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03:29 Mar 31 2024
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💀📍MONOCROME-FILES💀🖤BLACK-DOOM

23:07 Mar 04 2024
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💀🦉•Additions 07/03/024 NT🦉 🌜-💚♒ •Word of the-Day🔗Attrition •V-R NO 16.33⭐
©KONAN GORSEN-GRAYSTON-ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 🔐

💀🖤BLACK-DOOM POETRYS
💀⚓PEICE-NO-1⭐

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Dig-deep
How far can you go
Into the empty-blackness
Dig-deep
How far down-can you go
Into the yawning-darkness
Waiting to swallow-you whole
Wholesale-death
Just swallows-you down
Forsaken by all humanitys
Forsaken from all realitys
Forsaken outside of all sanitys
Dig-deep
How far can you-fall
Into the empty faceless-night
When there's noone here atall
Just your own mind
Cold frozen day-cold frozen night
Cold frozen flesh-trying to return to life
Dig-deeper
How far can you fall
How far can you feel-like failing
Falling-frigid with fears
into fearfull emptyness
Fearfull of a wasted-death
A wasted-sacrifice
Stupid mistakes-just trying to survive
Cold heartless-darkness
Afraid of heartless-beasts
Fear of hearts going-on black
Judgement-cuts too deep
Dig-deep
And turning-even blacker
Your mind is like a glass-vase
Waiting to start-go cracking
Crackle-Glaze heart
Made all in-layers
And the layers are-shedding
The layers are shredding
The layers are falling-away
Dig-deep
Reality is all bending
Made all in layers
Futile-realitys
Futile-sanitys
Futile-stabilitys
Fertile-bed for nightmares
Future-bids for even more hells
Digging-darker
Stuck-on deeper
More-mistakes
Mean more judgements
And the layers are all bending
Mind is like glass-bending
Layers-refracting
Dig-deep
The black-pit is never ending
The death is deep
Sinking down past-flesh
Dig-deep inside
The night is never-ending
Dig-deep when the light has ended
Fall deeper-when endurance is drained
Fall-down
Fall-down
Fall-down
Into the cold damp-earths
All-alone into entrenchment
You can't put yourself-above
You can't go-rise above
No-power left-inside
No more-light left
No more-life left inside
Dig-deep
Deep into-fearful blackness
When dignity is denied
Fall down-when darkness & coldness
Take-the crown
Trial upon trial
Piled-up upon your head
Memory's you'd rather forget
When realitys
When sanitys
When sanctuarys
Are all but denied
When sanctuarys
Can't be found outside
But only from inside-yourself
Dig-deeper
No self-expression
When self-is all but defiled
Denied & decried
When self was just denied
No self-expression
No life-outside
No life-outside of isolations
When your just living as a ghost
Of the self-that was still clinging-on
When your life is slowley-falling down
Crumbling-away
Crumbling-in at the edges
Like pages-curling
Like leaves-turning over
Like pains-burning inwards
Like burns-burning inside
Like a mind going-blank
Just turning into black
Blackness-is emptyness
Emptyness-is blackness
Death is inside-now
Turning-everything cold
Fear of life & death
Slowley weakening-the heart
Slowley weakening-the life
Slowley weaking-the will
Slowley taking-your life away
Everything going-back into black
Ending-in darkness
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💀📍MONOCHROME-FILE(S) 🖤💀🤍 V-R NO 15.34⭐)

04:43 Mar 01 2024
Times Read: 250


💀📍🍎 •BASTARD-BLUNTS•-NO1!!) •🌜-♏-1 •Word of the-Day🔗Bastardise
©KONAN-GORSEN GRAYSTON-ALL RIGHTS RESERVED🔐 •Edited 07/03/024

💀LYRIC-STYLE-PEICES
⚒️•PEICE NO-1⭐

💀🧂
P/W/S🖤
Retain-me
Retrain-me
Restrain-me
Pain like manicles*
Pain is like a-high*
Pain is like-all agonys*
Pain is like-all glorys
Who's keeping the-keys*
Who holds-the chain?!?*
Life of all agonys
For so long
How can life go-remain?!?

