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my own demon
08:16 Sep 13 2006
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it all began win a woke up at dawn i seem to have a craving for meat i rushed to the fridge to check what we had i looked high and low and found nothin the craving got stronger each minute i waited i got the keys got in the car i said to myself "i gota get some meat" i drive ten minutes and all the sudden the music turns on and plays antichrist superstar this song was by marilyn manson i looked in the cd player there was nothing in there so i turned off the radio 5 mins up the road it started playing again but this time it started playing a different song this song was disposable teens also by marilyn manson. i look around to see were i was and to the side of the road i see a women with her skin torn off nothing but her muscles. I stop and yelled "Mrs are u alright" and she doesnt reply i drive over closer to the were shes standing as i get closer she disapears i stare down at were she was standing and i see a dead animal i start feeling weird like needles poking the inside of my stomache i get out of the car and look down at it and i see a face in my mind nod with a grin so i pick it up and i begin eating it . it was so weird but the meat was good i ate it till there was nothing but bones and .as i put the bones down a car pulls up out of the car i hear the driver say "wha what are u doin" i immedietly reply "nothing my car broke down and im lost". of course i wasnt gonna tell the truth i would have been put under supervisoin for 3 years the driver says back but this time in a calmer voice "can i give u a ride" i say with a twisted smile "yes please thank u"? "ohh paul paul abduel" says the man very quitly so low that i almost missed it . "thank u paul i just live about 100 miles up this way"."OK hop in" we get halfway up the road and antichrist superstar plays again i quikly ask "DO u have a Marilyn manson CD . he quikly replys " NO hes a satan worshipper why do u ask" i say with a weird face "cause thats who sings this song" Paul looks at me with a scared look "what song" he said with a low shaky voice. "theres no music playing "said paul .paul pulls the truck over and looks at me like hes gonna have a heart attack "whats wrong "he said with a hard tone i look at him and ask " what do u mean im fine" he auikly loks at me and says ur ur eyes are red. I look at him and all the sudden i see the dead animal again right were he was standing so i pickit up with one hand and i take first bite and i hear a loud scream AaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! and a cry saying please stop i close my eyes and open them back up and i see paul scremaing for his life with a peice of skin missing from his neck i open my mouth and skin falls out of my mouth what is happening to me . paul quikly opens hi sglove department of his truck and in ther e i see a black book with a holy cross melted into it paul quikly turns to a page somewere in the revouloutions and reads aloud "One every 50 years a normal person who never beleived in god will turn into those that we all fear to reveal the names of a demon from hell comes within him and start the step process of a new demon step one hearing satanic music in ur mind step to seeing dead animals were humans are taking a bite of theimaginary dead animal start it all u need t ofeed on the flesh of christians to live" step and before he could say 3 i snatch the book and i thew it in the woods i look again in the box and i see a silver hand gun i grabb it and check the clip itz full i grab it aim it at paul and i pull the trigger . pauls body falls to the ground with blood leaking out of the bullet whole of his skull . i quikly pick his body up and start eating it peice by peice .







by time i get to the foot i begin crying "what have i done" i quikly run away leaving the foot on the road i finally get to my house were my brother calan my sister brandy and my grandma kathryn has arrived for a party. i look around and scream"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO''! and i run out the door and down to the cemetary i sit at my mothers grave and cry "why did have to leave me to satan why did u never teach me of god" i stop crying long enough to here a wisper "i did" i look scarcly at the grave i hear it again"i did" and i quikly dig the grave untill i see the coffin i open it up and i see her corpse laying there and i say"what?" the corpse sits up and says i did teach u of god u ust never listnede" stare confuzed and i start to baul "why did u have to die im only 18 why did u have to leave me alone in this world i miss u" and slowly the corpse slams back down."hey anwser me!" i yell with a sqeeal. i la down in her grave so i could be with her and a man comes up and says "ooooy ur not aloud to be in there " "he looks down at me do u know this corpse " i say "yes" with a loud cry "this is my mother" the man says back in a sad voice"ohh i see" he walks away with a frown and i lift my moms hands and put them over my back and i grip my arms around her corpse and i cry and cry and cry i fall asleep in her arms i wake up in the mornin real happy for i slept in her arms the night i was born and im doin it once again i open my eyes and i remember she is dead i get up and i cry i walk to my home and they are all stil ther but i say sorry i ran out something is going on with me something that the devil is turning me into he put a demon in me now i eat human meat and before anyone new it my eyes were red again and i saw nothing but alot of dead meat and boy was i hungry immedietly i jump and eat my brother he was tasty then i jumped on my grandma she was too old to walk she just sat there as i ate her. i open my eyes and they are normal and i see that my brother and my grandma the only two family members who were there were dead so i thought. i hear a "thump" coming from the closet i walk and open the door and my sister brandy jumps out and trys to hit me . i cry to her "please help me through this ur all i have left " she looks at me with a sad look and says "but u hate me" "no i dont please help me" i cry even harder i lost my brother my grandma and my mom please help me i dont want to lose u or my girlfreind. first things first i need to get u a place to hide were u cant escape.









