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34 entries this month
 

dinner is yum

01:49 Jan 31 2011
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Three cheese tortellini, tossed in EVOO, artichoke hearts and Parmesan Romano.


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chrysanthemia
chrysanthemia
01:57 Jan 31 2011

Damn.Was expecting photos.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
02:19 Jan 31 2011

=o sorry, I ate it all.



Haha I'll drop a pic next time.





 

17:53 Jan 30 2011
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Meatball sub, prortebello ravioli, beef stew, buffalo chili, ablt (that's a blt with avacado), veggie fritata, popcorn, italian four cheese cheese its, gelato, sun dried tomatoes, broccoli and cheddar bread bowl, spinach and artichoke white pizza, a big juicy hamburger, salmon, crab cakes, crawfish bisque, chicken chimichangas .... just some of the random cravings I've been having off and on.



And now grits cause I read Khayman's journal. Lol

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Bones
Bones
23:54 Jan 30 2011

Now I'm hungry. ;)





 

kudos to you

14:38 Jan 30 2011
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I don't know how you can maintain a relationship with someone so hurtful, and untrustworthy.



I hope things work out better for you than they did for me with the last person who made me feel that way. The only thing I can tell you is, I was mad at myself when it was over for wasting so much of my valueable time on someone who obviously did not deserve it.



May peace and happiness be a gift that is yours my friend. ♥ if not now, then some day soon.

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14:07 Jan 30 2011
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Mmmm banana pancake and marionberry syrup.



Delicious!

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Requiem
Requiem
17:50 Jan 30 2011

What's a marionberry?





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
17:57 Jan 30 2011

Dan says its type of black berry. They grow them in Oregon. I want to go visit him again I'm the summer so I can have a berrygasm. I bet the farmers markets are fantastic there in the summer.





 

02:40 Jan 30 2011
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I've consumed 3 liters of water today, and I still feel really thirsty.



That just seems not right to me.

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Bones
Bones
02:44 Jan 30 2011

You need to consume more water in winter or during periods of cold weather. Your body uses more of it in cold weather.





Bones
Bones
03:09 Jan 30 2011

The above comment is in regard to being outdoors. Additionally, in the winter the air is dryer indoors because the heat is on and air being breathed needs to be moisturized before entering the lungs, so you use more water. Your house plants consume more water during the winter months too, don't they?





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
14:03 Jan 30 2011

I don't know. I didn't get house plants until last month.





 

food food food food... hungry hungry hungry hungry

17:03 Jan 28 2011
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Oh man I'm starving, and I've already eaten 3 times since midnight. My eating habits are crazy. Sometimes I don't eat, sometimes I don't want much to eat, and every now and then.. like now... I want to eat all the time.

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DamianWraith
DamianWraith
18:02 Jan 28 2011

Yeah, same here, I don't eat much, but that's because I can't, not choose not to.



You've been rated by DamianWraith!



Enjoy!





xxKontradictionxx
xxKontradictionxx
07:35 Jan 30 2011



Is this a Joke?



'Cos Journals AIN'T for Ratin'!






 

o.o?

08:22 Jan 28 2011
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I made a comment, and the butch lesbian I work with looked at my coworker and said 'oh my god, she's diiirty'.



I wonder if it's a bad thing.

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Mystic
Mystic
10:25 Jan 28 2011

haha no a dirty mind is not a bad thing lol





 

22:06 Jan 26 2011
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I'm not sleeping well. When I actually do sleep I'm having weird dreams.



Like yesterday I dreamed that I saw a toddler who was playing on the roof of a four story building and it fell off and died.

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23:17 Jan 23 2011
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I'm doing some hooking, and watching some Hitchcock. It's a bit difficult to multitask these because some of the movies are silent films. When I'm watching one, I'm not looking at the other. So far, so good though.

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Requiem
Requiem
23:45 Jan 26 2011

hehehehehe she said hooking.





