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20:58 Apr 25 2025
Times Read: 33
Why do people make things up to make Ranni sound like the greatest thing ever?
You don't have to make shit up when it comes to making her look bad. She did it. She did all of it.
Fucking simps.
Because it's cool to simp over someone who looks like she's 12 years old. Anyone who sexualizes her truly disgusts me.
But that's what a friend had told me recently. He said, "I bet you know what ending I picked first since I'm a simp."
Yeah, ew, get the fuck away from me.
See, when I heard you could consume the world in chaos, and fire my path instantly became incredibly clear to me. Fuck all this nonsense, burn, and be reborn better~
"Oh, but Ranni loves us, she promised though..."
You're gonna trust a god who plotted the assassination of her own brother? Just like Miquella promised 1000 years of compassion if you simply completely give over your every will to him.
xD
Ok, buddy. I'm sure she loves you, you're right, you precious little thing.
It's crazy when people take it personally when a nonexistent character gets attacked. How dare anyone speak poorly about their waifu as if she's REAL. Like, dude, go outside, go talk to an actual woman.
08:49 Apr 25 2025
Times Read: 52
❤️
06:25 Apr 25 2025
Times Read: 67
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05:50 Apr 24 2025
Times Read: 106
Bethesda... stop advertising your garbage on my game. Even though I do think Oblivion is better than Skyrim... that's not saying much since I really don't like Skyrim xD It's so painfully average as an RPG, I've never understood the hype. If you enjoy a fantasy RPG where it's literally one npc after another telling you to go from point A to point B... You're brainless. That's ALL that game is. Uninspired, zero creativity, zero challenge. I'm hard to please xD Even Elden Ring isn't perfect, personally I wish it was harder~
02:17 Apr 23 2025
Times Read: 146
Yes, yes, game, I get it, you lay it on very thick, poor lonely Solas, the bad guy with the best intentions who no body understands, whahwhah.
You know. Sometimes, often times, people are lonely because they're alone, and they're alone because they've forced everyone who could care or would care or did care or does care as far away from them as possible.
Sounds familiar. Who could that possibly remind me of? It might explain some of my hostility towards Solas in general xD
I do feel bad for him. But I also wanna punch him in the head. You aren't known as the god of chaos, lies and treachery for nothing. I just don't fully buy the whole boohoo Solas thing.
19:53 Apr 20 2025
Times Read: 178
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08:34 Apr 19 2025
Times Read: 223
I hope you fucking enjoy burning on that hill, motherfucker xD Cause nah. I think this spells it out pretty fucking clear.
Was Mohg a good person? Hell no. He wanted an empire built on blood. He's pretty fucking evil. Miquella is worse. If you're gonna sit there, and say... Miquella needed Mohg's body not only to enter the Shadow Realm, but also to rebirth Radahn into... and conveniently Mohg, of his own free will, decided to kidnap Miquella thus allowing his exact needs to come to fruition... Are you seriously that fucking stupid? Miquella, whose big bad power is to CHARM people, I dunno, Mohg seems pretty fucking charmed by him. But that's all coincidence. Sure, sure. These are the same idiots who cry, "But Miquella wanted to give the world 1,000 years under a god ruling with compassion." And what happens when you tell him no? What fucking happens when you try to stop him?
To steal your heart. To take your will. To make you a mindless slave that serves only him, and his Divinity, his empire of "compassion" because forced servitude definitely sounds kind and compassionate. Sounds suspiciously evil... But nah. Everything he did was in self-defense, and he only acts big evil to make the world a better place. He definitely didn't rip out the living embodiment of his other half, cripple her, and leave her, not to die because that would mean his own death, but to suffer alone in the dark forever where no one would find her, and she'd never escape. Because being divine meant giving up his heart... And you're going to defend a heartless god? That's who you want ruling the world?
Sure, buddy xD Self-defense.
06:06 Apr 19 2025
Times Read: 255
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20:28 Apr 17 2025
Times Read: 298
Ummm, let's see, lemme think about it...