"thank u brandy thank u for helping me" i say slowly. "no problem ur my brother and thats what brother and sisters are suppose to do" brandy says worryingly. "i slep in momas arms last night" i say quitly. emidietly we stop walking and she looks at me and says "what" i said i slep in momas arms last night cuz i was sad" "so u dug up her grave cuz u were sad " "no i asked her why she never tought me about god and i thought i hered her say i did so i dug up her grave and the weird thing is she actually said it she said she did but i never listened and i asked her whey she left me im only 18 nd i miss her and she went back down so i cryed and put her arms around me and i slept in her grave with her cuz i was asleep with her the first night i was born i was sleeping in her arms at the hospital" "that was a bad thing to do cody" she said angrily oi know but i couldnt help it i was to sad" "i know i miss her too but u cant go digging up graves just to see her" brandy says with tears now falling out of her eyes ."why did she have to die she wasnt even old" i kniow says brandy "but she was stressed over u she didnt want u killing urself" "ohh itz my fault she died i see" i say now crying agian "she had high blood pressure and i new that and i kept trying to slit my wrist " she would still be alive today if i wasnt suicidal""im a terrible son" "no ur not she loved u so much even though u thought deffirent" says brandy now huggin me. "well it will be ok no wont it " "i hope so"brandy says to herself .we continue to walk we get to christinas house i knock on her door nobody anwsers i leave a note in door sayin





dear christina i have to go away for a while somethign is goin on with me im eating people so i have to get help to get these demons out i love u so much



P.S



dont break up wit me please







we leave the house to go to the jail house of decatur we go to the police and say can "he sleep in a cell tonight he has to be locked up cause demons are makin him eat human meat so e have to get him away and we need a plac e with bars for the night"!"yah right eating human meat "says one police officer the other says "demons" and they both begin to laugh. brandy takes them by the hand and takes them to my house "look do u bleive me now " the police look at the women in the wheele chair and and the boy on the floor "ohh my word what sick person would do this to these people" "uhh duh the boy that i said needed to be locked up tonight ohh ya "u werent joking were u"

"noo" says brandy they walk back to the station and the other officer was nothing but bones and the cody was gone " ohh no says the other officer i am gonna kill that thing" " NO hes my brother he only needs a exorcism from a preacher but now we have to find him.











"what u mean hes out there somewere" "yes he is "said brandy. the officer grabs a gun and a case of bullets over 3000 in a bag. brandy says "i said ur not gonna" before she could finish he puled out a dart and on the said of it it sayed in bold print (tranqulizer 900)."Ohh your just gonna make him sleep ok" "just dont kill him ok lets go" says brandy.we head two the woods the police freezes and say"were goin in in there"and he gulps and walks in through after brandy. ohh quit beina wuss there is nothin in here except animals.and as she says that a flock of bats fly across the sky and the officer screams"aaaaaaaaaa"and shoots mutltiple shots in the air. i thought u said those were one dart pur shot them aint no tranks ther bullets give me that and that police officer gives gun to brandy and same with the darts. "ill trank him" says brandy they continue to walk and they see a animal dead on the ground and they sit qiutly and wait. finally cody walks and starts eating it brandy grabs the gun and aims and shoots she says scaredly"what i thought these were trank darts she loks at it again and she sees paint splatterd over the dart she yells "this isnt a trank dart tiz a bullet i will kill u for this when itz over i walk to see cody lying on the ground crying nd bleeding brandy and the officer takes him back to tow to get medical attention they remove the bullet and cady awakes the next morinin to a voice sayin ''please wake up baby please"i say''what are u doing here christina i need to get out before i eat all of u i love u and i dont want to hurt u" "but itz over the preacher came and did the exorcism while u were asleep"says christina ''realy im better" yes u are"she says to me and kisses me and gives me a big hug " "thank god" i say

as i sleep i awake to see christina by my side every hour and she finally leaves to go to eat and the nurse comes in and i start feeling hungry and i think ohh no itz happening again. and she says "here eat this u havent eatin in 6 months" " what 6 months what have i been doin the past months "sleepin like a baby" "ohh so itz not happening again of coures not" says the nurse "thank god" i say to myself. "weres brandy"? i ask she um "shes sick real sick" says the nurse. i say in a panick "what how" the nurse replys very sadly "we dont know" "can i see her" i say in a cry of "course u can" says a voice in the back of the room i look over who are u. "who am i she says" "im ur mother" "u cant be u were dead" "no that was ur dream" i start to cry i thought it was real i was eating human meat and brandy was the only person to help me!