Where's mah mon-eh bitch!?!





ebenezer
ebenezer
09:17 Jan 28 2011

She already gave it to me. ;P





 

23:31 Jan 22 2011
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I'm moving 1900 items off of my phone.



Damn.



That's going to take a while.

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ebenezer
ebenezer
05:33 Jan 23 2011

I've got over 3000 messages I should delete at some stage. takes two minutes to load a new message and it will take ages to delete over 3000. >.< phones suck.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
12:29 Jan 23 2011

haha I have an android, I peroidically delete my texts/pics but I probably have 1000 or more of those too. What I was uploading off of mine were picture/video files.





 

caw caw caw

17:14 Jan 22 2011
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It seems everywhere I go lately there are crows cawing.



Are they following me?







They're even outside my home now.



*caw caw caw*



*caw caw caw*



They always speak in 3's too.

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PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
17:30 Jan 22 2011

Perhaps I have developed a case of avian paranoia o.0?





Bellanova333
Bellanova333
18:23 Jan 22 2011

try feeding them.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
12:30 Jan 23 2011

What do crows eat? Aren't they carnivorus, or is that ravens?





 

17:04 Jan 22 2011
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14:01 Jan 22 2011
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I've been on antibiotics for two days, and no relief from this crap yet. The nausea sucks, I get it even if I eat. Another side effect listed is diarrhea, and the warning label says to contact your doctor if it becomes severe. O_o do I even want to know what severe diarrhea is? Dehydration isn't listed as a side effect, but I'm feeling it. Fun crap.



The nurse at the doctors office was impressed that I've lost weight since last year. I reminded her that for the first few days of this year I wasn't eating solid food. I'm sure I'll get stressed out and put it back on eventually.



My hair is at an awkward length. Its somewhere between my collar bone, and my boobs. I'd get it cut, but I'm growing it out again so I can donate it this year too.



I'm getting excited for the latest trip I've planned. One of my work friends is going to watch the the fur demons and the scaley bunch while I'm out of town. I have so much work to do around the house until then. Oh boy. I have a work project I need to tackle and, I should probably start packing soon so I'm not doing it at the last minute like I always do. Hooray procrastination!



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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
16:31 Jan 22 2011

I hope you feel better soon. :D





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
17:09 Jan 22 2011

Thank you lady ♥





Mystic
Mystic
23:16 Jan 26 2011

I hope your all healed and better for your trip ! and props for you for donating to locks of love, I can't because my hair is colored ={ but I did years ago when my hair was to my ass and i decided to go for a pixie cut lol





 

damnit

17:30 Jan 19 2011
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I went to the dr's and came out with antiboitics, a referral to a chiropractor, and a request for an mri.



Fun shit.

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-twitch-

01:47 Jan 19 2011
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This is the thanks I get for buying a trashcan the little demons can't raid like dogs.



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I've been putting a lot of thought into life now that I'm getting older. I've come to the decision that my priorities have changed, and parts of my life need to be purged. I need to make better decisions. I need to decide what I want out of life and start directing my energy toward that.



I hope it works out.

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HerBadKitty
HerBadKitty
03:00 Jan 19 2011

Well, ya know kitty's have an obsession with plastic right ? Perhaps they figured you had left them a new scratchy toy lol





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
05:13 Jan 19 2011

Scratchy TOY!!!





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
17:20 Jan 19 2011

hahahaaa



Apparently photobucket doesn't like the word assholes on pics.





 

16:49 Jan 17 2011
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I made a dr's appointment for later in the week. I blew my nose last night and it felt like someone stabbed an ice pick up my nostril and all the way up into my frontal lobe. Not to mention my eye feels weird.



