She'll be back on this continent in 24-hours. I will be thankful for that, but it's not like I'll get to see her still, at least for another 30 hours after that.
I've done a lot of work for her in her absence. Secured sponsors and finances for her show, set up a radio interview, sold tickets, hung posters (not to mention printing them and keeping it free of being on the expenses ledger).
That's who I am. I do - I see the needs, and I work on them. Some of you know this. I can't change who I am.
She won't change who she is either. It can't be expected. And that's why I can predict with confidence where this road ends up.
Waiting patiently for her return.
I re-loaded my arsenal. New camera, new lens (still have a couple more options I want to get, but for now...) traveling flashes that will sync from a mounted flash.
Crazy the difference a few months can make.
Had a wonderfully successful shoot tonight with one of my favorite models just to give her some fun images for her birthday next week. She's going to love these.
My love will enjoy them, too. They enjoy working together. She said she was disappointed she couldn't be here for the shoot, but... I'm disappointed I'm not traveling with her.
C'est la vie.
Staying busy keeps my mind off of missing her... kind of.
Things are so up and down right now, it has been difficult to find the time to be on here.
Relationship has hit one of those shit or get off the pot points.
Work has sucked.
I landed my largest photography job yet, and had to sub it out to another photographer due to a conflict with the date at time.
New camera isn't without it's issues and learning curves, but it feels great and the results thus far have been awesome.
So things aren't all bad.
I need a nap, a blow job, and scotch. Not necessarily in that order.
I have a pillow and the scotch :P
I have a pillow and scotch, too.
Really, just need more down time. And, someone else to have down time for me...
hmm, I'm only willing to help out with the scotch -- and maybe the nap.
Will you cuddle me, Thoth?
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