It is ok to feel things heavily
For awhile , you are, after all
Still tender in so many places.
Healing takes time
It takes work and perseverance
There will be peaks and valleys.
There will be glimpses of hope
And unanswered questions
We can know this with all certainty
We are not alone
We are not forgotten
We will somehow find our strength
This journey was not meant
For the faint of heart
No amount of regret
Changes the past
No amount of anxiety
Changes the future
But any amount of
Gratitude changes the present.
In order to grow we have to understand
That some things that happened in our lives
Was beyond our control
When you look back on the past
You may wonder that maybe
If you had made different choices
In your life things would have turned out
Differently or maybe if you were
At a specific place at a certain time
Things would not have happened
The way it did
They say everything happens for a reason
And that things unfold the way it was meant to
But often we find that hard to accept
Not many will understand how hard you
Really tried to make peace with it all
How some things will never leave you
It's as if someone just flipped a switch
And your light turned to darkness
I know life was not fair to you
You did no deserve to go through
What you did and I know that
Sometimes you can't help
But wonder why you were
The chosen one But I can
Tell you the answers that
You have always been searching
For will be told someday
Sometimes you let go of
People without even noticing
You stop thinking of them
You stop waiting for them to reply to you
You stop allowing them to take up so much space in your life
You move on, you go about your day without worrying about them
You stop expecting them to come back with a apology
You accept that they are no longer a part of your life
YOU just let them go simple as that
Show respect even to the people who don't deserve it
Not as reflection of their character but
As a reflection of yours.
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Hindsight is 20/20 and things in a moment you just do best you can as making decisions in the heat of the moment has collateral damage. Ask any veteran about that and having to live with those choices. But it's these things that make you learn from your mistakes.
"HOLY SHIT" my smudge stick just went supernova. Now that's an omen. In my state of mind it doesn't matter if good or bad. Had to stamp on it. That means a trip to Crystal Way occult store for fresh new long one. You need anything Nikki? I like to ground things in my local economy too.
Anyway, no need to tell me I'll just get something to test your psychic ability and use it for my girl...Priestess.
She's loves semi-precious stones because diamonds are so common in her life. Ironically, it was a 3 and a half karat she lost while doing my laundry. ;)
An arrow can only be shot by pulling it backward
So when life is dragging you back with difficulties
It means that it's going to launch you into something great
So just focus and keep aiming
Throw away the idea that you need to pause your life
Until you are fully healed this is a different way of
Being attached to perfection real progress happens
When you make better decisions in the midst of living
Respect your body when it's asking for a break
Respect your mind when it's seeking rest
Honor yourself when you need a moment
Keep calm and be crazy, laugh, love and live
It up because this is the oldest you have been
And the youngest you will ever be again
I don't mind growing older, with age
I have learned to weigh the things
That matter and the things that can be
Tossed to the wind
I do not take lightly the ones
Who are sent into my path
Whether they carry with them
A load of suffering or a
Blazing beam of light
They partake in my spiritual growth either way
I think before I speak
I listen to my intuition
I am not afraid to defend the truth
Even at the risk of being called crazy
Even at the risk of losing it all
It's all or nothing anyway
I feed my soul because a
Well fed soul is a generous soul
I have come to know that the best
Way to live is knowing it could all be gone Tomorrow
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Vampirewitch39
16:53 Apr 25 2023
:)