I'm going to go call WC and then lay down and watch fraggle rock until I pass out. I'm hoping I wake up in time to make dinner, I bought stuff to make tacos. Mmmmm. I didn't keep my dinner down last night, anf I didn't eat again until just now. If this doesn't say down, I'll have to do tacos another night. =(

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Seeker2112
Seeker2112
20:14 Jan 17 2011

Hahahaha Fraggle Rock. That brings back some serious memories. So do tacos. Why has no one put those two together before? It's like a party for all your senses! You are a genius:) A genius with good taste as well! Kudos. Hope you feel better





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
21:08 Jan 17 2011

yep , gotta take it easy and dont over do it.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
01:12 Jan 19 2011

Fraggle rock is the shiznit, and Jim Henson was a genius. I'd love to own all of his works some day. =)



Oh and the tacos were great. YuMmmmmm! I made them gringo style.





 

body says fuck you

07:46 Jan 17 2011
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I horked my dinner back up tonight. That was fun.



It seems that the 'no reason' my right eye wanted to dribble uncontrollably earlier was the sinus infection on the right side of my face that has now made itself very apparent. It seems to want to take my right eye with it. Bastard.



Good to know I'm not completely crazy with emotions.

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HerBadKitty
HerBadKitty
08:45 Jan 17 2011

hugs- bad body telling you to fuck off .





 

the joys of being female

01:38 Jan 17 2011
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I had random fits of being overly emotional today. It sucked. =/ I was walking through target and tearing up, for NO REASON. WTF?! My body just decides that my right eye needs to spring a slow leak I guess.



I'm sure is just crazy pms shit. Both of my hips hurt, and my knees are working on joining them, and all of the muscles in between feel fatigued when they have no reason to be. And they seriously have no reason to. I slept and painted on my days off, that's about all. And it was 75% sleeping. I was well not really dealing with the depression thing this weekend. Considering how much I slept I guess it won this round. I started up on my celexa again today. Maybe it'll bugger off again for a while.



Be glad all of you Y chromosomes out there, glad that you don't have to deal with this monthy bullshit! (Though some months aren't nearly this bad.) Lucky mutant fucking bastards! >;p

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chrysanthemia
chrysanthemia
02:14 Jan 17 2011

When I saw pms, I swear, I did a double-take before I realised it did not say penis.



I prefer penis over pms. So it was probably more wishful thinking than surfacing dyslexia.





HerBadKitty
HerBadKitty
02:14 Jan 17 2011

I think you and I are taking terns this week.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
02:20 Jan 17 2011

Amen to that!!! i wouldnt last a month if i had to deal with pms lol





 

kiki says HI!

22:02 Jan 16 2011
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Bwaaahahaha



Don't look at me like that, I'm sure she doesn't mind as long as I'm petting her.

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xxKontradictionxx
xxKontradictionxx
22:42 Jan 16 2011

LOL.





HerBadKitty
HerBadKitty
23:05 Jan 16 2011

That's right keep petting and when you fall asleep tonight and wake up scream Ouch you Son of bitch, you be reminded that Kitty was not pleased.





 

fucking dreams

06:56 Jan 16 2011
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HerBadKitty
HerBadKitty
07:33 Jan 16 2011

Oh yes, dreams my dear friend, you were in my dreams this morning. Actually several people were in my dreams from here. I was flying out to see you, and when i got there we had a blast hung out went to a bar, and Thundercat was a huge Panther. For some reason I had to fly back home for an emergency of some sort

but when I got to the airport no one spoke english, Radu was there he was going some where too and alll flights were canceled, but we didnt know this because no one spoke english... It was very strange.




 

I refuse to believe I'm smarter than this many of you...

10:19 Jan 14 2011
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picking up the slack for others at work is starting to irk me a bit.



=/

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atyourwindow
atyourwindow
11:06 Jan 14 2011

it's just proves you are more valuable as an employee than the other slacker's is all.





 

=O wtf?

03:28 Jan 12 2011
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I don't get it. My friends mother (of all people) who I might mention is one of those god is great, and praise jesus folks... is trying to convince me that having sex with random strangers is something I should do. O_o



What. The. Hell.



