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19:13 Dec 03 2022
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Hindsight has told me who really stands by me.
In years past, I was dealing with a lot of things going through my head. To be clear, I am a condition 1 bipolar. 2 years ago my slide was made complete with a total emotional breakdown. Some chose to stand by me, but others saw a chance to swoop in at my weakest. Let's be perfectly clear. I snapped. I was not me. I remember all of it, unfortunately. I ran people away from me, even those it killed me to watch leave my side. Even one I told to.
I have since July 2020 found ways to remain stable, all of which do not involve psychiatric medicine. I have come back stronger than I was, but I have a little message for those who chose to essentially betray me during this time:
Those who saw value in using me as a pawn, just remember how that felt. You won't have a chance again.
Those who stood by- or were there all along, I thank you for being there. For me to say it was a trying and frightening time for me would be an understatement so you may have been the reason I'm still here to type this.
Although, those who turned their backs to me during this, assuming that's who I really am- keep it turned. There is nothing more insulting to me than someone who claims to know a person and only goes by what they see. You all never did know me. Only a few did.
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