No xD
Seriously, why do people hate on this game? I think it's great. It's not quite as open worldly as Inquisition, it's a little more linear, but I don't mind that. There's A LOT of reading, and A LOT of talking, but if you've ever played a Dragon Age or Mass Effect game then you know that about 90% of the game is character development. They make great characters. I do think it suffers a bit how Mass Effect Andromeda suffered in that... I'm not sure I love most of the companions. There's no one standing so far that's like THAT'S my favorite whereas in Inquisition all the characters were really, really well done and memorable. Obviously I love Varric and Harding because we've seen them previously, but the rest? I dunno yet. The combat is also an acquired taste. Again, common issue in these Bioware games is that they seem to put so much focus on story, and characters that combat takes a backseat. It's not horrible, like I've said I would describe it as Dark Souls meets Dragon's Dogma. The problem is that the dodging is scuffed. Like I fought my first dragon, and attempting to dodge away from a dragon attack is just about impossible, their attacks are too large, and your dodge is barely a dodge xD I'm so used to dodging through attacks in Souls games, and it just doesn't work in Dragon Age, it's not fast enough, it doesn't work. But it doesn't deter me from playing the game. I dunno, this is why I have no respect for other "gamers" opinions cause it's like... if a game doesn't fit into a very specific box, oh, it's a bad game according to them. Just because a game could be better doesn't mean it's bad. Literally any game could be better in some way. Unless it's Elden Ring.
20:27 Apr 16 2025
Times Read: 331
An assassin possessed by a demon, you say?
Oh yeah xD That's the one, you know that's gotta be my romantic interest~
08:19 Apr 16 2025
Times Read: 349
I've been having such a lovely time with Dragon Age that I hadn't been on 76 in a couple days. But since it's Tuesday I decided to hop on to check the Atom Shop because it updates every Tuesday. And I'm glad I did.
Because they're doing this Easter bullshit where if you collect an egg from the Atom Shop every day for the next six days then you'll get the Easter Bunny outfit. And I'd like to have the bunny mask, of course. I won't wear it, but still. A lot of the masks in 76 are full face masks, and unfortunately that covers my beautiful pigtails, and we can't have that. But I still want it~
I've actually been enjoying my little break from Fallout. There's just nothing interesting going on there right now. Mothman Equinox is a bust, and since it brings out the worst in people that tends to unhinge me xD There's supposed to be some big Spring event coming with the opportunity to get rewarded with flower crowns... I might be willing to trade in my antlers for a flower crown~
00:51 Apr 16 2025
Times Read: 382
Don't be sarcastic with the dragon... Don't be sarcastic with the dragon... Don't be sarcastic with the dragon...
Don't punch the dragon... Don't punch the dragon... Don't punch the dragon...
Runfrom thedragonRunfromthedragonRunfromthedragon xD
09:46 Apr 15 2025
Times Read: 428
Some things just follow you no matter how hard you try to run away from them...
Controversial opinion, but I rather like this game~
04:05 Apr 15 2025
Times Read: 449
I'm glad the game acknowledges that Solas is an insufferable asshole xD
He's a moody, broody, sarcastic mage who's powerful as a god, thinks he's smarter than everyone with a tragic backstory who just needs someone to save him from himself...
And they call him the Wolf.
No. No, wait... I know how this looks. I know he seems suspiciously exactly like my type xD
Don't you DARE bring Raistlin into this, they are nothing alike, they are not the same, he's not nearly bald or pointy-eared enough xD
The worst part is that if he were an option to romance in this game you know that's where this would go. My only love sprung from my only hate💀
05:42 Apr 14 2025
Times Read: 478
Bellara... if you're gonna be on my team you're gonna have to use some fucking intelligence.
The gods did this? You don't mean the evil, evil gods that everyone has been telling us are super duper evil, and that's why they got locked away, surely this wasn't them, they wouldn't destroy a city, and mutilate the locals, definitely not those EVIL, EVIL, HORRIFICALLY EVIL GODS.