I attempted to have a 'fling' once, and it still turned into a relationship. *waves to WildChild* Hi honey. =)



The funny part about it is, even though it was not a love or sex based relationship, a combination of his wifes unfounded accusations, her getting busted cheating, and her acting bat shit crazy only drove us closer together. In hindsight, she ruined her marriage being paranoid that he and I were in love, and being a tyrant when her paranoia consumed her.



Fun shit.



So yeah. I'm totally not getting involved with 'open' relationships again. And I have absolutely no interest in random weiner.



I don't see what is so wrong about that.

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HerBadKitty
HerBadKitty
07:34 Jan 16 2011

Yes random weiners are a no go in book too. So are crazy ex's.





 

ombelly

09:03 Jan 10 2011
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I'm in need of tums. That pizza and movie theater popcorn is fighting back. =/

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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
09:20 Jan 10 2011

Yikes. Hope you feel better soon.





 

ombelly

09:03 Jan 10 2011
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I'm in need of tums. That pizza and movie theater popcorn is fighting back. =/

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Ezio
Ezio
10:01 Jan 10 2011

Take a photo if you do XP





 

04:03 Jan 08 2011
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Dinner came out not too shabby. I still say WildChild's would have been better.



I have to say though, it takes a hell of a lot of effort to hand squeeze 30 oz of juice. Probably because most of it was tangerines though.

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Mystic
Mystic
04:12 Jan 08 2011

0.o tangerine juice in prime rib hash ? or was that just to drink ?





 

=o

02:50 Jan 08 2011
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I'm attempting to cook prime rib hash.



I don't think it's going to taste as good as WC's.

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Mystic
Mystic
03:56 Jan 08 2011

how did it turn out ? I masde 5 cheese and garlic and green olive pizza mmmmmm





 

In my ♥

06:38 Jan 06 2011
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WC needs to move over and make room for the metropolitan opera.



If I ever go to New York I'll be sure to go, even if I have to sit in the nosebleeds. (Balcony and pit tickets are expensive)



I've never understood what the people I've worked with were yammering on about when they've talked about their 'bucket lists'. I think I understand now. I'd really like to see the opera in person before I die.







Time for me to go sleep off a migrane. =l Woohoo!

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Requiem
Requiem
00:27 Jan 07 2011

The opera is fucking amazing. FOr live performances, I am torn between Aida and the Magic Flute (Die Zauberfloete) for a favorite.



Or maybe the COnsul. Or the Ballad of Baby Doe.









sahahria
sahahria
13:43 Jan 08 2011

Requiem is right on the money! Make sure you dress the part too, more fun that way :)





 

21:05 Jan 05 2011
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I feel discontent, and detached.



*shrugs*

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xxKontradictionxx
xxKontradictionxx
21:35 Jan 05 2011

*hugs*





Mystic
Mystic
21:54 Jan 05 2011

aww hugs ya tight.





 

03:20 Jan 04 2011
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yay



I've graduated to soup. Bless the Chinese for delivering soup!



On a much crappier note, it's a good thing I called and checked my schedule. I was going to take a sick day tomorrow night, instead I'm scheduled to work at two in the afternoon. No calling off sick for that one. Oh well. If I hadn't called, I would have just shown up at 11pm like I normally do. Fun shit.



Time for another nap. What a waste of a 3 day weekend. =/

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Deity
Deity
04:08 Jan 04 2011

I'm glad that you're slowly starting to come back to life.



♥ Here's to an even speedier recovery!





Mystic
Mystic
04:49 Jan 04 2011

yay for the chinese and their soup ! hugs





MooniePie
MooniePie
04:54 Jan 04 2011

I'm jealous those Chinky China men won't deliver me soup!





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
06:06 Jan 04 2011

gettin down with da sickness huh?





BubbleGumClaudia
BubbleGumClaudia
13:10 Jan 04 2011

OOOOOOOO Yummy Chinese Soup





 

18:09 Jan 03 2011
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Get a playlist! Standalone player Get Ringtones

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Mystic
Mystic
20:19 Jan 03 2011

Trip down memory lane for me....*sighs* Luvs you PD I hope your getting some sleep.





