:44 Oct 25 2011
Times Read: 557


Still here, in style;

I think it's been a while,

And... Looking at my demise;

I see telling you has been unwise.

Sit here; with my despair,

Being next to you is just what I needed.



But I'll never feel complete.



You see, this fucking pain and strife -

It's eating at the inside of me.

I don't think I'll ever find the light;

If I carry on hiding me.

You see, this hurt is a loaded gun -

Can't take any more of this finding me.

So fuck it, I'll continue to run -

It'll save myself from killing me.



But I'll never feel complete.

I don't think I'm fooling anyone.

I don't think I'm fooling you.



I'm still here, in style;

And yes, it's been a while.

Sitting here with my despair;

Being next to you is not what I wanted.


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Levity
Levity
11:57 Oct 25 2011

I approve.








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