Bellara, you're the new Solas, get out xD
I was so annoyed I had to let the mayor die. I would've left him there to die anyway, he betrayed his village for money, yeah no, face justice, asshole, I hope the wolves are hungry xD
21:29 Apr 12 2025
Times Read: 499
Finally... we get to the long-awaited overdrawn Elden Ring/Fallout connection explanation...
Can you imagine xD
Wait a minute, why don't I have the Rib Plushie?!
06:24 Apr 12 2025
Times Read: 518
I pulled out Gungnir to test out the new hotness that is apparently the Onslaught system. I could look up a guide on how it works... but I prefer to fuck around, and figure shit out myself. I'm definitely not going to mod Fenrir if I'm not sure of the effects something will have on my weapon so Gungnir is my test weapon. For Onslaught to work you need Furious as your one-star legendary, and a whole host of perks that build "stacks." Now, there's nothing in the game that explains wjay a stack is or does so you kinda have to quickly look at your effects before, and after killing something.
In particular, the Guerrilla and Gunslinger perks here, when you're idle, and not shooting, their percentages increase up to a maximum. You then use a certain percentage, aka a "stack", with every bullet you shoot. So this is not an automatic weapon friendly system because when you're blowing through 85 bullets in 10 seconds, that doesn't give you any time for your percentages to come back up. It best serves a build with slower shooting weapons, handguns, shotguns, sniper rifles, Tesla Cannons, weapons that shoot slowly now have the ability to be really powerful. But, I still don't think it beats a good old-fashioned automatic rifle. If you can one-shot something, sure that's great, but I can kill several things in the time it takes you to kill one. They're trying to balance the game in a way that inspires people to use more variety in their builds, and weapon choices. Like melee now being overpowered. A ghoul with an autoaxe shouldn't be able to one-hit kill the Imposter Sheepsquatch. That's not fun for anyone. Ghouls in general are overpowered, and I get it, they worked hard on it, it's their brand new thing, they want people to want to play with their new thing. That'll change, eventually it'll get nerfed like all their pretty new things, just look at the cremator. I hated the cremator when it first came out because everyone used it, and it was way overpowered. Now you hardly see them cause they got super nerfed after that season ended. Everyone is complaining about Mothman Equinox. They pulled back on what was already, in my opinion, minimal enemies, didn't add anything new to the reward pool, and people are crashing left and right. I personally haven't had a crash during which is odd. Same thing with Fasnacht Day, think I crashed maybe once the entire time during that event. The loading times have become atrocious though since they added the ghoul shit. It used to take less than 15 seconds to get through a loading screen, now it can take minutes which sucks when you have time sensitive events.
I'm starting to think people in the Wasteland just can't read. In my trade ad it specifically says 4 TRADE 4 RARE CLOTHING. And every time someone messages me about it...
"So what do you want for the glowing masks?"
Got any rare apparel?
"No."