💀📍
P/W/D🤍
Distain-me
Overide-me
Deny in-me
The agonys-in your eyes
I'll rip you-up inside
Born to stay-dying
While your drying-up inside*
While your eXempting*
While your emptying-yourself out*
Wasting on your life*
Retain in me
Utter-agonys
Futilitys of life
Born black-inside
Go back-inside again

💀🔗
P/W/D
Bettered-in me
Battered-inside me
Born to retain-me
Born to restrain in-me
Who holds the keys?!?
Who keeps the-chains?!?
When your mind is like-a door
Slipping into-layers
Your still holding-now
Your still holding me-down
Holding-now back
Still inside of-me
Still taking my life
Still stealing my-crown

💀⚒️
P/W/S🖤
Retain-in me
Constrain-in me
Trapped inside-my soul
You've nowhere to-go
Nowhere else-inside
Blackened inside-me
Your dying-inside
Inside-me
Nowhere else to-go
Your blackened in-me
No-plan to let you go

💀⚰️
P/W/S 🖤
Born-retainer
Agonys inside-me
Lust for all-life
Kept denied-in me
Your living-inside
Born again-inside me
Your dying-inside
Your staying-inside

💀⚰️
P/W/S🖤
Trapped-from inside
Your dying in-me
Nowhere else to survive
Your dying in-me
Born from rebellion
Bastardised-inside
Blackened from-inside
Better-off with nowhere left
You've nothing left-without

💀📍
P/W/S🖤
Brutalised-inside
Dying from-inside
Blackened inside-me
You caNnot reach the-light
Nowhere else to-live
You've nowhere else to die
Better when-you die

💀 📍
P/W/S🖤
Your trapped inside-me
You cannot be released
You cannot go-escape
Overcome the bastard-life
All agonys kept within
All the pains just trapped-inside
There is no deliverance
Agonys-inside
Bitterness-denied
Life-crown split
Life filled with-spit

💀🧂
P/W/D🤍
Take me-down
Or lift me-up
Kept dying on your hooks
Slow bleeding-life
While you retain-pain
Salted from your-looks
While you retain-gains
While you play with-pains
Retain in-me
Distain in-me
Retrain in-me
Hold me-down
Just die in-me
There's nowhere-left inside
Just blackness of the-night

💀📍
P/W/D🤍
Take me-inside
Inside of-you
Or I must surely-die
Curled-up inside
Or evils will-take my life
Curled-up upon your chest
I cannot reach the-light
I cannot reach the-life
Agonys of suspended-life
Scarred-from inside
Take me-back
From whence-i came
Memory's that can't sustain
Life that's all-denied

💀📍
P/W/D🤍
Don't ask me-now
Don't ask me-ever
Why I cannot know it?!?
That I cannot take-it
That I cannot-fake it
That it just shakes-me
That is just brakes-me
That you just cannot be-made
Made back into-saneness
Made to have-sureness
That I'm not-coping
While your all lifeless-inside
Take me back inside-you
Or I shall surely-die
With nowhere-left inside

💀📍
P/W/S🤍
Retain in-me
Distain in-me
Retrain in-me
Cry-out in me
Corrode-in me
Come crown in-me
Just split-inside
Come split-in me
For you must surely-die
Come salt in-me
Come die in-me
The apple of my-eyes

💀📍
P/W/S🤍
Come die in-me
Come live a lie-in me
Stay black-in me
Held back through-me
Come bleed in-me
There's nowhere else-to try
The apple of my-eyes
Don't lie to-me
To try to stay-alive
Cave of hells
All blacks-inside me
Come crown in-me
Come drown in-me
I'll take you with-my mind

