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I'm always drawn to this place when I'm feeling, not right. Maybe it's because I can vent here without giving a shit what anyone thinks. This site isn't really much fun anymore. The conversations are few and far between, and the one that aren't are usually lacking.

It's a lot like playing in an empty graveyard. No one around but ghosts that won't even come out.

I've been up for about 20 hours. I'm actually tired but not sleeping. I'm in pain. My SI joint on both sides feel flared up. I'm also experiencing coccyx pain, and sciatica as a result. I'm a damn mess tonight. I keep trying to stretch to see if I can loosen things up a bit, but I can't seem to get the angle quite right. It'll pass eventually.

I have an 80 pound puppy laying on my legs. I'm sure that's not helping, but she's been super cuddly lately. I can't fault her for that. She was sleeping with her head in my lap earlier today while I was working. German Shepherds really are the best damn dogs. Amazing family dogs, and excellent guard dogs.

I was just talking with my other half recently about how safe I feel with my little pack in the house. I used to have a hell of a time sleeping, and I was plagued with nightmares before I got my dogs. Now I feel like I can sleep safely. This neighborhood is very questionable, but I know these dogs won't hesitate to protect us.

This long distance thing is BS.

By far one of my favorite things about working from home is being able to eat what I want when I want.

I've got chicken cordon bleu in the oven and homemade creamed corn on the stove.

(And no, the real stuff is nothing like that diarrhea corn looking shit that comes from a can.)


This place smells pretty good right now. 🤤

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LadyDarkRayne
08:20 Mar 08 2022

Sounds Yummy !!

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MistressofChains
12:37 Mar 13 2022

it does sound yummy

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It's that time of year where I actually want to do gardening.

It's short lived. In three months it'll be so GD hot that I'll consider moving to the artic.

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LadyDarkRayne
08:23 Mar 08 2022

I dont think I am going to get any gardening in this year I still have a few more weeks of healing after all the surgeries I just had, And gardening is so therapeutic for me.What did you have in mind for planting ?

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PhoenicianDream
10:42 Sep 25 2022

What did you have surgery for?

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It's hard to believe our baby is almost one year old. I'll have to plan a celebration for her birthday. I remember when they were small enough to fit in one hand. I bet she's pretty close to 80 lbs now. Maybe the vet will let me bring her in to weigh her. They grow up so fast.

I added her picture to my portfolio so I can remember what she looked like if she gets bigger. She might not be done growing yet. Her daddy is about 100lbs and she's about his size. I love these giant little shitheads. ❤️

My body says I'm too old for this shit. I need to record more videos tonight, but after the two hours I had this morning, and the 4 hours I had yesterday morning after the concert my body is giving me the ol FUCK YOU BUDDY.

I don't think I'll be conscious much longer. =/

Maybe I can sneak a nap in and then take care of things. Maybe I'll get lucky and my pack of dogs will wake me up in the middle of the night.

I should not be up at 4am working and making necrophilia jokes between recording these videos. 🤣🤦🏼‍♀️🤷‍♀️

I'm supposed to be awake working again in less than 2 hours. That shit isn't happening. At this point I will be brewing my morning coffee before I fall asleep. I should probably pop a couple of energy drinks in the fridge too.

Guess I'll sleep during the weekend.