Ok... so why are you wasting my time? Not to be rude, but xD It states it plain in big light up letters what I want. I don't give a fuck about caps, money is essentially useless to me, and glowing masks are generally valued at trade only because max caps isn't enough. If I wanted to sell them they'd be in my vendor, trade only. And we all know there's really only one thing I want which is way more valuable than caps. Sly told me he knows some people who will hunt down items for people just because they have nothing better to do in game. I don't think I need a bounty hunter for a dress xD
06:31 Apr 10 2025
Times Read: 566
How about you just don't be a fucking ghoul if you don't want to deal with the repercussions of being a ghoul? Oh, I see... you want to be super powerful with all the perks of being a ghoul with NO repercussions or drawbacks of any kind. Yep, sounds about right, sounds about like the average pussy gamer I run into on the regular. Like with the jetpacks. I noticed my jetpack is back to normal, so it was a bug, and that's fine, but now you vet these bitchass people complaining that they've lost their jump height. Because obviously you should just have both, Bethesda should give you everything, everyone should be super powerful without having to try, without any negative effects. It's like people who complain they can't one-shot bosses in Elden Ring. Why would you want to? The combat is an enjoyable part of the game, and succeeding after a long drudge of a fight feels amazing. Why would you wanna play a game that's basically a walk through? I... don't get it. I commented on a post on Reddit earlier that was some dumbass complaining that there were only three people in Radiation Rumble so he actually had to try. And that's bad? Who fucking cares if you win or lose, the rewards for most 76 events are so meaningless, but it's a lot more fun struggling to win than showing up to 15 other people that basically make it a standing around simulator especially when the asshole with the Railway Rifle camps the tunnel. Who cares if you lose? Big fucking deal, there are no consequences to losing. Aw, the game told me I failed... well anyway, back to hunting bobbleheads xD
And the ghoul thing... A majority of factions in Fallout aren't necessarily ghoul friendly. So it makes sense that you'd need a disguise to interact with them. This is a choice. You don't have to be a ghoul. But in choosing to be a ghoul you then choose to deal wiry the dumbass disguise. Which makes you the dumbass. It's like people who complain about having to take drugs as a ghoul to keep from going feral. "As a former drug addict, they should change this because it triggers me." So... they should rearrange the whole ghoul system because you've made bad choices in your life? Instead of you just, I dunno, not playing the character that triggers you, no, they should definitely redo the whole thing for you, just you, you're just that special. People need to get a fucking grip, everyone on this motherfucking planet has major main character syndrome.
I'm so sick of the mentality of instead of changing your own behavior... you expect everything else to change around you just to suit you. It's selfish as fuck.
I'm just so tired of the stupid. I just want a break from the stupid, and the lazy, and the selfish that runs rampant on this planet💀
19:51 Apr 09 2025
Times Read: 592
The madness begins~
The worst part is, there aren't even any new plans, outfits or decorations to earn from Mothman Equinox this time. I've seen people afking the event... for what? The same shit as last time. You'd think, what with it being one of 76's big signature events, that Bethesda would put more effort into it. You'd be wrong. Pretty sure they all hung it up after the ghoul thing, fuck the rest of the game cause you can be a ghoul now, THAT'S what's important.
People are selfish in this event. The spawn camping is unreal. Cause ya know... getting those three cultist kills are really going to make a difference. Bethesda insists on "balancing" the game to where people can make these god-tier builds... but they don't adjust their events accordingly. Events need to be a lot tougher with a lot more enemies. Fighting 17 people to kill three things is not fun especially when there's really no reward for doing it.
17:41 Apr 08 2025
Times Read: 623
When presented with the option to talk it out or punch people in the face...
Ok, but it worked though is the most me response ever xD
I would describe the combat in Veil Guard as trying to be a cross between Dark Souls and Dragon's Dogma without the fluidity of either... Dodging is janky. And it's another game I simply refuse to learn how to parry in. I am a dodgy stabby, not a blocky parry~
07:23 Apr 08 2025
Times Read: 648
Imagine getting caught out in Eviction Notice with 000 ammo...
Couldn't be me xD
Berhesda... instead of this dumvass fishing nonsense, can we di something about the spawn campers? Events like Eviction Notice and Radiation Rumble are so much fun until you get that one asshole who sits on top of spawn with a railway rifle, and ruins it for everyone. Make it so if you're within a certain distance of an enemy spawn point, instant 95% damage reduction. These selfish assholes need to be punished. I get being competitive, it's not competitive to sit on top of spawn, it's just lazy. It's like people who cheat in the colluseum in Elden Ring... You're not really winning if you're not playing fair. I don't understand that need to win no matter what mentality, but you're not winning so what exactly are you proving?
23:54 Apr 07 2025
Times Read: 680
"How can I help, I don't have my ritual dagger," says the Elven GOD xD
He needs his precious dagger, he's powerless without it.
Ok. Well. Why do people not like this game? I mean... Within the first few seconds I was ready to quit.
