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I am Krow Eternal, i am 5'10'' dark green eyes, short black hair, and empty. bear with me, because this is the first time i let myself wallow in self pity. i was verbally, and physically abuse by my father until i turned 15 and i fought back. the court ruled in his favor and i now live with my psychotic grandfather. i have no friends, no real family, no one that loves me. that, of course, is no surprise as love does not exist. my mother has juvenile Parkinson and a dopamine deficienty, on top of suicidal tendencies and the new development of schizophrenia. (i have a 50 percent chance of getting all of the above.) my mother has never been there for me, when my father was beating me. i have fallen in love three times and every time she has thrown what little of a heart i had and stomped on it, leaving me to pick it up and duck tape it, into barely usable condition. the last one, she took my broken bleeding heart and made it work again. i will be grateful to her for the rest of my pitiful life, she is the best person i have ever met. i love her more than anything in life. she is beautiful, smart, funny, just all around amazing. though she has a hard time believing in her self, or that she could deserve anything good. which is silly because she deserves the world, sent with all my love.

All started with Khaos, before she came into existence there was nothing but the oversized rock Gaia. But does anyone ever thank her for starting life, do they worship her for keeping the heavens from crushing the earth? No, they don't even speak of her, they have all but completely forgotten her. Oh she heard her name enough, but the pestilent humans had the audacity to make her name mean complete disorder and confusion. How dare they! She is the only reason they were able to breath, she was gravity, she stopped them from being crushed. The least she could get was a thank you, maybe a sacrifice or offering of some sort. stupid humans, they didn't even care enough to know what her personality was like, or what she looked like. She detested Zues and his like as well, they had the humans eating out of their hands. That's why she helped the humans to forget about the Greek religion, so everyone knew how she felt.

''Grrrm'' He groans. As he is awakened by the soft blue light penetrating his room, through the window. He stands up and picks his pants up off the floor, and walks into the bathroom.

As he reaches for his toothbrush he takes a moment to study his reflection. Dark green eyes covered in long dark hair stared back at him. Scanning down he grimaces at the multitude of jagged scars running up and down his light skin, everywhere but his face.

He squeezes toothpaste onto his brush, and listens to the 'noise'. He hated to describe it as music, even though it was the most beautiful he'd ever heard. -No- he thought, -its a summoning, and it will be the death of me- .

The 'noise' had gotten louder, so it was almost pounding into his skull. Frowning he slowly sets his toothbrush down, and takes his time rinsing his mouth and putting on his shoes.

''DAM IT ALL, YOU WILL STOP DEFYING ME!'' 'She' screams into his head, he smiles and walks outside. Enjoying the frigid breeze he answers her, ''yes my beloved sadist.'' He felt a thousand needles of pain course through his body. ''Well, what do you expect from me, Master.'' He spat the word out.

A women materializes holding him from behind. Softly she speaks, ''I am terribly sorry, my dear. But if i hadn't made you my concubine, you would have died.'' She turned him around and stared into his eyes. ''It isn't fair.'' he spoke softly. She pulls him close, holding him in her warm embrace. ''I know, I wish I could reverse it.''

After a moment he pulls away, and looks at her. ''what did you call me for?'' he asked gruffly.

She pursed her lips. '' I found the Ketala family.''

He smiled cruelly as a wave of pleasure went through him.

-Time for payback-

(To be continued)