weres calan at in my dream i killed him. "u almost did u ate some of his skin and muscle tissue so dont look at him weird and dont make fun of him"

" says my mom "ohh my god is he ok can i see him" "hes fine and hes right here "says moma "calan im sorry i dont remeber what i did but im sorry"calan says to me in a happy voice "itz ok and i misse du and im glad ur awake" i say weirdly"really"as we sit and talk i notice christina is by herself i ask for a wheel chair and i ask christina to walk with me so we could talk we get out the door and iask "are u ok " she says "im fine just scared" "why are u scared" i was scared that u wouldnt wake up" "are u still my girlfreind"i ask sadly" she says "yes why wouldnt i be "well itz been six months and i havent been able to say i love u "itz not ur fault u were sick"we walked further tlkin about how much we miss each other we arrive at the exit and she takes me back to the room she kisses me then opens the door and we walk in.my mom walks over and hugs me i ask"when can i go home" if ur mom signs the papers u can leave tonight says the doctor" "ok moma are u gona sign them " "yes cody thats were im going right now" "ok" "i really wanna go home"my mom starts to sign the papers and i come out and hug her so tightly cuz i thought i lost her it was sad and i thought it waz my fault that she was dead. i ask my mom"did u bring christina" she says "yes she been callin for u for 5 months strait so i figured ill bring her to see u" "and i say "ohh thank u so much" "i love her so much"remeber when i said i thought u were dead" yes"says moma well i thought it waz my fault"." she says "what" i say i thought i caused ur death cuz of da stress i put on u from me trying to kill myself"ohh she" says and hugz me"u could never make me die and if i do die it certainly aint ur fault"."ohh ok" "i say to her well fill the forms out i wana go home"we spend most of the night filling out the forms when we finally get done the doctor comes in and examins me once more and puts mre in a wheel chair and my mom pegin s to push me out but christina wanted to push the chair so moma let her she pushed me down the hall and into the elevator we get down and she pushes me out the door and everyone looks at me weirldly with hatred upon their faces.i just keep lookin out we get out side and my mom points to a big black blazor and christina pushes the chair to it andmy mom and christina helps me into the car i ask my mom? "weres kyle" "hes at the house he couldnt stand to see you in the hospital so he stayed home untill u were coming home" "so has the house changed in anyway "i said tryin to make conversation moma says"yes" "christina stays in brandys old room cuz brandy is happily married and lives with derek her husband" "brandys married and christina lives with us now"cool"i say with excitement ''ya she couldnt stand not being without u so she asked me if she could move in with us so she could be with u when u came back and i said yes cuz brandy moved out and now she has that room" we drive on and the first thing of music i ask is "do u have marilyn manson in here anywere" moma quikly says"nope" "ohh well i do" itz taped to my pants on the inside"here i say and i give it to her she turns it on the first song is antichrist superstar. i scream"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"what what"says moma

"itz happing again do u hear the song antichrist superstar " i asked "yes" they all say" ohh sorry thart song was playin in my mind when i was eating human meat" "but itz over now so sorry"we keep driving down the street and we finally get home and i head down to my room and itz all changed all kinds of poster s on the wall of manson and all kinds of cds of manson, the cruxshadows, and the candy spooky theatre. all my farite bands i run upstairs to ask what "happend to my room" kyle says"itz a welcome home thing i bout it all look in ur closet ur mom bought that stuff look in ur little bedside table " ok i said wow a makeup box with black lipstick eyeliner and nail poilish lots of it and white powder i love all of it" "check ur closet" says my mom i say "ok" wow itz them pants from goth topic that i love and boots and manson shirts awesome thanx howd u afford all this" us u bout it" with ur half of the will" ''wait how''i asked "ur not dead"!my mom says with a frown "no but your dady did"as i mope around i notice that he was in a better place then this i get dressed and i do my makeup for the first time i walk upstairs knock on christinas door and i kiss her and ask her to take a walk with me.











"she says no lets just sit on the porch im tired" "sounds good to me" we sit out tlking for two hours then she falls asleep i pick he rup and carry her inside and i put he ron he rbed and cover her up the i set by her bed and watch her sleep then finally i fall asleep bye her in the chair.i awake the next morning by her beautiful voice standin in front of me shakin me. "good morning" she said politely.

"good morning" i said back "i love u" she said "i love u to"when i stood up i walked into the kitchen sat down at the table and stared at nothing i was still tired my moma was makin breakfast doghnuts with juice. she says "morning u sleep well" "yes i did" "i slept in a chair by christinas bed""weird"my moma said. after breakfast we went to a festivel were they had rides and bands playin me and christina spent the whole day together rides and everything. i enjoyed every second of it we finally came home and ate burger king with cherry icee floats. i watched a movie with christina on the couch and she fell asleep so i just covered her up and let her sleep."im glad all thats over so i can finally be with christina with no canabalism problems.and i fall asleep



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