Because I don't like Solas, I never liked Solas, he's the only companion in Inquisition that I just couldn't get along with. Thoughtful my ass, he's an asshole, anytime I said anything to him, he immediately disapproved xD He didn't like me because I was an elf... He's an ELVEN GOD. Like. What? So naturally when the choice comes up...
Look, if I get the chance, I'm taking the shot, he's going down. Normally I would totally be all about saving some sad, pathetic, sympathetic bitch-boy with the tragic backstory from themselves. But I just don't like him. I'm enjoying this game sl far though. That may change, maybe it gets bad, but the intro was pretty solid. I was a little torn on what class to go with...
My brain pulls towards Crow, but my heart leans into Dragon. Assassin vs Rogue. Of course I picked rogue. Fighting for the resistance, justice for the people? That's me~
22:00 Apr 07 2025
Times Read: 699
Not sure I could think of a more useless addition to 76 than fishing🙄
Let's not make a competent trade or transportation system or anything.
Nah. Fishing. Just watch. We're gonna get a whole-ass season... based on fishing xD
Who requested this? I'd like to punch them in the face.
07:23 Apr 07 2025
Times Read: 738
Make a wish~
09:02 Apr 05 2025
Times Read: 775
Gaze upon the hardest boss of Elden Ring...
And tremble at the mighty sunflower xD
Legit though.
You think I'm joking.
It's not Malenia, Consort Radahn, Nameless King, Sister Friede or Gael.
It's this fucking flower.
It has THREE full phases. A FLOWER.
A very mean, angry flower...
06:35 Apr 05 2025
Times Read: 800
Bethesda... do you want people to hate your game? Remember when 76 first came out? Remember how much people HATED it? Like actually, torch and pitchforks, hated it and you. You've finally gotten it to the point where people enjoy it. And it's like you're looking at that on paper, throwing that paper in the trash, setting it on fire, and pulling all of this out of your ass. What. The. Fuck. Why? Why are you completely fucking over the main builds of the game? Instead of introducing something new, nahhh, let's take what's there, and make it awful, completely screwing over your current loyal playerbase. I've been very chill with all the many changes happening, most of them absolutely dumbass changes that make me question who's deliberately trying to run this game directly into the ground. This is too much. This directly affects my entire character. Weapon damage is increased by AP cost? So... having an entire build around low AP, just fuck me, right?
Yes, I'm pissed xD Bethesda hates money, fun, puppies, and the general good.
I mentioned my dad has gotten addicted to online shopping, mostly harmless D&D shirts. He showed this to me, said it's me...
I mean, I do love horses xD
I like to think I lean towards good... but good doesn't always get shit done. And... good isn't always very fun. And I'm very unpredictable when I'm even slightly annoyed so. I really need to find him a D&D group. I told him he could play online, but he prefers the old-fashioned tabletop way, trying to relive his youth. It's funny that none of my siblings got the nerd gene... just me. I am a lot like my father. My mother... she's an extremely kind person, too kind, and she desperately tries to constantly keep the balance. She's a typical Libra. I am also a Libra... Sun. But an Aries Moon. And Aries will fuck you up. I prefer to keep the balance, but if you fuck with my balance, I will fuck you up~
08:20 Apr 04 2025
Times Read: 846
But seriously...
What would Miquella have had to gain by being a part of his brother's assassination?
I'd totally believe it, I definitely wouldn't question it. We know Ranni was majorly involved... but what if theu were ALL involved? Or most. There was something about Ranni and Rykard... what was it...