 

blargh -.o

18:08 Jan 03 2011
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I'm being fucked with in my sleep again. If I see the sandman face to face we're going to have it out.



I'm going to go off of the fact that I know for sure if you die in your dreams you don't actually die. I'm hoping the same can be said for seizures. Not that I've ever had a seizure. I don't even think that I dreamed I had a seizure. =l

It's hard to explain. It was like my brain was interrupted by something, similar to an electrical current. (Bad electricution, for those of us who have experienced the difference.) It was oddly disorienting, and it straight up disrupted the dream I was having. I felt somewhere between consciousness and unconscious. I remember trying to wake up, looking up at the ceiling, and closing my eyes and falling back out. It was too hazy for me to stay awake.



Odd to say the least.

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Requiem
Requiem
18:15 Jan 03 2011

Sleep paralysis. Look it up.





 

sickness = delirium

19:06 Jan 02 2011
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There's not a soup in the house that's not expired. =/ I think I need to drag my ass to the store. Good thing we're not experiencing fallout, I'd be fucked.



I tried to make mac and cheese. I figured that was as close to soup as I have. I was standing at the stove stirring it chanting 'mac and cheesey, if it won't stay down it will come up easy'. Sad, but true.



I only made it 3 bites in before my stomach issued a warning lurch. The rest of it is now hiding in the fridge. =/ Damnit. Maybe I'll go to the store later. For now I'm going to lay back down and return to my saltines and gatoraide when my damn stomach calms down.

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Happy Birthday WildChild

17:45 Jan 02 2011
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I'm sorry we can't be together today. I still love you lots though. I hope today is a good day for you.



I'm counting down the days until I can see you again.

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WildChild
WildChild
17:52 Jan 02 2011

Going shopping with my nephew.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
19:08 Jan 02 2011

Ooo yay, have fun!





 

mother fucking flu

01:52 Jan 02 2011
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How does PD get out of working a 12-14 hour shift on the NYE?

Flu.

Violently ill with the flu.



I wasn't able to sleep before work yesterday. It probably had something to do with my heat being out the night before. I spent an hour at work yesterday morning prepping credit card lines for the party. I ate brunch in the cafeteria with my boss at 11am before going home. At 630pm while putting on makeup for my shift.. I hugged the porcelain bowl. Everything I ate almost 8 hours earlier was still in there apparently. I'm not freaked out by the lack of digestion. I've had issues with not digesting food since they removed my gallbladder. It's been an interesting ride as far as that goes. I felt pretty relieved after expelling the brunch. Par for the course when I have a digestion fail. So I finished getting ready and went to work.



That was a mistake. In the three hours I was there I horked seven more times. Then once while walking to my car, and once when I parked my car at home. It only got worse from there. I think during the 13 hours I spent horking I must have thrown up 30+ times. The flu this year is horrible. Avoid it if you can. I got it from my boss. I tried to make her feel better telling her it could have been anyone, but I'm going through exactly what she did a week ago. Thanks for the germs bosslady. My back hurts, and I barely had enough energy to stand up long enough to shower. I'm finally able to keep gatoraide down, and I had a couple of crackers. The crackers are pushing it.



I would rather be feeling well, and dealing with work stress. I heard a chandelier fell on someone, and some bimbo got trapped in airwalls for two hours. When I feel better I'll pull up my work email and read the incident reports for fun.



I can't wait for this fever to go away. Time for PD to go pass out again. Fun stuff.

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Mystic
Mystic
02:02 Jan 02 2011

Damn chicky that sucks ! Well i hope you feel better soon ! HUgs





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
02:19 Jan 02 2011

*hugs* Feel better.





Indulgence
Indulgence
02:29 Jan 02 2011

Some awful shit going around this season. So sorry you got it....hope you get to feeling better soon.








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