The darkness of night, the shadows of building built long before my existence. The fear that reminds me I am human and the intrigue that tells me I am more.
Vampire and Goth are my main interest while other underworld activities have my interest as well. I am a father and a husband and the constraints of socially acceptable behavior play a role in my life to guide as only a good father should. Once released, my mind and soul are free to travel at will wherever they choose. Only reality brings me back to the norm that is called acceptable life.
We all live in two worlds or more. Ones where we are freaks, called names and just do not fit in and ones where we are accepted and even adorned by others. There is also the world of people that condemn what we desire yet have the same desires but are just to afraid to admit it or have succumb to the everyday existence called "normality".
Psychologist, Psychiatrists, Mental health experts, Priests and the like have called our interests sick, evil, chemical imbalance and insanity. Those are the ones in the most denial of all.
They treat with chemicals that the imagination and mentoring can guide into understanding. Not drug induced misbelief that we are "sick" and need help. Sure, some of the "chemicals" are very enjoyable and release our inhibition but recreational use is far different that prescribed and mandated use. Live life, die satisfied.
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