💀
P/W/S🤍
Don't die-outside
Don't live-without
Don't cry-without
Don't have any-douphts
This world-will tare you down
I'm dying-from the inside out
Their killing all your-crowns
My love will take you-down
Don't live-weak outside
Don't waste this-power
Don't burn away-inside
Don't drain-it in this life

💀
L/W/S🖤
Retain in-me
Retrain in-me
Contained in-me
Sustained in-me
I'm full of hates
Blackened to my-name
My name is just-blackness
Wells & walls
Just walled-in my hates
Just black-inside my hates
Just stuck-inside my fates
In agonys-i must remain
Lust & pains just burning
Blackness is my namesake
Come die inside-of me

💀📍
P/W/D🤍
I crave your-life
Trapped-inside
I crave your-lies
I crave your body
Trapoed-inside
Bitch of shit-in me
Your just so-weak outside
You just can't see-me
Why don't you take my-life
Why don't you-bare my shame
You stupid-bastard
Links in-futile fates
Too weak to-take me
Too weak to-share my pain
You cannot share this-stain
You refuse to hold-the weight

💀📍
P/W/S🤍
Using-others
That were-before me
To keep me-far apart
Your blinding-flesh
Just stings-like pain
Like stinging-pains
Like burning-salts
The lies your-taking
This light-your stealing
From seductions
From-illusions
These contortions
Are not your-own
It's not your life too-gain

💀
P/W/S🤍
Come lie with-me
Come die with-me
Too weak in-me
Just dieing-inside me
Love just cannot find its-name
The past can-take the blame
Life just cannot-find it's plaCe
You use youself-as bait
Too weak-too fight
Too weak-inside me

💀📍
P/W/S🤍
Retain in-me
Restrained-in me
Retrained-in me
Retraced in-me
Reduced-in me
Lust is just too-cold
Love is just too-weak
Life is just too-pale
Your just too-dead inside
Your just broken-up inside

💀
P/W/S🖤
Can't you see the state in-me
Can't you find the place in-me
Can't you feel the hates in-me
With rages-through me
With stages-through me
With pages-through me
It's blackening your name
Where some leeway had the lights
It was rising-up to yellows
It's turning back-to blacks-again

💀
P/W/S🖤
It's turning back-around
It's turning back to blacks
It's turning back-to facts
It's turning back to-bitterness
As the skys turn black
As the rains pour-down
As the pains-eat like acids
As the pains-eat like worms
I'm turning back towards-rages
I'm turning back to-hates
It's blackened to your-name
It's crying out-in strains
It's angers from the pains

💀📍
P/W/S🖤
Trying to get-free
Demons-inside me
Warring to try get-free
Sensing all your-lies
Rages-that their turning
Pages that their burning
Twisting snakes-that are coiling
Raging voice keeps-blaring
Hatreds that their burning
Knowing to not-trust in you
Twisted-snakes going lashing

💀📍
P/W/S🖤
Ravages of-time
Memory's like keys
Moments of solitude
Turning-over tense
Moments of inner-boiling
As rages starts-to go twisting
As anger starts to go-turning
As pain goes around-twisting
Rusted-keys won't get turning
Life is just stuck
Blind-agonys repeating
Stuck on-twisting

💀📍
P/W/S🤍
Turning over into-rages
That keep on-twisting
Like manacles-that keep on turning
When the metal keeps-on digging in
Pains that keep on-digging in
Feels like your-pulling me over
Metal links-keep on holding
While I'm sure your still-lurking
Rages just go-coarsing
Twisting & turning

💀📍
P/W/S🖤
Knowing not-to trust you
Demon's like heavy-weights
Inside my-guts
My gut-life weighed down
Dead-weights of agonys
Demon's inside-go on twisting
Burning & turning inside
Pains weighing-me down
Till they go splitting
Gonna come outwards
Like raging-tyrants
Like angry-animals
Sensing-without words
Everything evil-inside of you
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