This tells me that Rykard was also involved. Possibly, all the evil twins are involved because all the twins have this good/evil thing going. Radahn being well-liked/respected for his kindness vs Rykard who sided with a big god-eating snake, and tortured the shit outta people. Morgott who wanted to carry on the legacy of his parents, and the kingdom they created vs Mohg who wanted to start a whole new dynasty built on blood. Then you've got Malenia... and while Malenia is inhabited by the outer God of Rot, she herself in personality is described as a very honorable person. You might think, hey, nuking Caelid with Scarlet Rot to win out against her brother in a fight isn't very honorable, but you have to remember this only happened when the needle suppressing Rot God's influence was ripped out of her. Therefore, I believe it was the power of this God rushing out of her, not of her own will. Malenia boasted to be the best swordsman in the Land's Between, I just don't think she would purposely destroy a small country in such a manner especially since she fought her entire life to suppress that side of her. And we all know Miquella is fucking evil. But who is Ranni's twin? She obviously has/had one with the ghostly face sticking out of her face. And Ranni would absolutely be the evil twin, everything she does is destructive and selfish. What if the Gloam-eyed Queen was Marika's darker half? Marika, queen of Light vs GEQ, queen of dusk. Marika represents the Greater Will, and the GEQ was worshipped by the Godskins who wanted to KILL THE GODS. It totally makes sense that with the major theme of duality throughout the game that Marika would have a twin, and I believe that twin to be her darker half, the Gloam-eyed Queen. And I think all the darker half twins plotted Godwyn's assassination. All of the darker halves wanted to drastically change the world, get rid of the Greater Will. And this would explain one of my long-time questions, why the BKA would help Ranni... But they would if they were charmed by Miquella. Again, what would Miquella have to gain? Well, Godwyn was Godwyn the Golden. He was most beloved of Marika's children. He, more than likely, was set to inherit the world from Marika before the shattering when all the siblings turned on each other. Rykard was going take down Maliketh, they'd have the Rune of Death, they could take down Marika, the Erdtree, even the Greater Will, just like the player character does. But they turned on each other. Another enduring mystery I've always thought about... You find dead BKA beside the body of Iji, and close to Blaidd as he's losing his shit. Both are the closest associates of Ranni. Were they there protecting Iji, and Blaidd OR were they sent there to kill them? I know Miquella is behind all of this xD ALL of the twins, including Marika, are massively flawed because they're one soul divided into two bodies. None of them are whole, none of them are suitable to lead. Except... Godwyn. And Godwyn is brutally murdered.
05:49 Apr 04 2025
Times Read: 874
I love the ambiance of Skyline Valley~
03:20 Apr 03 2025
Times Read: 929
These motherfuckers gonna force me to buy a Switch 2🙄
It's not that I'm against buying one. It just feels unnecessary. I'm not a Nintendo superfan or anything. I bought my Switch mostly for my nieces, and nephews to play on when they're here, and it's put a lot of work in, in that regard. But there wasn't anything in particular I felt I needed to play on it. Like my PS5. I definitely could've wanted til the PS6 dropped, and completely skipped over the 5. There hasn't been anything released on 5 that wasn't also on 4 that I really wanted to play. I bought a PS5 just because I could, because I wanted one. But I didn't need it. When I went from the 3 to the 4, that was necessary because Bloodborne, Dark Souls 3, and Fallout 4 were all newer console games. Sure, they remastered Demon's Souls just for the PS5, but it's still Demon's Souls, it's not like a completely different game or anything, it's just Demon's Souls with better graphics. This is why I don't like exclusives. Normally, they don't bother me because I'm pretty picky about games, I don't play just anything. Obviously, I'm a huge FromSoftware fan. But I dunno... I don't like some of the things they're doing lately.
They've already stated they're merely reusing assets, putting things into Elden Ring from their previous games as fan-service with NO LORE IMPLICATIONS. And being that they're typically a very lore heavy developer... Putting things from Dark Souls into Elden Ring, but then saying they're in no way connected, it's just for funsies.... It's dumb. From, you're being DUMB. Either connect them or don't, but don't add in this bullshit, and tell me it's meaningless. That takes away from the whole game. As a fan, I don't like it, it pisses me off.
06:53 Apr 02 2025
Times Read: 982
A man in a frog mask runs up to me after Eviction Notice. He's half my level, 500s. He shoots to get my attention, emotes to me that he has a present for me, drops a bunch of stuff, then proceeds to drop a grenade, blows himself up and dies right in front of me...
I can't pretend to know the motives of everyone in the Wasteland xD
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